I was raped by a ts woman: I think she broke me

Ok this isn’t a fictional story or something I’ve made up to entertain you guys. This story is true and I’m only going to sharing it to see what you guys think. I will call this woman Lisa (to preserve anonymity).

I met a beautiful TS woman(Lisa) online and we talked for a about a month or so before she told me she was coming to town for business the following week. She called me when she got to town and asked if I would be free to come to her hotel. I honestly replied that I was busy with work and would not be able to come see her while she was in town. At this point, I thought that she would be mad and either accept my apology or never talk to me again.

Fast forward a few months later (I spoke to her a few times after the first missed meet up), she tells me that she’s in town for business. I apologized again for not being able to see her previously while she was in town and told her I’d love to come see her. Lisa seemed genuinely kind even though I knew she was somewhat upset about the failed attempt to meet up. Lisa told me to get in the shower and then come over.

I proceeded to get cleaned up and called her to tell her I was on my way. Lisa responded that she thought I would have already been on my way and to hurry up(another red flag). I told her I’d try to get to her soon but I was about 40 mins away with traffic.

So when I got to her hotel about 50 minutes had passed. I called apologetically and said I was late due to traffic. Lisa nonchalantly told me to come to her room.

I thought when I came to see her that we were just going to hang out, talk, and possibly go get something to eat. Lisa seemed to have other ideas on how things should go.

When I knocked on the room door Lisa opened the door quickly. She looked amazing with flowing curly black hair, brown caramel skin, a beautiful face with lip gloss on her full lips, and wearing only a pink tank top with no pants or underwear. At this point I looked down to see a massive semi-erect dick (looked about 9inches already). Lisa laughed while observing my dumbfounded look and told me to come in.

Once I entered the room, Lisa sat on the edge of the bed and asked me in a stern voice, why was I late. I responded hesitantly that traffic and parking were horrendous and I was sorry for being late. She looked at me with a very serious demeanor and said, “what do you like to do with a TS woman?” My somewhat naive ass said, “I like to hang out, talk, go out to eat with, and please whatever woman I’m with.” Lisa responded by saying “we’ve talked enough and I’m not hungry. But since you like to please I’ll feed you.”

I have had limited experience with TS women but I definitely thought this girl cared about getting to know me more and wasn’t strictly interested in sex. So after her comment, I stared at Lisa with a puzzled look on my face. She responded by pointing down to her growing dick (now at least 10 inches and almost as thick as a can). She looked me in the eyes and said, “SUCK!” Being a strong, masculine, muscular man, with a thick 8 inch dick of my own, I felt conflicted on how. I should respond. This woman who was beautiful, feminine (extremely passible as a genetic woman), and much smaller in stature than me had me scared as hell. When I looked down at her huge dick and then up into her eyes I thought of running to exit the room.

Those thoughts were quickly abandoned when Lisa powerfully pulled me by the arm to my knees. She then grabbed my head in one swift motion and pulled it towards her dick. As I started to say “slow down” she pushed my head down on her dick( Internally I was going crazy because this small girl just shoved her massive dick in my mouth almost effortlessly). Lisa continued to push my head down on her dick and repeadtly told me to “suck.” By this time I just wanted her to stop pushing my head down so I could breathe, so I mustered up all the energy I had and started sucking and stroking her dick. Thankfully she released my head long enough for me to get a in a few deep breaths. Lisa continued to tell me to “suck” while she looked down at me with a passionate look of control. Then suddenly Lisa told me to get up, take off my clothes, and lay on my back.

My normal reaction would have been to say fuck you and leave, but that’s not what happened. I got up from the floor, took of my pants and shirt, leaving only my tank top on and layed on my bacon the bed. Then Lisa grabbed a Magnum XL condom from her nightstand, put a bottle of lube in my hand, and instructed me to rub the lube on my Asshole if I didn’t want to be in pain. Something about her commanding approach made me feel like I could not say no, so I did as I was told. Once Lisa put the condom on (which only covered around 75% of her dick) she looked me in the eyes and said “put your fucking legs up.” I complied, thinking that this girl might be crazy so I should probably listen.

Then without hesitation Lisa pushed the huge head of her dick in my hole. I’ve only been fucked a few times(years ago) so the initial thrust and sheer size of this woman made me scream in extreme pain. Lisa looked down at me and said “stop, you’re a big man you can take it.” I blankly stared back into her eyes, literally feeling guilty for being in pain. After a few minutes in this position, Lisa told me to “get on your knees and arch my back.”

I hesitantly got up and switched positions on the bed; again feeling almost obligated to listen to this woman and follow her commands. As Lisa got behind me in started pushing her dick into my hole, I started to panic. As she got at least halfway in I said “it hurts bad, please stop, you’re dick is too big.” While looking down at me and continuing to push more of her dick into me, Lisa said “stop crying, that’s not it.” She continued to fuck me barely getting halfway in while I protested “Lisa it’s too big, please stop” and she responded again” that’s not it”. This went on for st least five minutes before she got frustrated and walked to the bathroom.

Lisa came out of the bathroom without a condom on her dick and opening up a new condom package. I was still in the doggy style poition when she started to put more lube on my hole and tod me “relax.” I tried to relax and then I felt her push her fat dick inside me again. This time something felt different and her dick started sliding in deeper into my hole. It was still painful as hell bht it was like more of her dick kept going inside of me. I looked back at her and said “Lisa, what are you doing?” And she replied “don’t look back here.” So now she is continuing to fuck me and I keep looking back at her asking her to stop. I finally got enough energy to push her off of me. As I look back at her, I see that Lisa doesn’t have a condom on and the condom is still in the wrapper.

At this point I’m really upset and ask her “ you’re fucking me raw?” She laughs and responds with a sinister smile on her face and says “Yep!” Then without hesitation she forced her dick back into my ass as I yelled for her to stop. My please fell on deaf ears and Lisa started fucking me hard and said “you really are handsome.” She would put her whole length inside of me then pull almost all the way out and then slam back into me as hard as she could. The crazy part is that she did this in rapid succession, moving so fast that I could barely object. I was forced to take the brutal fucking while she pushed my ass and back into the the bed. This whole time I was in extreme pain but her dick started to hit something deep inside of me (what I’ve learned now is the prostate).

Lisa must have felt empowered at this point and threw me down onto the hotel floor. She proceeded to get behind me and stuffed her entire dick into my ass. I screamed helplessly as she jammed her dick into me faster and harder. All I could do was scream and grunt. I was in pain but this crazy feeling of pressure and slight pleasure was being punched inside of my ass. As she continued to fuck my prostate with increased power, I felt myself lose control and my body started to spasm. I pleaded with Lisa again to stop, but she did not listen. She continued to fuck me in the position and make me orgasm from my ass(t least 3 times in this position).

After that, she got up and laid on her back on the bed. She told me to face the wall and sit on her dick. I reluctantly did what I was told. As soon as my hole touched her dick, she pulled me into her lap and thrust herself into me. It’s almost like she got pleasure out of watching me squirm and react to her punishing my ass. Needless to say, she fucked me in this position making me come 3 more times.

Once she got tired of this position, Lisa told me stand and bend over on the couch. I follwed her command and bent over. As she entered me again, I was still in a lot of pain, but she did not care. She fucked me mercilessly and told me to”take all of her dick and shut up.” Almost all my energy was gone, but Lisa managed to forced me to cum 2 more times from her pummeling my hole. As I came the last time my ass convulsed violently and squeezed her dick rapidly. Lisa started to moan uncontrollably and told me she was about to cum.

She then pulled out of me, told me to face her, and finished by jerking her dick in my face and splashing a massive load all over my chest.

Then Lisa walked away from me as if nothing happened and sat on the bed with her dick still dripping cum. I asked her “why did you fuck me raw, why didn’t you stop when I asked?” Her only response was “I’m negative, clean , and I didn’t cum in you.” (Thankfully my tests show she was telling the truth, but what the fuck!) Lisa was really nice afterwards and acted as if everything that just happened was normal. We’ve even seen each other since this encounter.

So I shared all this to say, this situation really fucked me up. I feel like I was raped by this girl but most people wouldn’t believe it. Also, I feel guilty for allowing it to happen and for actually having orgasims while it was happening. I feel like this woman literally broke me. I was into women(GGs) and TS women before but this situation has made me both reluctant of TS women and feel a need to serve them(I know it doesn’t make much sense).

Has this ever happened to any of you? If so, where do you go from here? All comments are welcome, just don’t be a dickhead please.

you let her do it. you had the power to walk away.

and why are you still seeing her?

she was inappropriate, for sure. but no rape. if she's so terrible and evil, then why are you still seeing her?

if you were being abused, then you accepted/accept it.

but then tell her to fuck off. don't hang out with her.

name and shame her. she's clearly a controlling and abusive bitch, and probably wanted to dominate you with her cock size.

if she's like this, it doesn't make sense that she's friendly. actually, it does - she seems like a cold bitch. just dump her and move on.

Don’t think she’s terrible or evil. I get your point. I take responsibility for the part I played in this. She has been very kind outside of this situation. It was a little confusing to me. Thanks

Tldr

Title got me hard though.

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Originally Posted by ballastodawall

Don’t think she’s terrible or evil. I get your point. I take responsibility for the part I played in this. She has been very kind outside of this situation. It was a little confusing to me. Thanks

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But then she fucked you rough, and then is cool. call her out on it.

Skimmed it.

Cool fake story, bro.

Nah, I’m good on that. It took me a while to even talk about this. I do respect your point of view though. Thanks again.

The story is true.

Not a true story, but entertaining. Rape victims don't usually voluntarily hang out with their rapists weeks later.

Also, your prostate isn't deep inside you.

Your first time with this TS escort and she gave you a freebie??lol

Right.

Ok let’s change the terms to coerced or influenced instead of rape. This is the last time I’LL say this,the story is true. If it was fictional I would have simply said that. Have a great day and show some compassion people. Don’t invalidate people’s experiences because you don’t understand their perspective. Take care folks.

I hate it when people don't believe my obvious lies too.

Well I hope youre not too butt hurt over this incident.

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Originally Posted by ballastodawall

Ok let’s change the terms to coerced or influenced instead of rape. This is the last time I’LL say this,the story is true. If it was fictional I would have simply said that. Have a great day and show some compassion people. Don’t invalidate people’s experiences because you don’t understand their perspective. Take care folks.

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Part of my problem is, you've been a lurker on HA for at least 6 years with virtually no posting history.
One of your first big posts is this novelette about being violently fucked by a TS escort until you anally orgasmed.

The whole thing smells fishy.

If it IS true, you wanted to get fucked and she willfully fulfilled your deepest desires. I don't know why you were feeling 'violated' afterwards.

It seemed like she was reading your mind, which also adds to the implausibility of your story.

If your getting fucked without a condom is true, that's a stupid game, my friend.

Look at it from our point of view. You'd also question the veracity of this story.

And why did she give you a freebie?? Because you were 'handsome'??

I just smell fiction.

Hot story.

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Originally Posted by holzz

you let her do it. you had the power to walk away.

and why are you still seeing her?

she was inappropriate, for sure. but no rape. if she's so terrible and evil, then why are you still seeing her?

if you were being abused, then you accepted/accept it.

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You're reading the ramblings of a moron and expecting rational choices within his story; the answer is simple it's clearly utter bollocks and made up despite the opening line (the whole this is a true story thing is such an over-played fiction trope anyhow but I digress).

People who have been raped don't talk about their attackers in positive ways; they don't frame a narrative of events by mentioning "amazing looks and flowing black hair" or by talking about how they met up later. If you've actually been raped and got to the stage where you understand that is what happened you don't look back on the situation and describe any aspect of it as a positive thing. The OP is just looking for attention and would have been better suited taking his story to post on Literotica or whatever.

He might come back and argue with me; try to say I don't know what I'm talking about and that he really truly was raped. Don't continue to believe if he does he is a liar. In all likelihood he hasn't ever actually had a real sexual interaction with another human being and is getting his jollies by imaging everyone reading his story as a "truth".

I'm not the type to doubt someone's claim of rape, but...

A: This is posted on a porn fan message board. Who the hell would come HERE, of all places, to divulge such a thing if it were true? There's no "survivors of sexual trauma" type of Facebook group out there where you could seek out people with similar experiences? You thought a porn forum was the place to look first? Not likely.

B: It reads like a Literotica one-off written by someone who's only ever fantasized about being with a trans woman, right down to the oversexed details of her appearance, not to mention the powerbottom's-dream "she was nine inches and she wasn't even fully hard yet!" description of her anatomy.

C: If you felt pressured or coerced to the point of calling it rape, it was rape, so you would have every justification to go to the police about this and leave her ass in the dust, which you didn't do, and instead decided to see her multiple times after the fact.

D: Even if we unpack the whole "I'm averse to trans women now, but I feel the need to serve them" situation, there are other trans women out there who would happily indulge you in your submissive role, and they would do so without crossing the line into abuse or even stepping outside your comfort zone... because that's what a good dom does; they respect YOUR restrictions, and if they won't agree to that, then they're not a good dom. So there's absolutely no excuse to have gone back to this woman, and in reality, pretty much anyone out there meeting up with people they've met online (trans or cis) would have done enough research to know that before even considering the possibility of getting together.

But for the sake of argument, let's assume that you're telling the truth. If that's the case, then your entire relationship with this woman has been tainted by an assault before there was even the OPPORTUNITY for anything else to happen, so you would have to have lost all sense of reality and logic to feel that you had any obligation to stay with her. One night and you suddenly have Stockholm syndrome?

Yeah, this is fiction.

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Originally Posted by BrassVillanueva

I'm not the type to doubt someone's claim of rape, but...

..... not to mention the powerbottom's-dream "she was nine inches and she wasn't even fully hard yet!" description of her anatomy.

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LOOOOOOL, I'm cracking up here! I don't want to be hurtful if this story is true but that comment (re: "powerbottom's dream") had me laughing so hard I couldn't breathe !

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Originally Posted by eric_x99

LOOOOOOL, I'm cracking up here! I don't want to be hurtful if this story is true but that comment (re: "powerbottom's dream") had me laughing so hard I couldn't breathe !

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They're rare, but I do have my moments ;)

I should also add the following under point D:

1: Let's unpack. You're not averse to trans women, you're struggling with your socially-programmed transphobia and trying to justify the fact that you love the ladycock, except you're coming at it from the opposite direction than normal. You're trying to use the tale you've spun as an excuse to get back into the closet, even though you know you won't be able to. Oh, sure, you can deny it all you want, but the fact is plain: you've already acknowledged your attraction. One bad experience with a cis woman wouldn't set you against being with cis women for the rest of your life. That's absurd. It's no less absurd with trans women. And sure, we can get into the discussion of people swearing off the opposite sex because of bad experiences and the psychological harm that can come from such situations, but that's an emotional and intellectual response, it's not a change in who someone is physiologically attracted to. That's why what you're saying here is obviously bullshit.

2: If you're old enough to be meeting up with women you've met online, no matter who they are, then you're old enough to know of the risks involved, and you take specific steps to ensure your own safety. You even mentioned that you knew FULL WELL you were blowing right past several red flags, so you clearly had some sense that things were not as they should have been. If you can't be trusted to listen to your own warnings, maybe you shouldn't be cruisin' the 'net for some hook-ups, huh?

And the last thing I'll say here: you tell others to have compassion and consider the perspective of others. How compassionate and considerate is it of you to come here leveling false accusations of rape against a fictional transgender woman -- who we know is fictional because anyone who suffered this assault would proudly name her by name -- slandering transgender women as a whole group by claiming that this fantasized experience has caused you to fear them as inherently violent, and desensitizing people to the very REAL experiences of rape and assault that people face at the hands of real assailants in sexual situations? Especially on a forum that caters to fans of transgender pornography, the stars of which are members of a minority that is disproportionately targeted for rape, violence, and murder moreso than any other portion of the LGBT community. THAT is sick and twisted, truly perverse, and disgusting beyond all measure, and frankly, you'd better count yourself damned lucky that I'm not with you in person right now, because I'd be kicking your ass up and down the block for drill just to knock some respect into you.

In closing, fuck you. Die mad, burn in hell, and rest in agony, knowing with every fiber of your eternal soul that you are a true piece of shit.

Darn, nobody got my joke....

I got to "ten inches and thick as a can" and wondered...googled it and the term has been used at least twice before in erotic fiction. ...it is surprising what can be inserted into a man's anus, not surprising what most often comes out.

had you wanted to make this believable, all the needed to say is...

Hi Guys-

Not sure if anyone can relate but I was with a girl packing 10" and she brutally fucked me and now I think my asshole is broken forever.

Did you bleed? I was bleeding on my first fuck. I was very drunk and not expecting to get fucked either.

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Originally Posted by giovanni_hotel

The whole thing smells fishy.

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It smells fishy? I'd think it smells shitty

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Originally Posted by ballastodawall

most people wouldn’t believe it.

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Second last paragraph and we finally find the only true statement in this wank fantasy fiction...

She slams you on the ground, she's ridiculously rough, you orgasm hands-free from prostate probing THREE TIMES, and she has a record setting large endowment? Yeah. This didn't happen. I think maybe you watch funtari or those anime films and just fantasized this.

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Originally Posted by Lester316

You're reading the ramblings of a moron...

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Have you noticed that the only two people who believed this crap were holzz and BostonBad...:dead::dead:

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Originally Posted by ballastodawall

Ok this isn’t a fictional story or something I’ve made up to entertain you guys. This story is true and I’m only going to sharing it to see what you guys think. I will call this woman Lisa (to preserve anonymity).............................

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6 down votes and counting. Irony is, if you'd stuck this in the fiction section where it belongs, you'd probably have the same or more up votes, eg...

http://www.hungangels.com/vboard/sho...0-quot-goddess

http://www.hungangels.com/vboard/sho...irst-sex-story)

Was a good story. But just that. A story. No normal online girl would come to the door with no pants on.
And throw you around with a big dick for free. You pay for big tgirl dick. Especially if its raw. And realistically no guy carries on when its raw.

A working girl actually took off the rubber with me...and I'm from SA where the HIV stats are off the charts. I was about to ride her and realised there waa no condom. Nothing nice to carry on about that. Stopped immediately. And guess what i still had to go draw cash and pay.

(Prep and no sex for another month wasn't nice...) so save your fiction for literotica

felt like I just read a letter from the penthouse Forum back in 87

https://cdn.ebaumsworld.com/mediaFil...2/85547394.jpg

Only in America...but a great way to start the weekend!

Haha and I just want to know if Ballmilk Buddies is a good name for a bar.

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Originally Posted by BostonBad

Haha and I just want to know if Ballmilk Buddies is a good name for a bar.

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It would only make sense for a gay bar, and it would be a dumb name for one of those.

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Originally Posted by Laphroaig

Have you noticed that the only two people who believed this crap were holzz and BostonBad...:dead::dead:

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I did indeed. Maybe the whole thing is an experiment in proving who the most likely forum members would be to buy magic beans.

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Originally Posted by BostonBad

Haha and I just want to know if Ballmilk Buddies is a good name for a bar.

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No it isn't.

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Originally Posted by Lester316

I did indeed. Maybe the whole thing is an experiment in proving who the most likely forum members would be to buy magic beans.

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I want to buy magic ballmilk beans. Simple. I drink the ballmilk and tripout harder than butchugging the Wine and Tussin.

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Originally Posted by Fitzcarraldo

It would only make sense for a gay bar, and it would be a dumb name for one of those.

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Why a dumb name? I think it sounds funny and sparks curiousity

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Originally Posted by Lester316

No it isn't.

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I want Lesters ballmilk in my belly.