And you thought TS girls were different. . .

[hondarobot]

OK, here's the deal with being cross gender. It's a hard situation for most people to understand and it's generally regarded as a fetish or something, so I think some level of clarification is required. I've certainly researched this just by having worked with and hung out with TS girls for a decade or so. That's why I started working at a GLBT club.

Note At This Point: I have been drinking! But this is all true.

I thought I was suppose to be a girl when I was six years old. I knew for certain at the age of sixteen. The first time I had full on sex, not just blow job or hand job sex. And yes. It was with a really cute girl.

It's interesting that sex is usually the trigger.

The really weird thing with me is that I have no interest in men. I'm stuck being a cross gender, no interest in surgical operations or hormones, happy to be a non-TS dyke bitch, living as a man. And that's a pretty messed up deal.

It is a mental, emotional, I guess somewhat biochemical thing. It is real, and I'm not an idiot or a crazy person, and it doesn't really bother me.

Some of us are born strange, and I don't think there is anything wrong with that. I'd personally never want to live as a girl, seems like a pain in the ass, but some things you just cant control. Oddly enough, I'm only sexually into girls. A little dyke who got lucky and was born with a dick. I could do without the chest hair, but what can ya do? There's wax and razors.

I've said all this before, but no-one should feel weird about how they are. We're all. . . what we are.

And I'm probably a little more odd then the norm, but it doesn't bother me at all.

And that's the truth. I'm one chromosome away from being TS, I think I have a unique perspective on the situation. Or not, I could just keep rambling on about cartoons. . .

[ezed]

Honda keep posting, your okay by me.

[NYTSJulie]

hondarobot....a big kiss at ya......your ok by me

[Friedrich_Nietzsche]

The stars we are...
(Mark Almond)

the song sais it all...

[hondarobot]

Thanks for the posts Ezed and Julie. Honestly, the majority of people on this world think were all nuts, but this little internet forum is cool.

And it will continue to be cool.

I have no idea what Nietzsche is posting about, although he seems like a nice guy, and I do like his new picture/avatar.

[ezed]

Thanks for the posts Ezed and Julie. Honestly, the majority of people on this world think were all nuts, but this little internet forum is cool.

And it will continue to be cool.

I have no idea what Nietzsche is posting about, although he seems like a nice guy, and I do like his new picture/avatar.

You know, they say we're nuts, but secretly they're here having internal battles with their subconscious. They come in and they're dick says "Holy mother of God! I want to tap that!" But there subconscious says "Are you GAY motherfucker!" But perky pecker says "I don't care! they are fucking gorgeous!" And so and so forth.

Thus another am I gay thread raises it's head so to speak.

As far as the majority of people.... Honda over the last five or so years how many times are Transgenders poping up in the media, now compare that to the fifty years before that. Before there was the Crying Game. Now TG movies are popping up all over the place, A Soldier's Story, Transamerica.. etc also Maury, Springer, Oprah. If TG's were a stock....I'd invest! Gay shows and topics are losing steam...TG's are on the rise.

Honda, the majority is coming here fast but they'll be a lot more "Am I gay questions in the future. It's up to us to put our marketing heads together. Remember "Metrosexual" two years ago? Where you could act gay but essentially say 'no homo' by being Metrosexeual.

We need something so the average joe in Iowa can persue an interest in t-girls with out being labled gay. Any ideas? How about ..... "Affluentsexual" to a guy who loves girls but demands more options. If the girl doesn't have a dick, its like settling for luxury car without satillite radio or an onboard navigation system....

Any ideas?

[hondarobot]

Hmm. Good ideas, Ezed. I'm working on some good ideas right now, hammering out a pretty interesting porn script.

If that doesn't work out, I'll do something else, probably some animated bullshit. I am good at it, when I put some effort into it.

While I am interested in the whole TS thing, I'm more intent on figuring out the "cross gender" root of the whole deal.

Why have I felt like a girl since I was a kid? What the hell causes that? Regardless of the medium you bring something like that up in, nobody really want's to talk about it.

I think I may the person who eventually figures this thing out. I'm scared of a lot of things, but I'm not scared of the truth. And I know I wasn't meant to be born a guy.

It's an interesting subject.

[hondarobot]

OK, here's the deal with being cross gender. It's a hard situation for most people to understand and it's generally regarded as a fetish or something, so I think some level of clarification is required. I've certainly researched this just by having worked with and hung out with TS girls for a decade or so. That's why I started working at a GLBT club.

Note At This Point: I have been drinking! But this is all true.

I thought I was suppose to be a girl when I was six years old. I knew for certain at the age of sixteen. The first time I had full on sex, not just blow job or hand job sex. And yes. It was with a really cute girl.

It's interesting that sex is usually the trigger.

The really weird thing with me is that I have no interest in men. I'm stuck being a cross gender, no interest in surgical operations or hormones, happy to be a non-TS dyke bitch, living as a man. And that's a pretty messed up deal.

It is a mental, emotional, I guess somewhat biochemical thing. It is real, and I'm not an idiot or a crazy person, and it doesn't really bother me.

Some of us are born strange, and I don't think there is anything wrong with that. I'd personally never want to live as a girl, seems like a pain in the ass, but some things you just cant control. Oddly enough, I'm only sexually into girls. A little dyke who got lucky and was born with a dick. I could do without the chest hair, but what can ya do? There's wax and razors.

I've said all this before, but no-one should feel weird about how they are. We're all. . . what we are.

And I'm probably a little more odd then the norm, but it doesn't bother me at all.

And that's the truth. I'm one chromosome away from being TS, I think I have a unique perspective on the situation. Or not, I could just keep rambling on about cartoons. . .

This post was really a stupid ass post. What are you anyway? If you are a cross dresser that sleeps with women no body cares about you here as we don't even like cross dressors and if you're into women then why even go through the hassle of crossdressing anyway?

Haha, that was awesome. I'm not a cross dresser, and your post was completely retarded. Where did this cross dressing angle pop into you brain? Ah, never mind.