number54
04-15-2015, 12:06 PM
Good morning, Ladies and Gentlemen.
I'm not even 100% sure what's the point of my post here, but I am posting it anyways.
So the problem here (or not a problem) is that i for some reason i am quite fascinated by ts women (i don't mean men in wigs, my apologies to them) Now at first i thought i may need some shrink or what not, that i may even be gay, that'd be scary! But no, not really, i am enjoying sex. Sex with women that is, can't really get enough, but the thing is if i hadn't have sex for some time (say a week or two when at training camp / conditioning) the mind wonders about meeting a nice ts lady (not for a DTF one nighter, but just like i dunno maybe just to talk) , now you may say there is no problem.
But there kind of is, i can't just go to a locale where they prefer to hang out, cause i could be seen, and given my occupation. If i'm seen, that's bad news for me, can't afford it. Then there are escorts, but i live by my principles, and i have never paid for sex (like for escort, i am not cheap otherwise), nor i take money for my time.
So given all that, i don't really know what to do, should i find a shrink? Oh right, i used to even watch ts pornography, but, lately I've cut that stuff off, no porn at all.
Oh and as for being gay, i couldn't even sit through the Brokeback mountain, two men cuddling was a bit not for my tastes, and i guess if i was, then i would have some reaction going on while at showers post practice, but no. So i dunno what's the point here, i guess i just wanted to talk to someone about the matter as i can't really within my circles.
Good day to you all, and stay foxy!
I'm not even 100% sure what's the point of my post here, but I am posting it anyways.
So the problem here (or not a problem) is that i for some reason i am quite fascinated by ts women (i don't mean men in wigs, my apologies to them) Now at first i thought i may need some shrink or what not, that i may even be gay, that'd be scary! But no, not really, i am enjoying sex. Sex with women that is, can't really get enough, but the thing is if i hadn't have sex for some time (say a week or two when at training camp / conditioning) the mind wonders about meeting a nice ts lady (not for a DTF one nighter, but just like i dunno maybe just to talk) , now you may say there is no problem.
But there kind of is, i can't just go to a locale where they prefer to hang out, cause i could be seen, and given my occupation. If i'm seen, that's bad news for me, can't afford it. Then there are escorts, but i live by my principles, and i have never paid for sex (like for escort, i am not cheap otherwise), nor i take money for my time.
So given all that, i don't really know what to do, should i find a shrink? Oh right, i used to even watch ts pornography, but, lately I've cut that stuff off, no porn at all.
Oh and as for being gay, i couldn't even sit through the Brokeback mountain, two men cuddling was a bit not for my tastes, and i guess if i was, then i would have some reaction going on while at showers post practice, but no. So i dunno what's the point here, i guess i just wanted to talk to someone about the matter as i can't really within my circles.
Good day to you all, and stay foxy!