This thread is for the people that have been broken

[MrsKellyPierce]

I will Love Again
stronger than before
I was your floor
I pushed you out the door
And my heart longed even more

But I will love again
This I promise you!
I will love again.

I was dying inside
the more you pushed me aside
The more I wanted you by my side
My heart could not hide.

But I will love again
This I promise you
I will love again.

As I grow
You will know
I will love again


You can't stop me from loving again
Feeling again
breathing again!

(Inspired by the song - made my own lyrics)

(words inspired by - hmmmmmmmmmmm)

http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e41/kellylicious82/ret.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e41/kellylicious82/matt1-1.jpg
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e41/kellylicious82/P1010027.jpg

The kiss of death!
http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e41/kellylicious82/12_filtered.jpg

http://i36.photobucket.com/albums/e41/kellylicious82/MATTANDKELLY.jpg


This thread is dedicated to all the people that have been broken by another individual and to tell that person that did to FUCK OFF!

Matt's mine I've had to go to counseling sessions regularly to gain my self esteem back and how I treat men in general. Even now how I act to the guy I am dating now is because of him. It's awful to think that but it is. I am still recovering day by day. I am a lot better. When I let go I really only let go of seeing him, he still had my heart. I never went anywhere, I'd sit online day in and day out. Posting on online forums, messengers etc to get some kind of attention. My friends would beg me to go out and I'd make excuses he was the first person that every broke me, I was always the strong one that would laugh at my friends when they let guys treat them badly or when they were totally heart broken, then I got my taste of medicine or karma for laughing at them and poking fun.

So please if you want to post those people that fucked your world. Go ahead! haha

KISS KISS Kelly

[suckseed]

No coincidence I started coming here right after my fiancee and I broke up. She was crazy but brilliant and kind. She was there when I was at the top of my game and knew what I was capable of. Ever since then, there's been something missing with everyone else I've dated. I don't consider myself 'broken' per se, I just keep my head down and move forward...but yeah, I feel you.

[MrsKellyPierce]

No coincidence I started coming here right after my fiancee and I broke up. She was crazy but brilliant and kind. She was there when I was at the top of my game and knew what I was capable of. Ever since then, there's been something missing with everyone else I've dated. I don't consider myself 'broken' per se, I just keep my head down and move forward...but yeah, I feel you. Thank you for sharing that :wink: I believe you told me that awhile ago in private message.

[Oli]

Here you go Kelly

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XrZY1hNZzJs


Your young and resilient, and you've bounced back nicely. Now your smarter and stronger. Congratulations. :)

[dun kingggg]

always bent, never broken.

[MrsKellyPierce]

Here you go Kelly

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XrZY1hNZzJs


Your young and resilient, and you've bounced back nicely. Now your smarter and stronger. Congratulations. :) Thank you Oli, I would like to think so.

[CaliGuy]

Kelly, how about being direct, he hurt you and you lash out at guys on here because he did not meet your ideal expectations? True?

[MrsKellyPierce]

Kelly, how about being direct, he hurt you and you lash out at guys on here because he did not meet your ideal expectations? True? I don't lash out at guys? I'm saying in my personal life now it's hard for me to be open or to feel anything for the new guy that comes in my life. I don't LASH out at anyone unless they are being totally disrespectful.

[CaliGuy]

Ok, you can think that. Have seen posts that point otherwise.

[MrsKellyPierce]

Ok, you can think that. Have seen posts that point otherwise. When I complain about men it's the truth. It's my perception. I say MOST, MANY, A LOT - NOT ALL - but it's always taken as I'm generalizing and saying ALL MEN! Or even men on this forum.

[xxxsexyd]

Kelly,

If you want to talk to an old bitch about heart brake - I am actually not the one to talk to LOL

I have had my heart broken once. As TS we often fall for the minimal attention we get. We see beyond what men are actually willing to give. We see passed their crazy games and we settle for being the "flavor of the month ". I am so sorry you had to go through this because I went throught it once, but it gets better. Now, when a guy tells me he loves me the first week we are together I autimatically tell him to chill out. You get to grow a tough skin.

Don't let this ruin your vision of love. He is out there, and if not, please find the love within yourself and your friends. I know you have plenty of those because I see your pictures with them and they seem to care alot about you.

When I went through my heart brake I even went against the people who loved me, but quickly found myself alone and realized that my love is for me and them first, then any man who wants to be with me will have to put in as much as I am.

Please don't be sad. You need to grow a tough skin.

[MrsKellyPierce]

Kelly,

If you want to talk to an old bitch about heart brake - I am actually not the one to talk to LOL

I have had my heart broken once. As TS we often fall for the minimal attention we get. We see beyond what men are actually willing to give. We see passed their crazy games and we settle for being the "flavor of the month ". I am so sorry you had to go through this because I went throught it once, but it gets better. Now, when a guy tells me he loves me the first week we are together I autimatically tell him to chill out. You get to grow a tough skin.

Don't let this ruin your vision of love. He is out there, and if not, please find the love within yourself and your friends. I know you have plenty of those because I see your pictures with them and they seem to care alot about you.

When I went through my heart brake I even went against the people who loved me, but quickly found myself alone and realized that my love is for me and them first, then any man who wants to be with me will have to put in as much as I am.

Please don't be sad. You need to grow a tough skin. Thanks girl, I've been trying to do that. I was with that man 2 years being his second fiddle. Thinking I couldnn't do better and I needed him to survive. Sometimes I still think that at weak points but yeah that what I do is call up a friend and spend time with them to leave those thoughts out of it. But when I get with guys now I totally shut off to their niceness even when they are being genuine and I hate that.

[Azanti]

'The first one is always tough, but there will be others'

Tom Skerrit - Top Gun

[CaliGuy]

Quoting Top Gun is a low point on this board. lol Can anyone get any lower? How about Cobra, "Your the disease, I'm the cure!" lol

[MrsKellyPierce]

Quoting Top Gun is a low point on this board. lol Can anyone get any lower? How about Cobra, "Your the disease, I'm the cure!" lol hijack someone elses thread

[obsesedinok]

Kelli I know it sucks it happens to men as well. I caught my wife runnin' around in '01 she was stayin real busy. Came out of left field never saw it comin.

Didn't wanna give up the favorite either, I don't wanna put it all out here but there are other oppurtunities comin' your way.

I don't wanna sound shallow but here goes; your a knock out and from what I've read you seem smart as well. You'll find someone else just don't look for validation from that person. self worth needs to come from self. make any sense?

[obsesedinok]

I know it's with a Y not an I crap

[BBaggins06]

Hi Kelly. LTNS. Was the 12th some sort of anniversary with you and Matt? Don't forget the best revenge is living well. Hope you're feeling better today. Mahalo

Matt

[KiraHarden]

We talked a little in the chat room about this last night. Your young, beautiful and smart.

I am currently dating a guy who is engaged (my first boyfriend), and now suffering the consequences of caring for a guy who is engaged, as you know. I'm stuck!

[Thatiger23]

Kelly like Kira said you are young smart and beautiful...I believe wait i know that you can find someone that will treat you the way a lady should be treated

[ARMANIXXX]

I like this pic.

Haunting, stylish with artistic value.


Who took/did it?

[MrsKellyPierce]

Yes Kira thank you :)

And thank you all.

Armanixx a guy did that for me haha

[ARMANIXXX]

Alrighty then.

[Trogdor]

Welcome to my world, Kelly. :P

*has tons of duct tape, stictches, and rivets holding his circulatory system in one piece nowadays*

If you are somehow reading this, Angie, thanks a smeggin' heap for nothing!

[VickisPal]

We talked a little in the chat room about this last night. Your young, beautiful and smart.

I am currently dating a guy who is engaged (my first boyfriend), and now suffering the consequences of caring for a guy who is engaged, as you know. I'm stuck!o
I met some one who told me she was going out with a guy who was engaged.
I did not even ask her why she told me this or why she did it.
I dropped her immediately.
Even though she was HOT and I mean really hot, like planet Mercury Hot.

Kira, I like you a lot but thats very poor judgement on anyones part.
I always think of women who go with married men and don't care about what they are doing to hurt the wife and possibly children of this family just to have sex with a worthless guy.
Lots of fish in the sea go get one without a hook in its mouth.
LOL

[KiraHarden]

We talked a little in the chat room about this last night. Your young, beautiful and smart.

I am currently dating a guy who is engaged (my first boyfriend), and now suffering the consequences of caring for a guy who is engaged, as you know. I'm stuck!o
I met some one who told me she was going out with a guy who was engaged.
I did not even ask her why she told me this or why she did it.
I dropped her immediately.
Even though she was HOT and I mean really hot, like planet Mercury Hot.

Kira, I like you a lot but thats very poor judgement on anyones part.
I always think of women who go with married men and don't care about what they are doing to hurt the wife and possibly children of this family just to have sex with a worthless guy.
Lots of fish in the sea go get one without a hook in its mouth.
LOL
I know :( I took him back again Monday

[CORVETTEDUDE]

Sorry to sound callus but, if you don't get into a relationship, you don't have to worry about getting out of it. :shrug

[skybuddha]

I know what you mean Kelly . It's possibly one reason why I ended up looking on this website. I wanted to escape the reality of my own heart being broken (and get back at all women by denying them at the time). I dont think time heals all wounds. Instead I think we develop better coping strategies when given time to think.
Yeah I'm fucked up but thats all I'm ever going to say about it.

[MrsKellyPierce]

I know what you mean Kelly . It's possibly one reason why I ended up looking on this website. I wanted to escape the reality of my own heart being broken (and get back at all women by denying them at the time). I dont think time heals all wounds. Instead I think we develop better coping strategies when given time to think.
Yeah I'm fucked up but thats all I'm ever going to say about it. Ooh I like how said that, totally agree.

[Toro]

I look at life as a collection of experiences... some good, some bad. If you don't put yourself out there, you will never experience the highs... but you also expose yourself to the lows. The thing to remember is that you will have more good times in front of you that will put a smile on your face. You won't forget the things that hurt you, but the pain will go away. Promise.