claire: life is good.

[Tomfurbs]

Claire is back. Today is a good day.

Or 'FTW!!!!' or whatever you 4channers say???

[youcancallmeclaire]

I have no idea what you're talking about. :?

But... yes, I'm back. Sort of. :)
Although I never really went anywhere... I just have my off days.

[Tomfurbs]

You aren't trying to say you dunno what 'FTW' means are you?

(If you are, please help me then, because I think it means 'For The Win', but I'm not too sure. And what does 'For the win' mean anyway. Is this some kind of gaming slang that has passed into the interweb-abusers lexicon?)

[youcancallmeclaire]

You aren't trying to say you dunno what 'FTW' means are you?

(If you are, please help me then, because I think it means 'For The Win', but I'm not too sure. And what does 'For the win' mean anyway. Is rhis some kind of gaming slang that has passed into the interweb-abusers lexicon?)

Yes, it means for the win.

It implies that [person, place, thing] has achieved a winning status.

Like, in sports...
He shoots for the win.
Car 42 makes a pass at the last second for the win.

Also; grilled cheese and pepperoni sandwiches for the win. :)

[Tomfurbs]

I see...

then my above posting makes sense?

And since the converation has turned to sandwich fillings...

Dolphin-friendly tuna sarnies FTW!

[youcancallmeclaire]

I see...

then my above posting makes sense?

And since the converation has turned to sandwich fillings...

Dolphin-friendly tuna sarnies FTW!

Yes, that would make sense. :)

I was actually just considering going out and getting one of those. Except with pepperoni on top. Everything is better with pepperoni.

[Ultimatejoe]

How about fettucinne alfredo instead?

Because I could eat like 4 cows worth of that, assuming fettucinne alfredo came in cow form.

Fettuccine Alfredo is a piece of cake to make; as long as you have two things: eggs and fresh parmesan. Here's the recipe I've figured out (enough to serve two very hungry slobs, or four normal people):

Separate two egg yolks and beat. Take 1 cup of heavy cream and beat (by hand) with yolk until completely mixed. Season with salt and pepper, and add 1/4 cup of fresh grated Parmesan.

Boil 1 pound of fettuccine. After straining immediately toss with 1/2 stick of butter in pot, then transfer to serving dish. Immediately add sauce; toss until well mixed and let stand for five minutes.

[manbearpig]

I'll cook for ya :wink: You like lasagna?


procrastination FTW!

It's okay-ish. :)
How about fettucinne alfredo instead?

Because I could eat like 4 cows worth of that, assuming fettucinne alfredo came in cow form.

I'll make you whatever you want =P just gimme a recipe lol

[youcancallmeclaire]

So I finally activated my MSN messenger account, so any of you strangelings who don't use AIM can talk to me now. (I figured out how to use it on my mac.)

mywineinsilence@hotmail.com

come say hi!

[man4tgirl4love]

Claire; you are so beautifull

KISS

:)

[the_corner]

hi claire :)

[youcancallmeclaire]

Hi friends!! *waves frantically*

[Trogdor]

Why do you wanna wreck her bowels? :? :?:

Trust me, I have a serious lack of bowel-wrecking in my life right now. :D

Hmmmm, if it's in the bad sence, then I offer any way to help. :wink: :mrgreen:

[4star4]

Hi friends!! *waves frantically*

Hi Claire, Looking beautful!!

[Trogdor]

Hi friends!! *waves frantically*

*waves back with his one arm* Yo! :D

[youcancallmeclaire]

My firewall has been blocking HA for the last month or so and I had no idea and I just assumed the site went down permanently. :(

I have been FIENDING.

My downloads folder is like a barren wasteland, and my self-esteem is like a dead pig.

HELP!!

[Tomfurbs]

Well, you're pretty awesome. Does that help your self esteem? :)

[Chater]

any more pics?

[nishdo]

young, silky smooth, attractive. Just what we need. Thanks

[xxxian]

Currently: septum, lip, tongue, navel, pa, "labia" (sides of the scrotum, weird name, huh?), and 8 in my ears.

Previously: nostril, tongue web, both sides of my lip, cleavage, nipples, lower navel, 5 step scrotal ladder, trans-scrotal, "christina", guiche, butt (lol).

And I have a brand on my forearm.

None of it was done professionally. All me. :)

I can be a pain junkie sometimes. I mean... it's not that weird... is it?

*rolls around in her bed*

I totally skipped work today. :)

I just stumbled on this thread. I love your look and your piercings, Claire.

Xian

[G1lgamesh]

Oops, wrong thread.....

[EyeCumInPiece]

Welcum Back!

[Timnicebutdim]

I'm new here, and just checked out these pictures. Quite simply, wow. You look great!

Any newer ones at all?

[voy4her]

I know, Claire's the shit. We're all waiting with baited breath. I tried holding my breath, but the paramedics told me not to try that again.

[bootneck]

You look stunning, you have a natural look thats very apealing and the piercings look great and thats from and old git like me :)

[zukkobaby]

It's been a long time, how about some new pics, beautiful

[youcancallmeclaire]

It's been a long time, how about some new pics, beautiful

I'm trying, but the image uploader thing isn't working for me right now... Will try again later tonight. :/

[tsyummy]

Hi Claire.

Love the pics. Your piercings look great! I love them :)

Lookin forward to seeing more :)

[youcancallmeclaire]

I would have posted pics sooner, but I have a really difficult time uploading anything to this forum. :( The uploader always times out.

Anyway... my skinny, malnourished body;

[youcancallmeclaire]

arghhhh

[youcancallmeclaire]

So anyway, I have a new area for photography since I moved to a bigger house. Just some test shots really, but I thought maybe someone might want to see these.

I know I need to gain weight. Stress is a bitch. :(

BTW, I'm single now. :( / :) / :?

[lupinIII]

You look awesome. Totally absolutely freakin' scorching super-duper hot.

[iloveall]

more please

[mikejones]

Very nice Claire. As always, your smooth and soft skin looks delicious. Thanks for sharing.

[tsyummy]

Yum!

Any more pics of your piercings? :D

[ocguy]

you still look stunning. thanks for the great pics

[elo]

So anyway, I have a new area for photography since I moved to a bigger house. Just some test shots really, but I thought maybe someone might want to see these.

I know I need to gain weight. Stress is a bitch. :(

BTW, I'm single now. :( / :) / :?Very nice pics,Claire.Please don´t give up and keep trying uploading.

:grouphug

I´m in germany now. :(

[Tiffany Anne]

I know I need to gain weight. Stress is a bitch. :(



Gee...stress makes me gain weight. sigh...I get the bad ways of everything:(

[hurricane1]

you are nice!! pm me =]

[the_corner]

Hello Claire, Looking good! :D

[El Nino]

Totally hot Claire!

[phyrbug]

So anyway, I have a new area for photography since I moved to a bigger house. Just some test shots really, but I thought maybe someone might want to see these.

I know I need to gain weight. Stress is a bitch. :(

BTW, I'm single now. :( / :) / :?

if you are single, it must be by choice. you are are beautiful and, based off your posts, quite intelligent. the whole package.

[john69]

Nice!!!!!

[Bee]

I know I need to gain weightYes..i think you should :wink: Anyway, nice photos as always, Claire

[phyrbug]

I would have posted pics sooner, but I have a really difficult time uploading anything to this forum. :( The uploader always times out.

Anyway... my skinny, malnourished body;

i will give you food, if you want

[dynamtiesneon]

Claire. Email me your paypal info. I need to pay for a buffet lunch.

[bighunkaman4u]

What is that sort of piercing called?

Gosh... I don't know really. I don't think I have seen one in that exact position before. I think an anal piercing actually goes through the mucous membrane, but mine is more like an anal fold piercing. It should be called the Claire piercing. :)

that one's actually called a guiche' Clair

[youcancallmeclaire]

Technically, sure.. but usually a guiche is positioned much higher. This was actually in my butthole.




Yes, I said butthole. What now?

[youcancallmeclaire]

double post

[youcancallmeclaire]

goddamn this forum.

[derob]

Just wanted to add another compliment for your skin. You look very soft and stubble free. I'd lick you all day. :wink:

[voy4her]

claire you are beautiful. thanks for sharing. oh, and marry me.

[Timnicebutdim]

I don't care how much 'bump-age' this thread is, but I can safely say, without a doubt, that Claire is one of the most beautiful girls on this forum.


Full Stop.

[elo]

From her myspace page

Sonntag, Januar 25, 2009


New camera, insanity, chemistry.
Aktuelle Stimmung:prozacccc

Hi, everybody. I have good news.

In about two weeks I'll be recieving my college loan disbursement and I will finally be able to afford a new camera! That means I'll actually have the tools I need to drag my preferred art-form out of the digital stone age. zomg, I can't wait!



Also, in other news, I am on depression medication for the first time in 25 years.

I think I pretty much hit rock bottom when I couldn't sleep for four days at a time and started suffering from insomnia psychosis and hallucinating. Also, I had a paranoid breakdown after four days of non-sleep and tripping on DXM and 2C-B. I hid in my room with a machete, convinced that the nihilists were conspiring against me and using some kind of mind-control to make me into their subservient puppet. All of this also resulted in me losing a huge amount of weight. I was down to 91lbs, which I haven't weighed since I was 14. Go team insanity!

Anyway, a girl came to stay with me for a week and made me feel loved, safe, and sane. During that time my therapist put me on Prozac, and since then, everything has been 1000% easier to deal with. My car broke down and I can't afford to fix it? No big deal. My roommate is moving out and shafting me with the full cost of rent that I can't afford on my own? Who cares! I also got trazodone to help me sleep, and it works really well.

And... I'm majoring in Chemistry and Biology, if anyone cares.



Things are getting better, and I'm pretty happy.

Glad to hear you are feeling happy again,Claire.Kudos to the girl and your therapist.When you have your new camera you could share some art with us to celebrate your new lust for life.xoxo

[youcancallmeclaire]

Wow. I guess I'm posting in my thread before I even have a chance to log in now. :D

But yes, I am getting a new camera soon. I'm very excited. You all should be, too.

[iloveall]

looking forward to it

[UrFutureFuck]

For reference, pictures are located on the following pages:

1 - You're here.

12 - http://www.hungangels.com/board/viewtopic.php?t=22173&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=110

13- http://www.hungangels.com/board/viewtopic.php?t=22173&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=120

17 - http://www.hungangels.com/board/viewtopic.php?t=22173&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=160 (fanart!) :)

21 - http://www.hungangels.com/board/viewtopic.php?t=22173&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=200

24 - http://www.hungangels.com/board/viewtopic.php?t=22173&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=230 (two measly pics:P)

29 - http://www.hungangels.com/board/viewtopic.php?t=22173&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=280


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Original Post:


I mean... I don't even know if I have the look for this kind of thing, really. But whatever. It's 4:30 in the morning. I haven't slept in 24 hours. So why not?

I'm at that point where art and porn have engaged eachother in a fistfight, beaten eachother senseless, and then made sweet love.

I'm weird.

Got some crazy insane piercings!!

[youcancallmeclaire]

Thanks, Amy. :) I replied to you again also.

[iloveall]

i agree pa girls rock

[youcancallmeclaire]

Technically I'm a NY girl. PA only has me on loan.

[iloveall]

lucky ny

[dbev]

News?

[youcancallmeclaire]

News is... I'm on Prozac and Adderall and have been creating art feverishly for weeks now. My room is a mess of canvases and drawings and musical instruments. I feel so alive, for the first time in my life. Everything is wonderful.

I have two artistic photoshoots scheduled this summer and I'll be modeling for a series of paintings on wednesday.

I want to continue doing the "porn" thing, but I really think I'll end up doing some kind of abstract and artistic interpretations rather than traditional stuff. Something that will turn people on and make them think at the same time. ^_^

Things are moving along nicely. I did some pictures not too long ago with a new look- I'll try to get those uploaded soon.

My main problem with doing traditional porn was attributed to my significant weight loss over the winter- probably the lowest point of my life; weight-wise and mood-wise. Things were bad. Today though, they couldn't be better. I gained about ten pounds and am well on my way to adding a few more.

So yeah... the stuff I have been doing lately has been kind of grungy and dark- due mostly to the fact that my ribs and spine are still visible. Not for long though.

Also, for the extreme body modification fans- I did a human suspension about 2 days ago. For the uninformed, that means I was pierced through a large amount of skin on my back and hung from the ceiling by deep-sea fish-hooks. Yes, it hurt. Yes, it was bloody. Why would anyone want to do this? Because very few people DO. I'll have some amazing stories to tell when I'm old simply due to my willingness to partake in things that are just totally insane. (If I live that long- I always say; "If you're not terrified, you're not doing it right.")
The pain lay mostly in the initial piercings- four 8-gauge needles pierced through a significant amount of loose skin on my back; and the next day I felt as if I had a brutal, deep-tissue massage combined with a sunburn. Also, I have something called "rice-crispies", which is when air gets trapped under the skin, and you can move it around and it makes a very odd "rice crispy" sound... like nothing I have ever experienced before. ^_^
While I was hanging, it was like being a cat and getting picked up by the scruff. The endorphin/opiate/adrenaline release was powerful enough that it nearly completely masked the pain of the pull, although it almost made me pass out. I felt stoned off my ass for about an hour afterward. It was one of the most euphoric highs I have ever experienced- magical.

Anyway, yes. That is what I have been up to. I have to go now (to an art show, yay), but I will keep in mind that I need to upload the new pictures here.

[DL_NL]

Heavy stuff, Claire. Glad you're feeling better...

[Tanuki]

adderall is a disaster.. it seems great while your on it.. but be careful with that stuff.. it'll make you do crazy things.. and then one day you realize its not you making you act that way.. its the adderall. ...

[iloveall]

can't wait to see new photos

[eclipsemint]

Hey Claire! Thank you so much for posting your story and your photos on this site. You are sweet and lovable, not to mention very cute.

Having been afflicted by Depression myself in the past, I uphold and empathise with your experiences. Take care, sweet girl.


Maybe this anecdote will bring a smile to your beautiful face...

I like your piercings. Very, um, provocative. I have often thought of getting a piercing too. Maybe starting with one in my nose.

Trouble is, in spring I get hayfever, and I am afraid a hole in the side of my nose might spring a leak if I get sneezy. Or worse still, spray out ten feet to the side because of the built up pressure and hit someone standing next to me. Or worse still, the nose-ring might fly off and become a deadly missile!

On the plus side, it would give me a place to carry my knives, spanners or CDs, so I am still undecided.

[asianphoenixx]

OMG Claire :o ..u have perfect facial bone structure

[T-girl hound]

Claire is a goddess

[kmod]

thanks for the table of contents on the first page for those of us that haven't read any of this, lol.

just gotta say what hasn't already been said a million times;

LOVE the piercings
LOVE the skin
LOVE the body

did i leave anything out???

you're gorgeous all around claire!

[youcancallmeclaire]

adderall is a disaster.. it seems great while your on it.. but be careful with that stuff.. it'll make you do crazy things.. and then one day you realize its not you making you act that way.. its the adderall. ...

You're talking to the girl who tried to auto-castrate, pierced her own cock, and purposely hit someone with a car long before ever using adderall.

Adderall has actually been keeping me out of trouble and off of more hardcore drugs.

[youcancallmeclaire]

Hey Claire! Thank you so much for posting your story and your photos on this site. You are sweet and lovable, not to mention very cute.

Having been afflicted by Depression myself in the past, I uphold and empathise with your experiences. Take care, sweet girl.


Maybe this anecdote will bring a smile to your beautiful face...

I like your piercings. Very, um, provocative. I have often thought of getting a piercing too. Maybe starting with one in my nose.

Trouble is, in spring I get hayfever, and I am afraid a hole in the side of my nose might spring a leak if I get sneezy. Or worse still, spray out ten feet to the side because of the built up pressure and hit someone standing next to me. Or worse still, the nose-ring might fly off and become a deadly missile!

On the plus side, it would give me a place to carry my knives, spanners or CDs, so I am still undecided.

Thanks ^_^

If you do suffer from that kind of thing, it might not be the best idea for you. The cartilage in your nose and ears takes longer to heal than non-cartilage piercings, and it makes you more vulnerable to infection, including colds and whatnot during the winter. Plus, it can take several months of obsessive care in order to get a cartilage piercing to fully heal. Maybe start with something else first. A lip, earlobe, navel, genital piercing, etcetera can heal in as little as 2 weeks if you care for it properly.

A few years ago I had 3 cartilage piercings done in the conch of my ear. That winter I suffered from a cold that lasted several months. I took the piercings out and let them heal and my cold symptoms cleared up almost immediately.

[youcancallmeclaire]

and thanks you, everyone else! <3 <3 <3

OH YEAH. Someone told me I was posted on 4chan within the last couple of days, did anyone see it?

[Helvis2012]

Delightful.

[youcancallmeclaire]

hihi

[monkey1402]

medusa looks good.

[iloveall]

hihi

oh sweet lord jesus just so hot

[drock]

sexy

[eclipsemint]

Claire, it's been a while since we've heard from you. Concerned for you in a caring way. How are you doing?

[eclipsemint]

bump

Does anybody know or has heard from Claire lately? Her last post was May 19.

Concerned.

[eclipsemint]

bump

Still concerned for Claire. I PM-ed her last week but received no reply. She disappeared from HA since May. She was close to down and out in her previous posts. Hope she's OK.

Nobody here know her?

[4star4]

Hoping Claire is still roaming around here.

[youcancallmeclaire]

Still roaming, just not here. :)

Here's an update for any who subscribed to this thread back then, or people who feel like reading something boring. I feel obligated to respond, since some of you have asked.

Moved away from the whole porn thing over the last year or two, I guess that much is obvious. Just been trying to survive in this rough economy, trying not to become too depressed about it. Fuck depression! I'm not saying I don't feel a bit beaten down by it, because I certainly do. But I'm dealing. Filling my time with my art and music projects and studying as much science as I can in my free time to distract myself from the nagging urge to Fuck It All Up with drugs.

I guess the thing about porn is; while some girls are cut out for it, for others it's just because they don't have anything better to do and need the money. I really didn't have anything better to do, so I expressed my boredom and utter lack of cognitive activity through exhibitionism. Part of me misses this place and the feelings I got when people responded to my postings and pictures, but I feel like there are important things that I really need to do, things that I need to discover and create.

So, I guess I'm sort of officially throwing in the towel on the amateur pornographer era of my life. I've deleted a lot of the images I had up here, to the potential dismay of like... 2 people. The good news is- if you really desire those images, you can always PM me and ask nicely, and I'll gladly send them.

So, yeah. I'm off- to live my life, be happy in my long-term relationship, make art and music, and invent stuff. Thanks to everyone for all your kind words while I was an active poster here, it really helped me feel better about the way I looked and felt about myself. Thanks, and goodbye. :)

Also, don't forget to use the Force to live long and prosper so you can fight the future. I built a time machine out of a delorean and found out that catchphrase-spouting robots are coming to eradicate us all. THEY LOOK JUST LIKE US, except they have a THIRD, cantaloupe-like sexual organ known as a "JIZZSPHERE". DON'T BE FOOLED. It's actually an egg-sack, waiting to burst and infest your lungs. You've been warned!