PatrickFromNYC
10-16-2007, 08:39 AM
Last week I was was in London for business and walking around Soho I saw a picture of my friend the late Lisa Cage....The picture showed her beautiful face and infectous smile.....I have been haunted with sadness and guilt ever since I saw that photo.
I first met Lisa in 1999, she was the first Trans Girl I was ever intimate with . I treated her like a regular girl, dating, phone calls and man to woman sex. But to be honest with all of you I NEVER treated her like a man would treat a woman he really cared for :( . I was too hung up on my own sexuality questions.
Lisa worked for a bank at the time and helped me with two mortgages for properties I still to this day own in Queens, NYC. She was a "very" occasional escort at the time and did some modeling for Grooby (she was very fond of Steven from Grooby). We were never BF/GF but we would hook up monthly and go to movies, plays, dinner, comedy clubs...etc...
The last time I saw Lisa was after at an Allanah party in midtown, we talked at the party but were not hanging out together . She was a featured performer that night. At the end of the night I had hailed a cab and was about to get into it when she called me from her parked car behind me..She said "I'll drive you home" and I said I already had the cab pull over,I better take it....See you soon...
That was the last time I ever saw her........She passed away months later....
God, what I wouldn't give to have another chance to spend another 10 minutes with that sweet soul...
I can still hear her unique laugh and see her smile........I wish I was brave enough to tell her that " I loved her" because I did....
"God have mercy on the man who doubts what he's sure of"
Sorry if I am too sappy but I feel sooo sad today and deserve to....I should have been kinder and filled her life with the joy that she deserved...
I first met Lisa in 1999, she was the first Trans Girl I was ever intimate with . I treated her like a regular girl, dating, phone calls and man to woman sex. But to be honest with all of you I NEVER treated her like a man would treat a woman he really cared for :( . I was too hung up on my own sexuality questions.
Lisa worked for a bank at the time and helped me with two mortgages for properties I still to this day own in Queens, NYC. She was a "very" occasional escort at the time and did some modeling for Grooby (she was very fond of Steven from Grooby). We were never BF/GF but we would hook up monthly and go to movies, plays, dinner, comedy clubs...etc...
The last time I saw Lisa was after at an Allanah party in midtown, we talked at the party but were not hanging out together . She was a featured performer that night. At the end of the night I had hailed a cab and was about to get into it when she called me from her parked car behind me..She said "I'll drive you home" and I said I already had the cab pull over,I better take it....See you soon...
That was the last time I ever saw her........She passed away months later....
God, what I wouldn't give to have another chance to spend another 10 minutes with that sweet soul...
I can still hear her unique laugh and see her smile........I wish I was brave enough to tell her that " I loved her" because I did....
"God have mercy on the man who doubts what he's sure of"
Sorry if I am too sappy but I feel sooo sad today and deserve to....I should have been kinder and filled her life with the joy that she deserved...