mac.B
12-02-2010, 05:44 AM
you know, the mor i come to this site the more...turned off i get by this whole scene, for numerous reasons that I wont specify. I really think that alot of us that come here are just so overrun by our sexualities and just so addicted to rhis that they just cant stop. It seems like everything that we do, everywhere we go is dictated by how transsexuals relate to the situation. Almost like our lives revolve around our "unique" sexual attractions. We come on to this site everyday to contribute to escort reviews or treads about ts cock sizes as if these people are some sort of commodity. And I just really can't do that anymore. I really cant. I just find myself, sometimes, just asking: "what am I doing here?". Like that scene in "Jungle Fever" when Flipper almost got arrested. The more i involve myself or indulge I just begin to feel sicker and sicker about it and i just really don"t want this for me at all. I'm not saying anything against anyone. I'm not saying that I dislike transsexuals either. but i do dislike this environment and how so many feel like they have no choice but to partake. just look at how when Khloe Hart came back and the response to that both negative and positive. She more than likely quit because she never really liked sex work to begin with so seeing her come back was kind of heartbreaking to me. Not saying anything about anyone who does sex work and who likes it. I believe that we all should make a living how we want. But just to know that a lot of these girls genuinely detest their jobs, and the majority of people that they meet in doing it, really bugs me. yes a lot of us hate our jobs also but that is extremely different. The majority of us are not degrading ourselves daily just so that we could feel normal or whole. But my point is that i just dont want this anymore. I still have ts women that I'm cool with as I do with people from all walks of life. No more of this though. I just wanted to get this out somewhere...