Finally admitted to myself after 10 years

[kaisersozay]

I recently completed a monumental step to me, to others it may be nothing, but I finally admitted to MYSELF that I find transsexuals the most amazingly beautiful, gorgeous form of sexuality in my eyes. I have spent 10 years getting to this point, always running from it I guess - always beating myself up after looking at ts porn - well im not doing that anymore.

I guess not fully admitting it was down to my past (religious, and homophobic father) and I always thought I would somehow grow out of it (been looking at transexuals since I was 16) but now I couldn't think of any experience better than the first night with a shemale, the next step.

Well, thats where I am - thanks for reading and hi.

[rockabilly]

Congrats. When i first saw ts pics everything just clicked in my head. Tgirls are the ladies i have always wanted to be with.

[trish]

Welcome to purgatory, kaisersozay. You're now among the usual suspects.

[kaisersozay]

Welcome to purgatory, kaisersozay. You're now among the usual suspects.

:lol:

[Quiet Reflections]

good for you

[LuciaMiel]

ahhh honesty is so refreshing isn't it?

[kaisersozay]

honesty is most refreshing when you are honest to yourself, and for years I haven't been. A concept many people may just pick up and run with but for me it took 10 years

[saifan]

Congrats.
Here's to the next step.
It will blow your mind. Trust me.

[daleach]

Congratulations, dude.
What took so long?
These women are fine!

[bte]

I would think after 5 years that you would have came to that conclusion. But congrats all the same. Of course you have been a member since 09, so I am sure you already knew full well that you like transsexuals, just like the rest of us.

[discarded]

Its only downhill from here. J/k. welcome to the club. am I gay thread coming in 3....2...1...

[yodajazz]

I recently completed a monumental step to me, to others it may be nothing, but I finally admitted to MYSELF that I find transsexuals the most amazingly beautiful, gorgeous form of sexuality in my eyes. I have spent 10 years getting to this point, always running from it I guess - always beating myself up after looking at ts porn - well im not doing that anymore.

I guess not fully admitting it was down to my past (religious, and homophobic father) and I always thought I would somehow grow out of it (been looking at transexuals since I was 16) but now I couldn't think of any experience better than the first night with a shemale, the next step.

Well, thats where I am - thanks for reading and hi.

Congratulations! Accepting yourself for who you really are, is one the keys to peace and happiness.

I want to lay this philosophical thought on you: Being attracted to t girls is a gift. It's always a gift to see beauty. There are those that cannot see it. They are the less fortunate. The apreciation of t girls was given to you to enjoy, so enjoy your life. The other side of this however is balance. Don't let this enjoyment take away too much energy to accomplish other desires of your soul. And dont let others try to take away your enjoyment with their narrow definitions of what is acceptable. You may be surprised with how many people here, are judgmental, to some extent. And look further you will see a multitude of others who feel the same attractions as you. Some threads here have over one million views.