Originally Posted by
BellaBellucci
... because I'm actually a woman born male. I didn't hate myself before I transitioned and I didn't and don't hate my penis because I never felt that it had any bearing on who I was as a person; I just hated the fact that I couldn't be my true self, so now I am. I want SRS someday, but I'm not going to rush it.
And please allow me to rephrase something: I suspect you were ashamed to be a gay male. I should have been more clear. There's a huge difference between hating something and being ashamed of it and the two are certainly not mutually exclusive.
~BB~