Did you ever have a transsexual Mentor?

[MrsKellyPierce]

Girls that you were like I want to look just as good as them?

That pushed you to try harder to gain money

That pushed you harder to obtain the beauty you yearned to have?

Here are a couple of mine:

Nicole Nueman I was talking to her since I was 17 and she was always so beautiful.

Vanessa she posted on here a bit, the post op from London. But now she doesn't. Vanessa is so gorgeous and I've modeled myself after her Barbie Doll looks.

I remember being 14 years old and seeing Maury is it a man or a woman show and I believe it was Miriam Rivera on there, don't quote me it may of been a look alike, but I followed Miriams career and she always made me want to strive harder for myself.

Kelly Van Der Veer - she is so gorgoues in looks and spirit. she loves life and doesn't care what people think of her. I always admired that about her.

Jessica Rabbit - I saw her a few years ago and thought wow look how gorgeous she is, she can compete with any mainstream Playboy model. Thats the look I want to achieve for myself. Hopefully one day I will get there.

Some girls may say no women are the ones that inspired them, but I feel transsexuals have it so much harder to reach that femininity level.

In the near future I am going under the knife again.

I am having my jawline done, because I don't like the boxiness of it.

I may have some more work done on my forehead. I still wish it was rounder.

My ass implants I mentioned and light silicone work on my hips.

Then of course post op surgery.

[Dinand]

Kelly Van Der Veer is known in the States? I'm surprised about that!

[MrsKellyPierce]

Kelly Van Der Veer is known in the States? I'm surprised about that!I met Kelly in a chatroom she later came to Florida. And did a shoot with Christopher Wright and visited Flirt Nightclub where I met her. She travels to the states more often than people think. She is trying to make it over here eventually. Especially now that Candis Cayne has made it mainstream

[Dinand]

She doesn't have a very good rep here in Holland, mostly because she was a regular on this Dutch talkshow called Jensen and he always made fun of her intelligence. I always kind of felt sorry for her when he did that but she didn't seem to mind though.

As you know she started in a Dutch Big Brother a couple of years ago and she slept with a guy without telling him first she was actually a tgirl, she told him the next day and he was all cool about it.

[MrsKellyPierce]

She doesn't have a very good rep here in Holland, mostly because she was a regular on this Dutch talkshow called Jensen and he always made fun of her intelligence. I always kind of felt sorry for her when he did that but she didn't seem to mind though.

As you know she started in a Dutch Big Brother a couple of years ago and she slept with a guy without telling him first she was actually a tgirl, she told him the next day and he was all cool about it.yes I know he was the author of her book. I've been friends with her for years. And I wouldn't feel too sorry for her she has done so many things mainstream. Even Playboy, she has made a lot of money. She just had hip surgery to get more body.

[Tomfurbs]

Vanessa she posted on here a bit, the post op from London. But now she doesn't. Vanessa is so gorgeous and I've modeled myself after her Barbie Doll looks.


Vanessa (was her handle here Russianpostop or something?) hangs out around the Way Out occasionally.

Nice thread!

[Dinand]

She appeared in Playboy a while ago, do you think she would be interested in doing more harder stuff like porn or something?

[MrsKellyPierce]

She appeared in Playboy a while ago, do you think she would be interested in doing more harder stuff like porn or something?.....oops

[MrsKellyPierce]

She appeared in Playboy a while ago, do you think she would be interested in doing more harder stuff like porn or something?No, but she is the spokesperson for webcamsex.nl

And she webcams on there.

She still does a lot of mainstream stuff. She models in runway shows and still does tv. She was on skating with the stars, and she has a new series in the works.

She also just came out with a new song. Not I Am What I am but a new one.

[Dinand]

Yeah I was afraid of that. So has she teached you how to speak Dutch yet?

[MrsKellyPierce]

Yeah I was afraid of that. So has she teached you how to speak Dutch yet? not really just a few phrases she slips on.

Like hi and love you stuff like that. Oh and no she says dag a lot not sure if thats the right spelling lol

She speaks english quite well, she loses her accent even sometimes. Just faint here and there.

[Dinand]

Dag means 2 things in Dutch, it means Day and Bye. Depends on the context it's being said.

Btw, she was in a little in trouble recently doing some kind of promotion in this bible belt called Barneveld.

http://www.spitsnieuws.nl/archives/media/2008/06/kelly_provoceert_barneveld.html

[MrsKellyPierce]

Dag means 2 things in Dutch, it means Day and Bye. Depends on the context it's being said.

Btw, she was in a little in trouble recently doing some kind of promotion in this bible belt called Barneveld.

http://www.spitsnieuws.nl/archives/media/2008/06/kelly_provoceert_barneveld.html lol oh lord, that must be where her new myspace pictures came from. She looked beautiful doing it though haha

[Dinand]

Those christians didn't like it though.

But I'm wondering Kelly have ever thought about visiting the other Kelly here in Holland? Ever thought about visiting Amsterdam?

[MrsKellyPierce]

Those christians didn't like it though.

But I'm wondering Kelly have ever thought about visiting the other Kelly here in Holland? Ever thought about visiting Amsterdam? haha she has asked me numerous amount of times Vanessa and I and Kelly have all been talking about a get together soon. We all talk on myspace too much to one another and need to see one another in person again lol

[Dinand]

I have a feeling you will love Amsterdam, everybody does! Did you know we use the Bong right there on the street on the Dam.

[Dinand]

And we smoke a lot of big blunts on the Dam also ;-)

[MrsKellyPierce]

I have a feeling you will love Amsterdam, everybody does! Did you know we use the Bong right there on the street on the Dam. lol yes I know, but I don't do drugs so that part wouldn't interest me, however it would be funny to laugh at all the potheads lol

[hwbs]

Allanah Starr.....helped me aspire to be the man whore i am today , lmfao :twisted:

[MrsKellyPierce]

Allanah Starr.....helped me aspire to be the man whore i am today , lmfao :twisted:lol she is a professional

[LibertyHarkness]

Kelly by light silicone on hips, do you mean silicon injections or actual implants?

Ass implants is something i have been looking into lately...being that i am skinny its realistcally unfeasable i am every going get much plumper unless i go on a junk food diet......

So at the moment i am looking at my boob Job for August, Eyebrow lift, Nose thinning, Mandible Reshapement...But for my ass i would greatly love a bigger ass and hips so have seen i can get bum implants, dunno if you can for hips? is that what you mean for hips?


Cheers Hun,
Libbs x



Girls that you were like I want to look just as good as them?

That pushed you to try harder to gain money

That pushed you harder to obtain the beauty you yearned to have?

Here are a couple of mine:

Nicole Nueman I was talking to her since I was 17 and she was always so beautiful.

Vanessa she posted on here a bit, the post op from London. But now she doesn't. Vanessa is so gorgeous and I've modeled myself after her Barbie Doll looks.

I remember being 14 years old and seeing Maury is it a man or a woman show and I believe it was Miriam Rivera on there, don't quote me it may of been a look alike, but I followed Miriams career and she always made me want to strive harder for myself.

Kelly Van Der Veer - she is so gorgoues in looks and spirit. she loves life and doesn't care what people think of her. I always admired that about her.

Jessica Rabbit - I saw her a few years ago and thought wow look how gorgeous she is, she can compete with any mainstream Playboy model. Thats the look I want to achieve for myself. Hopefully one day I will get there.

Some girls may say no women are the ones that inspired them, but I feel transsexuals have it so much harder to reach that femininity level.

In the near future I am going under the knife again.

I am having my jawline done, because I don't like the boxiness of it.

I may have some more work done on my forehead. I still wish it was rounder.

My ass implants I mentioned and light silicone work on my hips.

Then of course post op surgery.

[MrsKellyPierce]

Kelly by light silicone on hips, do you mean silicon injections or actual implants?

Ass implants is something i have been looking into lately...being that i am skinny its realistcally unfeasable i am every going get much plumper unless i go on a junk food diet......

So at the moment i am looking at my boob Job for August, Eyebrow lift, Nose thinning, Mandible Reshapement...But for my ass i would greatly love a bigger ass and hips so have seen i can get bum implants, dunno if you can for hips? is that what you mean for hips?


Cheers Hun,
Libbs x



Girls that you were like I want to look just as good as them?

That pushed you to try harder to gain money

That pushed you harder to obtain the beauty you yearned to have?

Here are a couple of mine:

Nicole Nueman I was talking to her since I was 17 and she was always so beautiful.

Vanessa she posted on here a bit, the post op from London. But now she doesn't. Vanessa is so gorgeous and I've modeled myself after her Barbie Doll looks.

I remember being 14 years old and seeing Maury is it a man or a woman show and I believe it was Miriam Rivera on there, don't quote me it may of been a look alike, but I followed Miriams career and she always made me want to strive harder for myself.

Kelly Van Der Veer - she is so gorgoues in looks and spirit. she loves life and doesn't care what people think of her. I always admired that about her.

Jessica Rabbit - I saw her a few years ago and thought wow look how gorgeous she is, she can compete with any mainstream Playboy model. Thats the look I want to achieve for myself. Hopefully one day I will get there.

Some girls may say no women are the ones that inspired them, but I feel transsexuals have it so much harder to reach that femininity level.

In the near future I am going under the knife again.

I am having my jawline done, because I don't like the boxiness of it.

I may have some more work done on my forehead. I still wish it was rounder.

My ass implants I mentioned and light silicone work on my hips.

Then of course post op surgery. Oh I am going to do silicone injections in San Antonio with Sandra. Erica Andrews referred me to her.

I am doing my butt implants with Dr. Cardenas

Jawline with Dr. Z (Zukowski)

And I haven't decided if I want to do my forehead again.

[sexyshana]

Kelly , you know vanessa is coming to chicago to visit me at the end of the month and perhaps have a little surgery.
You two should meet up, shes a fantastic girl and sooo much fun to hang out with.

[MrsKellyPierce]

Kelly , you know vanessa is coming to chicago to visit me at the end of the month and perhaps have a little surgery.
You two should meet up, shes a fantastic girl and sooo much fun to hang out with.Really Shana, yes she just commented to me on myspace saying she was going to visit with Dr. Z she didn't leave all the details. Yes that would be fun! I am going to schedule my jawline surgery with Dr. Z asap as well.

[sexyshana]

have you considered dr O?

[MrsKellyPierce]

have you considered dr O? I have, but I've heard so many girls complain about their jawlines by him it makes me worry. And I know that Nicole went to Dr. Z and her sister Erica and they both look immaculate.

I think if I was going to do my forehead again though, I'd go to Dr. O, only because everyone talks so highly of his method and he seems to be really agressive. I think Dr. Cardenas could have been a little more agressive on my forehead, but he said that my sinus cavity is huge and thats why he was scared to shave off more.

Where did you go or are you all non surgical in the face? You are gorgeous.

[LibertyHarkness]

These silicon injections, are they actually a safe procedure i not seen any docs in the UK that do them?

Whats the rough cost of them?

[sexyshana]

thank you, i went to dr O.
I've never had my forhead or nose done.
from what I've seen dr Z does a good job with jaw/chins but O is the one if you ever wanted to have your forhead done.
Dr O did my chin and jaw and im happy with the work and the treatment you receive there.
its expensive but worth it... its your face and you dont want to go to just anyone.

[MrsKellyPierce]

These silicon injections, are they actually a safe procedure i not seen any docs in the UK that do them?

Whats the rough cost of them? Girl I don't want to answer that, because I'll have my girl Brenda coming in here scolding me lol

I will say if you do small amounts and you do it slowly then yes it can be safe.

Also if you go to a trained person, not some diva off the street that thinks she knows how.

I am only doing a small amount, Erica said I wouldn't need much because my frame is so small, and I'd look ridiculous with huge hips and a butt.

I don't know your measurements so I can't tell you how much or how less you would need.

I am 5'5 in heels about 5'8, but I weight 115 at the moment.

[MrsKellyPierce]

thank you, i went to dr O.
I've never had my forhead or nose done.
from what I've seen dr Z does a good job with jaw/chins but O is the one if you ever wanted to have your forhead done.
Dr O did my chin and jaw and im happy with the work and the treatment you receive there.
its expensive but worth it... its your face and you dont want to go to just anyone.So true. I heard he charges 10,000 for jawline alone is that true?

[sexyshana]

I spent about 20 for chin and jaw but i had special requests...lol its usually about 18.000 and that includes hospital stay (one day)
but it didnt include my 10 day hotel stay, that was another 3000
so yes , you have to be prepared for that financially.

[LibertyHarkness]

okies hun cool....

Your a little bit shorter than me...

I am 5ft7 bare footed, 118pounds, 32-24-32 .......

looks like a trip overseas then :)



These silicon injections, are they actually a safe procedure i not seen any docs in the UK that do them?

Whats the rough cost of them? Girl I don't want to answer that, because I'll have my girl Brenda coming in here scolding me lol

I will say if you do small amounts and you do it slowly then yes it can be safe.

Also if you go to a trained person, not some diva off the street that thinks she knows how.

I am only doing a small amount, Erica said I wouldn't need much because my frame is so small, and I'd look ridiculous with huge hips and a butt.

I don't know your measurements so I can't tell you how much or how less you would need.

I am 5'5 in heels about 5'8, but I weight 115 at the moment.

[sexyshana]

I actually met vanessa there in san fran during my surgery... she was helping a friend from london who had her entire face done with dr O.

[MrsKellyPierce]

I actually met vanessa there in san fran during my surgery... she was helping a friend from london who had her entire face done with dr O. I met so many girls that had their entire face done by him in Florida, while working at a Laser/hormone clinic. And so many of the girls yes looked alike but could walk around with out a stitch of make up on and look beautiful, thats why I was impressed by him or girls that would come for laser work before face surgery with him that looked like Fred Flinstone and came back looking like a model.

But then I started hearing all these rumors of how he messes up on jawlines andhow he doesn't really care as long as he gets your money.

I had my face done by Dr. Cardenas in Mexico. I had my nose, forehead, browlift, eye contour, adams apple shave, and breast done by him.

That was in October So it hasn't quite been a year. So many girls said I should wait for a year before I decide on doing my forehead again.

But I know I want my mandables shaven.

[Hara_Juku Tgirl]

I officially never really had any mentor. Inspiration yes, Like back in high school, how the whole campus was set up..we have a college adjacent to the quadrangle. I always would see these group of transexuals come and go on a daily basis. One or two of them really looked good..femme and all. It wasn't til we had a campus queen and princess (gay pageant) that I've gotten to talk to those girls. They were nice and sorta took me under their wings and guidedance while the pageant was on going. Helped me with my hair, make up and helped me look for sponsors for gowns and stuffs that I realized, I want to be just like them when I graduate. So by the time I was enrolling into college (1st year - aged 16), I was already fulltime (started hrt at 14) - just like them (hormones, long hair and all)! ;)

While in college, there became a national TG pageant which was televised - "Manila's Prettiest". I told myself, that one day I'd be competing there as well. Three years later, I was. Though I did not make it to the magic 5..I did make it to the top 10 out of 3,000 girls from all over the PI. I've previously won 3 titles before that. So that's how everything started out for me I suppose. :P

~Kisses.

HTG

[sexyshana]

hahahhahaha hes perfect for girls who look like fred flinstone actually. I think his best work is done on "harder" girls or at least it appears that way because the change is much more drastic and noticeable..
he barely filed my jawline but he did work my chin...lol
I can send you pics from before so you can compare, not really a huge change.
I only went to him because he was the best, and im pleased with his work.
i think everyones experience is different, he was very pleasant and attentive with me. but i know what you're talking about...

[MrsKellyPierce]

hahahhahaha hes perfect for girls who look like fred flinstone actually. I think his best work is done on "harder" girls or at least it appears that way because the change is much more drastic and noticeable..
he barely filed my jawline but he did work my chin...lol
I can send you pics from before so you can compare, not really a huge change.
I only went to him because he was the best, and im pleased with his work.
i think everyones experience is different, he was very pleasant and attentive with me. but i know what you're talking about... that would be neat to see, did he shave your chin? or put an implant in?

[sexyshana]

i havent shaved my chin in yeeeeears....lol
he does a different procedure and i can explain more through email if you like but he did make it smaller and no I didnt want an implant.

[MrsKellyPierce]

i havent shaved my chin in yeeeeears....lol
he does a different procedure and i can explain more through email if you like but he did make it smaller and no I didnt want an implant. oh okay my email is kelly.shore@yahoo.com

[sexyshana]

great
ill send you some in a few.

[MrsKellyPierce]

great
ill send you some in a few. awesome I'll send you my surgery pic back lol

[BrendaQG]

Early on the transsexual I most looked to for inspiration was Jenny Hiloudaki. This was way back in the day. I wrote about being trans on my ol Geocities page (not the one I had liked below for so long, a different one). She was gorgeous. I still remember a section of her website where she gives some general advice. "Only buy MAC products, Only wear Fredrick's of Hollywood or Victoria's Secret, Drink Crystale, and always be a BITCH." (Something like that) I had a few online friends back in those days we would mostly email or leave messages on each others webpages guest books. Well I left Jenny a message and she left me one back. It was so long ago I can't recall the content but I remember being so excited that she knew I was alive. Like most of the other TS's I communicated with back then she has vanished from the internet. Anyone else here remember her?

Latter on I looked to Lynn Conway for inspiration. Even though I differ with her on a certain issue. Were both natural born brainiacs and transsexual at the same time. Not a common combination. (Let me make it clear I am not saying anything bad about anyone else. Just that giftedness is real. God makes some people fast, some people pretty, and others unusually f_cking smart.) As a child she built a telescope and took photo's of the Moon, and used a radio she built to search for extraterrestrial intelligence. I did things like that. I built a seismograph to measure and detect earthquakes. Taught myself how to use a PC when I was only about four back in 1984. Even the way our transitions went has been somewhat similar. She was what I was, and am now. She is where I hope to be in 30 or 40 years... A retired professor with a life time pension who looks pretty darn good. We have exchanged a few widely spaced emails over the years. I have modeled my life after hers more than any other well known transsexual.

Last but not least I have learned much from Ms Reina Valentino. Wish I had known someone like her sooner. I wish I could say more but there aren't enough words to do the job.

I can't call someone younger than I a "mentor" I too have much respect for what Miriam did with that TV show. As I said to Julia Serano ... "That show is as far as I know the only time that a young, non-white, non-op transsexual has had such a forum." All too often the point of view of people from that scene is heavily filtered through someone else's lens. I did meet her here in Chicago a couple of times. She stopped into el Gato and I happened to be there.

Another I will give honorable mention to is Gia Darling. I wish I had her business skills. I wish I had been able to see the opportunity she saw at that time and place. I am soooo jealous of her net worth. (It's a good jeaous not a hostile jealous).

[sexyshana]

great
ill send you some in a few. awesome I'll send you my surgery pic back lol

sent you a bunch of before and afters... in nothing else i hope they give you a good laugh... i look like shrek in a few

[MrsKellyPierce]

great
ill send you some in a few. awesome I'll send you my surgery pic back lol

sent you a bunch of before and afters... in nothing else i hope they give you a good laugh... i look like shrek in a few Got them girl! I love the effect the chin surgery gave it made your face look a lot slimmer. You were already pretty, but the tweeking put you ovah!

[londonrussianblond]

HEY GURLS !!! AWWWWE,, THANX KELLY YOUR TOO SWEET!! CANT WAIT TO HOPEFULLY MEET YOU IN THE NEAR FUTURE,, AND MS SHANA IM GAGGING TO SEE U SOON MAMI,, NYC WAS A BLAST!!! CANT WAIT FOR NEXT MTH HUNNY,,, MISS U AND JESS ALOT XXXXXXXXXX

[AllanahStarrNYC]

HEY GURLS !!! AWWWWE,, THANX KELLY YOUR TOO SWEET!! CANT WAIT TO HOPEFULLY MEET YOU IN THE NEAR FUTURE,, AND MS SHANA IM GAGGING TO SEE U SOON MAMI,, NYC WAS A BLAST!!! CANT WAIT FOR NEXT MTH HUNNY,,, MISS U AND JESS ALOT XXXXXXXXXX

Well you finally made it hear hooker- I miss you!
So sad you are going to miss the siliicone convention @ the end of the month! LOL

[AllanahStarrNYC]

As far as my mentor it would India Brooks- who guided me and told me I could.

Here we are- not the best pic of me- but one I found.

[londonrussianblond]

ME,,, MISS A SIL CONVENTION,,, NEVER!!! LOLOLO!!!! IMA CUMMIN BAK OVA NXT MTH GURLS SO GET READY,, THE BLONDE BITCH IS COMMING !!!! AND ALLANAH,, GURL U DONT NOOOOO!!! IVE SOOOO MANY NEW GOSSIPS N DRAMAS TO TELL U MISSY,, UR GONNA BUST A STITCH!!!!!! THAT NITE AT UR CLUB WITH DINA,, LIKE OOOOMMMG!!!!! WAS SOOO MUCH FUN!!! XXXXX 8)

[AllanahStarrNYC]

ME,,, MISS A SIL CONVENTION,,, NEVER!!! LOLOLO!!!! IMA CUMMIN BAK OVA NXT MTH GURLS SO GET READY,, THE BLONDE BITCH IS COMMING !!!! AND ALLANAH,, GURL U DONT NOOOOO!!! IVE SOOOO MANY NEW GOSSIPS N DRAMAS TO TELL U MISSY,, UR GONNA BUST A STITCH!!!!!! THAT NITE AT UR CLUB WITH DINA,, LIKE OOOOMMMG!!!!! WAS SOOO MUCH FUN!!! XXXXX 8)

You my number girl- LOL

[londonrussianblond]

LOL,, OK MAMI,, WILL CALL U SOON,,, U WILL GAG LOLO!!!!!! AS FOR MY MENTORS ID HAVE TO SAY,,, AMANDA LEAR,,, THE GORGEOUS ROBERTA CLOSE ,, AND BIBI FERNANDEZ,,,, I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS 14,, A GAY FRIEND INTRODUCED ME TO AN AMANDA LEAR LP,, TELLING ME SHE WAS "REALLY" A MAN AND HAD A SEXHANGE,, I WAS OBSESSED FROM THAT MOMENT ON,, AND 4 YEARS OVERDOSING ON HORMONES LATER I WENT IN FOR MY POST OP SURGERY!!! IVE ALWAYZ WANTED TO MEET ROBERTA CLOSE,,, THAT GIRL IS AMAZING ,,,,,, XX

[sexyshana]

mine was Roberta Close as well....
Vanessa get it together bitch... You should really try to make it for Allanahs B-Day/silicone ball.
all the waxworks will be there...lol
Last time we partied in NYC was fabulous..
If not ill see you next month girl just let me know in advance so I wont have any other houseguests.
Miss you and see u soon.

btw Gia is also going to be there, I spoke to her last night.

[londonrussianblond]

LOL I DONT THINK SHES SPEAKING TO ME,, ??????????? HAVNT HEARD FROM HER SINCE THAT TIME LOLOLO!!!!! SHHHHHHHHHHHHHH V !!!!!! OMG THE WAXWORKS !!! GURL UR 2 MUCH,, LOVE IT!!! WHEN IS IT EXACTLY AND WHER???? I NEED DETAILS!!!! I MISS U BITCH,,,,, I LOVED HANGING OUT WITH U,,,, DID U SEE IM BLONDE AGAIN MAMI LOL,,, U NO ME ALWAYS CHANGING !!!!!!!!

[sexyshana]

Girl its July 25th
and yes we both seem to keep getting blonder and blonder.
no matter how natural we try to go we will always go back to our pornographic blonde look. I just went two shades lighter...again...lol
thats whats natural!
learn it and realize it!

[londonrussianblond]

:lol: ITS TRUE!!!! UR SOOOO RITE!!!! HMMMMM,,, THE 25TH HEY,,, WELL I STILL GOT TIME,,,,, XXXXXXXXX

[sexyshana]

girl its going to be a ki ki
glitter,lashes,wigs, rhinestones,butchqueens, labels , whores, label whores , and gallons upon gallons of silicone.

[londonrussianblond]

U GOT MY ATTENTION AT THE GALLONS OF SIL GURL,,, IM ON2 IT,, LET ME SEE,,,,,, ILL LET U NO,,, 8) XXXX

[sexyshana]

girl ill have a tranny /silicone party for you when you get to chicago...trust and beleive

[MrsKellyPierce]

Yeah Roberta Close is amazing! I am so glad she won her settlement.

Ooh let me know when you are having the silicone party girl I want to come lol I wouldn't have to go all the way to Texas then lol

[sexyshana]

lol ill definitely let you know. i know im having a party for vanessa regardsless so plan on coming.

[MrsKellyPierce]

lol ill definitely let you know. i know im having a party for vanessa regardsless so plan on coming. awesome!

[londonrussianblond]

OMG,, REALLY!! UR SOOO SWEET MAMI,, I CANT WAIT,, IM IN NEED OF SUM FUN!!!!! CANT WAIT TO SEE U HUNNY,, AND JESS AND EVERYONE,,, IM REALLY EXCITED!! XXXXXXXXXXX :D