I am in pain

I know I am not alone when I say the words I am alone...but...

I am feeling so painfully alone right now and I have no one to tell. I had a GG friend up until tonight, I thought we were so close and shared amazing feeling together that I could confide in her my feelings about Ts girls. But I was wrong... I know I am a deep person who is generous and caring... and I felt because I do the right things I would prevail...but I am wrong!

I feel a sucking of my soul going on right now.... I truly consider others feeling in my actions. Pain is consuming me at the moment....FUCK......

Help..... Tell me I am not alone....please.....

I walk this life, without knowledge of where it will bring me but with the faith that I will not be alone... I will not reside in this life without making a mark... but alas I may just do that.........

In the moments that I lay to sleep and darkness has over come me I imagine the world a better place than it has been. I am not alone........
Am I?

I am not breathing but simply moving my chest and inhaling air... it is not full filling, more a reminder of what I have within my finger tips but can't grab a hold of.

I now have no choice but to question my very exhistance, most of my life although very accomplished by conventional means is really a lie and a joke. The very people I love and care about have no idea the tribulations I live daily.

In Pain

Well, when i told my present GF that i liked ts's she didnt agree, but after a while she doesnt bring it up. I think you need to learn how to put more of your own priorities first even if other people dont like you for it, and those people arent the ones to be in your life. Those who realize that youre just trying to do your best will remain true to you and at the end of the day, youll like yourself more. Good luck in the future.

You are definitely not alone. There are alot of guys out there who shares the same situations as you.

Even transexuals who's very own friends and families they completely rely upon for acceptance and support abandoned them when they came out.

Accept yourself with open arms and never be ashamed of what you are and never feel the need to justify with anyone what you like.

Life is too short for such tribulation. And at the end of the day its your life your living not theirs.

Goodluck midpier!

~Kisses.

HTG

Nope, your alone....Guess theres nothing else to do with your life but eat a bullet, but hey...thems the brakes.



























Waits for it.......

Harajuku & blckhaze,

Thanks for the kind words and support I was definately having a moment of pity after much alcohol consumptoin last night. Things seem clearer this morning as you might guess. I think I just needed to vent and really got no one to tell so this forum was the ear last night.

Thanks again
Midpier

Blackadder,


YOU DOUCHE


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lol, I would have the same joke responce at times reading something like that but last night I was in a depressed state. We are all entitled once in a while.

Midpier, if you want to feel better, go to www.youarenotalone.com, and look on page 405 of the "people: section. You'll see BlackAdder's picture and write-up. At least you know that you're not that damn ugly, inside and out, like he is.

Your definatly not alone

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Originally Posted by mds

When I feel down, I knock back a few beers and either play violent video games, watch a great movie, whack off over pornography, or watch Tour of Duty all night.

Seriously I'm not joking, when down find something You like and seriously indulge in it until the Pain stops.

Back when I was a teenager I almost committed suicide, then realized that I wasn't prepared to let The World win, so life goes on. Then I found Transsexual entertainment and everythings been peachy since

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ah.... TS porn is there anything it cant do? dammit man it saves lifes!!!!!!

I don't mean to belittle your pain. Truly I don't. But some of us have been down the dark path, and you can't really appreciate what that's like till you've been there (and foolishly, I thought I knew, or had a clue, since I'd known quite a few friends who took the final solution.... till I ended up there myself).