NTX
01-18-2012, 01:47 AM
First post! Yay!
I didn't place this in personals, because from what I have seen, no one is near Dallas/Fort Worth, but have not looked at every thread yet, so I could be wrong.
The reason for this post is that last summer I decided I wanted to try getting topped. I had sucked my first through a glory hole when I was 17, but never was face to face or alone. The truth is I always had the channel set to TS porn whenever I gave head. So I decided I wanted to lose my anal virginity at 40 years of age. I contacted a local TS escort and when I told here what I wanted she just said "keep your ass up and your head on the bed." She squirted some hand lotion on the tip of the condom and just tried to shove it in. After several minutes I had to beg off.
So I am here to ask; is there anything I need to say or do to let the TS know I am a real virgin and not just saying it? Is there anything I can do to make her know that I know it will hurt but just be patient about getting it in and everything will be fine? Will I sound like a total dorkus malorkus if I just say what I just wrote here? Any other advice would also be appreciated!!
I didn't place this in personals, because from what I have seen, no one is near Dallas/Fort Worth, but have not looked at every thread yet, so I could be wrong.
The reason for this post is that last summer I decided I wanted to try getting topped. I had sucked my first through a glory hole when I was 17, but never was face to face or alone. The truth is I always had the channel set to TS porn whenever I gave head. So I decided I wanted to lose my anal virginity at 40 years of age. I contacted a local TS escort and when I told here what I wanted she just said "keep your ass up and your head on the bed." She squirted some hand lotion on the tip of the condom and just tried to shove it in. After several minutes I had to beg off.
So I am here to ask; is there anything I need to say or do to let the TS know I am a real virgin and not just saying it? Is there anything I can do to make her know that I know it will hurt but just be patient about getting it in and everything will be fine? Will I sound like a total dorkus malorkus if I just say what I just wrote here? Any other advice would also be appreciated!!