steviedresses
02-11-2007, 09:15 AM
This is the only place I can COMPLETELY spill my guts. Thanks guys and gals.
I have been crossdressing since puberty. I remember getting my sister's panties out of the laundry chute and wearing them in the bathroom. Since I had 3 sisters there were alway lots of panties! Now I'm 45. Still crossdressing when I can get away with it. Not a day goes by when I don't think of what life would be like as a gay/slutty/crossdressing/tgirl. It gets me hard just thinking about it. But I have 5 kids, a wife, a career, and it just can't be done. I love my kids too much. (I love my wife too... but if not for the kids, I would leave her to become a tgirl)
The other day my wife found some tgirl porn I left on the computer. She thinks I'm gay! What I want to say is... 'I don't want to be WITH a tgirl. I want to BE a tgirl.'
I got married for the second time about 5 years ago. About 4 months before I got married I had heart paputations whilst working out. My wife (fiance then) said get it checked out. So I go to the doc and they do a stress test. Well they have to shave part of your chest to put the sensors on. So I had these 5 blotches with no hair. My future wife says 'Shave the rest of your chest.' So I do.
GOD! What an erotic experience. So I shave the rest of my body. One of the single most erotic experiences of my life. I get garters, thigh highs, high heels, bras, panties, dresses and just have a hell of a good time. I have to say, I have great legs. Damn I wish I could shave and dress full time.
Does anyone else have these problems? Am I the only shemale in waiting? I see these guys on 'voyeurweb.com' wearing womens lingerie and they haven't shaved! Shave!!! If your going to wear it, shave it first!
But I digress and ramble. All postings/comments/god you are a weirdo will be appreciated.
I have been crossdressing since puberty. I remember getting my sister's panties out of the laundry chute and wearing them in the bathroom. Since I had 3 sisters there were alway lots of panties! Now I'm 45. Still crossdressing when I can get away with it. Not a day goes by when I don't think of what life would be like as a gay/slutty/crossdressing/tgirl. It gets me hard just thinking about it. But I have 5 kids, a wife, a career, and it just can't be done. I love my kids too much. (I love my wife too... but if not for the kids, I would leave her to become a tgirl)
The other day my wife found some tgirl porn I left on the computer. She thinks I'm gay! What I want to say is... 'I don't want to be WITH a tgirl. I want to BE a tgirl.'
I got married for the second time about 5 years ago. About 4 months before I got married I had heart paputations whilst working out. My wife (fiance then) said get it checked out. So I go to the doc and they do a stress test. Well they have to shave part of your chest to put the sensors on. So I had these 5 blotches with no hair. My future wife says 'Shave the rest of your chest.' So I do.
GOD! What an erotic experience. So I shave the rest of my body. One of the single most erotic experiences of my life. I get garters, thigh highs, high heels, bras, panties, dresses and just have a hell of a good time. I have to say, I have great legs. Damn I wish I could shave and dress full time.
Does anyone else have these problems? Am I the only shemale in waiting? I see these guys on 'voyeurweb.com' wearing womens lingerie and they haven't shaved! Shave!!! If your going to wear it, shave it first!
But I digress and ramble. All postings/comments/god you are a weirdo will be appreciated.