You folks need to sit back and relax with a cold beer and go fishing.
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You folks need to sit back and relax with a cold beer and go fishing.
Good idea when ya leaveing?
Than you'll be here a long time. Heres a idea take some meds.
I agree with many of the points brought here forth - LOLOLOL
No I mean seriously, is anyone here a psychiotrist? But do I really need someone to tell me where my problems lie? I don't need that - I need friends and people like you guys on this forum to not only want to see us as sex objects but I also want to make sure that I represent those who are less fortunate to have 4 year degrees.
"CELEBRITY STORIES OF THE BROKE PORN STARS AND FAMAOUS..."
Chapter 1
I started my sex life at a very young age. I remember when I was very little, maybe 5, that I used to go into my mothers closet and dress in her clothes. Now...Who was teaching me to do that? NO ONE ...It was only obvious to me that I was not meant to be a boy. Any boy in their right state of mind would know that playing with dresses and makeup is for sissies, and that is what I grew up hearing from everyone.
After many years in therapy, going to doctors who studied my blood and growth...hormone replacement - I was given thestosterone... ( I remember this like it was an indention in my memory ) , payed for by my dad's departed aints, I as a small child finally reached yet another ralitive - handed from hand to hand, hoping to find an answer as well. But everything led me to my thinking that I should at least try to be a boy.
My mother kept my hair at a very long length, sorta like the 70's Romeo Boll Cut. I was very blond and small framed. I did not fit in with all the danm dark haired darked skinned brasilian kids. I was an outcast in many ways then just the one that would come to my head.
When I was allowed to play outside with the kids, I took off my shoes and walked barefoot in the warm melting Brasilian asfalt, like a boy in many ways I was great at climbing trees, and yet I would sit there for hrs eating off green mangos with salt.
My parents were well off at the time and I just loved getting away and just being with the other kids.
When I was 7, I remember I was rapped in my neighbrhood, many times by the other kids, but I was always sodomised, because I was so girly - I was used as an object even at that age. At home if I came home because I had a fight on the street my mom would beat me twice as hard because I had the fight in the first place. I had my arm broken when I was 10 by a bully and a finger the next year... When I had my arm broken I was on my bike, he pushed me off, I fell on my arm broke it and then he spit on me twisted my broken arm behind my back wich I still cringe with the sound of bone ripping, I then ran...climbed over our 7 foot cement wall with the help of our neighbor's smaller fence and waited in locked gates as my parents arrived. No cell phones then...
Well... I kept dressing up eventually. My dad was an alcoholic, maybe because his life had gone down the drain. He cheated on my mom several times even in front of me, and so she didn't really wanna have sex with him... so... he would get hooked up by his step mom with his cousin's friends... lol....what a mess...Sounds like a good book yet?
Well...continuing...
When I was 14 I was given alcohol ( wine ) by a 35 year old gay man from my town. I have to admit he had some sort of transe over me because I wanted to open up to someone so bad... So I did it and didn't fight him off... He took me to a motel, It had a drive in window and he layed me on his lap and put his facket or something over me. We got in. The room was beautiful - I remember I was amaized... He then tried to penetrate me but I was dirty and it was my first time so it wasn't as pleasent as I thought it would be, for him as well I am sure. But he drove me back home the next day and my family was all united outside awake all night waiting for me... I felt like shit. They sat me down and called me names - Sissy, Fag, etc... MY FAMILY??? Did I say that right? Yes folks...
There goes my trust issues. I could not even trust my dog anymore. who turned violent because my dad used him as a punching bag for all his anger.
However your life may be... However life has brought you to this place and time in your life where you are reading the words of a transsexual, who surely did not want any of this, life just brought me here due to the lack of regards from family to guide me in the right direction. Evryone was always fighting...everyone was always mad, yelling. It wasn't always like that though...we had some incredible times together all of us.
But my childhood memories are filled with regretes, pain , sorrow...
I do believe we all have to learn lessons. Why is it that God punishes some and yet blesses others with so much joy and care?
I believe that I am aware, and we all have a place and time to shine. Life is filled with many different people - and no one is alike - even twins have diffences. NO ONE IS ALIKE.
I cherish life being a human, not just a tranny but a human. I try to make others happy because I feel obligated to for some reason.
I am not sure what the medical evaluation of all this will ever come to an end... But we are confused creatures, we don't know where we are going or what will happend tomorrow. If you lose everything the dirty hooker will be more rich then you ever dream you would.
I believe God protects us all from harm no matter what. I see things that many girls don't - I try to pass that onto you gus as much as I can - to put a heart behind the body - then next time you decide to see another TS you will remeber to treat her a bit better then just another transaction.
I am sorry for ramblin on but all this blame in here makes me sick...
4 year degree my ass... you are still in here posting... anyone who reads posts has some shit wrong with them...trsut me... its a proven science
Well put Ms foxx.
I don't know, it seems like Mega said something and a few of you tried to shit on him about it. IMO he stood tall and said what he believed, I commend him for that. I also commend the women who responded to this thread, nice to see you on the board participating in what I guess is touchy to certain people. Danielle your ex who never took you outside puzzles me because I honestly can't see you walking in the street day or night with a man being an issue, unless he's pigme height, I have no idea how tall you are. I've had a friend of mine (she might be reading this) in my car several times and we've hung out at clubs, never been an issue, guys do the barking/hoot calls at her and I just laugh..................
what the fuck hahaQuote:
Originally Posted by Danielle Foxxx
is that honestly her story? I thought that shit was a joke, how can you be raped several times at the age of seven and just write it about it like it was a normal occurence.Quote:
Originally Posted by MegabodyNYC
I am seriously not going to sit here and tell you my lovely road side blow jobs, or boob flashing on the freeway, yes, the comments from dirt men...LOL... phone numbers, people are extra nice to you for some odd reason, Guys stare at my boobs while they talk to me, what else... ahmmmm... I can wear whatever I want whenever I want. I get a few stares sometimes, but I am trying to see who I am and I like it. I have done this with the help of a few very incredibly smart people.
"The Devil" ( place ex's name here ) was sort of a lost cause really. His likes for TS are strickly sexual. He will neve be able to commit to his true desires or anything else for that matter. He did give me 3 months of amaizing devotion in which he would make out with me in front of alot of people, we were like kids, skipping and jumping and so happy - I was content....I was not escorting. I was ready to devote myself to him.
But all must come to an end when infidelity comes along...and I am not just saying he went for the likes of Vicki. Allanah, Gia, Vanitty, Ysmin, Yazmin, the boy cheated on me with some beast... LOL ...here is my lil human side coming out...
Well needles to say... I am in this boat, I will get out soon - I wanna get out - but I am not going to do it alone danm it.
YOU GO GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY prayers to every pagan god i know are with you.