mikey_stl
04-27-2020, 06:59 AM
I generally refer to myself as a straight male, but I've always been intensely attracted to T-girls. I've only had scattered experiences, usually with escorts, but occasionally a one-night stand or an encounter at an adult theater. I've only had serious relationships with GGs. When I'm with T-girls, though, I prefer to suck and bottom. I've only topped a couple of times, but I do like to get sucked.
Anyway, recently I've been fantasizing about cross dressing and trying to have sex with straight men. I see a lot of ads on Doublelist from "straight" men looking for CDs, TGs, etc. I don't want to change my gender or anything, but I've always had a feminine side, perhaps more than other guys, and I have from time-to-time fantasized about going to an adult theater en femme and playing with the men that go there.
I was recently in an adult video arcade and went in one of the booths. There was a bag on the floor and when I opened it there was a blonde wig, a pair of black panties, and a black nightgown. I'm not sure who left it there, but it was a windfall for me. I'm now planning how I can become more feminine, getting makeup, painting my fingernails and toenails, etc. I don't think I'll ever be able to be passable, but I think I can be pretty cute looking as I have some feminine features. I have something of a baby face. I'm somewhat chubby and smooth, but I also work out, so I have some muscles too, muscular legs, especially. My back, underarms, legs, and butt are pretty smooth. I just shaved my pubic hair. I have some hair on my chest and belly, and don't really know what to do about that, but I think I might like to get rid of it, just don't know how.
I fantasize about how exciting it would be to be cock-whore in an adult theater or to be a straight man's dirty little secret. I also fantasize about having a "lesbian" relationship with another CD or a TG.
Not sure why I'm writing this here. Maybe looking for similar experiences or feelings that others might have, or maybe looking for practical tips. I really have no other place to talk about this. It's also a little scary. I guess it's a step out of my comfort zone.
Anyway, recently I've been fantasizing about cross dressing and trying to have sex with straight men. I see a lot of ads on Doublelist from "straight" men looking for CDs, TGs, etc. I don't want to change my gender or anything, but I've always had a feminine side, perhaps more than other guys, and I have from time-to-time fantasized about going to an adult theater en femme and playing with the men that go there.
I was recently in an adult video arcade and went in one of the booths. There was a bag on the floor and when I opened it there was a blonde wig, a pair of black panties, and a black nightgown. I'm not sure who left it there, but it was a windfall for me. I'm now planning how I can become more feminine, getting makeup, painting my fingernails and toenails, etc. I don't think I'll ever be able to be passable, but I think I can be pretty cute looking as I have some feminine features. I have something of a baby face. I'm somewhat chubby and smooth, but I also work out, so I have some muscles too, muscular legs, especially. My back, underarms, legs, and butt are pretty smooth. I just shaved my pubic hair. I have some hair on my chest and belly, and don't really know what to do about that, but I think I might like to get rid of it, just don't know how.
I fantasize about how exciting it would be to be cock-whore in an adult theater or to be a straight man's dirty little secret. I also fantasize about having a "lesbian" relationship with another CD or a TG.
Not sure why I'm writing this here. Maybe looking for similar experiences or feelings that others might have, or maybe looking for practical tips. I really have no other place to talk about this. It's also a little scary. I guess it's a step out of my comfort zone.