theicemancameth
02-21-2009, 08:41 PM
So, I'm not what you would consider an 'active' member of the board here. i am silent, like so many others. i'm on the site a few times a week, so i happen to catch a bit. there are many on here who have never been with a shemale and sites like this are the closest thing to obtaining their fantasy. i, however, have been with girls on more than one occasion and get my thrills. it's great. i haven't done it in years because getting off is expensive and finding/having a relationship is far too taboo...i consider myself one of many in betweeners. i've even grown as a connoisseur of shemales, where when i was younger i was All about the biggest cock i could find and how it felt, etc. you all know what i mean: having such a feminine face and features with this enormous, powerful...weapon between her legs - it's almost like a mythological creature - THE ULTIMATE SEXUAL BEING! And each one of you ladies are. women like nicole neuman and jennifer paris (only so you know the caliber of which i speak) : were i to run into them on the street, beguiled by their beauty, and knowing they both had cocks irregardless of the size, i might melt. and i don't melt. to be able to see the woman first - that took time. and i'm better for it.
However, that all brings me to last night. i left work with a couple of friends: three gay male friends and one straight female friend. they had no intention of 'turning' me, i had just never been to a gay bar. we sat there, watching my friend's friend Britney Houston, perform at suite(i think) in columbiauniversitytown. guys were dancing and loving it and it was all stale to me. it was. until a waitress walked over and took our orders. i was turned on so much because i hadn't been that close to shemale in a very long time. she was pretty, but let's just say this. if meow's a 10, this girl was a 6. circumstances being as they were, she felt like an 8 to me. one of my friends knew her and danced with her a bit, but i did a great job of hiding my desires as she kept walking past our table. i could have easily had him introduce me, but alas...this is not a perfect world. try as i might, i can't have that dynamic have a place in my public personal life - also considering the business that i am in.
...my point...ah yes! my point. perhaps in the year 2100, when we're all gone, this won't be a big deal. guys like producer greg berlanti are doing what they can, but it takes time. i'd like to be honest with my friends, but i'm not ready for any reactions. i'm always going to be attracted to women, i'm not attracted to men, i'm not attracted to a man dressed as a woman - but a man who decides to become a woman, i'm game.
{NOTE: to all those individuals who would label me a fag, or homo, or what have you - I am not, and you're probably on the wrong site. i contend that if a naked man with a 10" cock were to be placed in front of me, i would be repulsed. truly. i would cringe. throw a 10" cock on adriana lima and we're in business. i'm not a bisexual, homosexual, latent homosexual, transsexual, metrosexual or heterosexual. i suppose i'm more evolved than that and anyone reading this who knows EXACTLY of what i speak is more evolved than that. we are who we are and we can't help what we want. we're complicated, but not confused. we're not walking contradictions - that's just a lazy observation...and you're better than that. :wink: we didn't start this, but we are cultivating it. there isn't a name for what we are. but if you must...we're Neosexuals.}
and i also want to have nicole neuman's baby.
However, that all brings me to last night. i left work with a couple of friends: three gay male friends and one straight female friend. they had no intention of 'turning' me, i had just never been to a gay bar. we sat there, watching my friend's friend Britney Houston, perform at suite(i think) in columbiauniversitytown. guys were dancing and loving it and it was all stale to me. it was. until a waitress walked over and took our orders. i was turned on so much because i hadn't been that close to shemale in a very long time. she was pretty, but let's just say this. if meow's a 10, this girl was a 6. circumstances being as they were, she felt like an 8 to me. one of my friends knew her and danced with her a bit, but i did a great job of hiding my desires as she kept walking past our table. i could have easily had him introduce me, but alas...this is not a perfect world. try as i might, i can't have that dynamic have a place in my public personal life - also considering the business that i am in.
...my point...ah yes! my point. perhaps in the year 2100, when we're all gone, this won't be a big deal. guys like producer greg berlanti are doing what they can, but it takes time. i'd like to be honest with my friends, but i'm not ready for any reactions. i'm always going to be attracted to women, i'm not attracted to men, i'm not attracted to a man dressed as a woman - but a man who decides to become a woman, i'm game.
{NOTE: to all those individuals who would label me a fag, or homo, or what have you - I am not, and you're probably on the wrong site. i contend that if a naked man with a 10" cock were to be placed in front of me, i would be repulsed. truly. i would cringe. throw a 10" cock on adriana lima and we're in business. i'm not a bisexual, homosexual, latent homosexual, transsexual, metrosexual or heterosexual. i suppose i'm more evolved than that and anyone reading this who knows EXACTLY of what i speak is more evolved than that. we are who we are and we can't help what we want. we're complicated, but not confused. we're not walking contradictions - that's just a lazy observation...and you're better than that. :wink: we didn't start this, but we are cultivating it. there isn't a name for what we are. but if you must...we're Neosexuals.}
and i also want to have nicole neuman's baby.