I would consider myself a straight guy. I have had many girlfriends and whenver I see a hot woman I always look at her and think about what it would be like to sleep with her. However since I was about 16-17, I came accross a video while looking at normal female porn, it was of a ts. I was instantly aroused by this and could'nt understand why. Its now been some years since then and I still look at this porn regularly and have come close to visiting a ts escort but just havn't quite done it. I suppose the main reason is that as soon as I have finished jacking off, I suddenly feel disgusted with myself for doing it and often tell myself that this is the last time I will ever look at that and I need to just get on with a normal life. I hang around with a very masculine group of friends and have done for nearly all my life and if I slept with a ts it could lead to some massive complications that would make the whole experience not worth while.
I'm sure that if sleeping with a ts was accepted in society then a lot more guys would be doing it. I guess there are a lot of people in the same position as me, I mean I have absolutely no attraction to men whatsoever and would never even consider getting intimate with a man because the idea repulses me. How did others go ahead with their first ts experience?
