ATTN: BOTTOMS. Is the lack of tgirl cum in porn or in person a deal breaker?

[Kayden Harley]

I'm really interested in hearing from bottoms, because that is who I cater to.

Ok, so I've been on HRT for over 5 months now. About 2 months ago, I stopped shooting loads when I orgasm. Although I was happy that I felt softer, and that my transition was going well, I grew worried about a backlash from clients and porn producers. I stopped taking my t-blockers 3 weeks ago (though I am still taking delestrogen) and my loads have since come back.

Most of the calls I get from clients, pretty much imply that they require me to shoot a load. Also, in most of the videos I've shot, the photographer has said, "No load = no cash".

The people I've spoken to say that I'm over thinking things as usual, but I'd like to know directly from bottom guys, (and if possible photographers/producers) if the ability for a TOP girl to cum is a deal breaker.

The reason I ask this question is because I really want to go back on t-blockers, but I'm really afraid of losing my only way of making $$$. I'm trying to save up for breasts, and this is the only way I can.


Thanks
-Kay

P.S.

Trolls, Please save the "cockhounds", racist, or immature comments for another thread. This subject is something I'm really concerned about.

[south09]

Vers checking in. It doesn't bother me. I like the visual proof that she's turned on, the final result doesn't move me either way. For me, it's like a bonus question - it'll help if it's there, but it won't hurt if it isn't.

[Ineeda SM]

Kayden, there is a big difference between the porn business and real life relationships. When people buy porn, they want the whole nine yards. They want to see every sex act possible. Porn is the fantasy they don't get to have in real life. And the cum shot has always been called "The Money Shot" for a good reason.

In real life, many guys will love you for you whether you can cum or not. Only the guys who buy porn would complain without a cum shot. But if the porn industry is the job you want, then stop the T-blockers, and make the money.

The bigger breasts are also only something girls think they need to make more money. But in real life, guys would prefer you with smaller but natural breasts. Only you can decide what is best for you. It's just a matter of your priorities. What is more important to you?

Good luck in whatever you do.

[Silcc69]

100% top here but when I was on a member on Shemale Strokers, most of the guy's on there cared about HUGE loads. If a girl looked super feminine but could not shoot a good load she was not brought back. So Miss Kayden I guess you have a big decision that you have to make.

[Kayden Harley]

100% top here but when I was on a member on Shemale Strokers, most of the guy's on there cared about HUGE loads. If a girl looked super feminine but could not shoot a good load she was not brought back. So Miss Kayden I guess you have a big decision that you have to make.

Yeah, I've seen the same reactions from members on message boards and tgirl porn sites.

Looks like I'm going to have to stay off t-blockers until I get my boobs, and finish nursing school. Then I can leave sex work in the past... Delete all my social networking bullshit and live the life I've always wanted.

Going to have to cough it up, and do what I have to do in the meantime.

[Maxwell Silver]

For me does not have to be a huge load as long as you can cum.

[amberskyi]

i could care less...these men arent living their life with me.at the end of the day we are a woman alone and im going to be as "cunty" and passable as possible.
my thing is if you want an experience with a real ts who looks,acts and sounds like a chick than im the girl for you..for everything else go see the girl with the muscles and stubbly chest...jk lol

[MacShreach]

I agree with Ineeda (and I thought my name was wack) in general. You have to remember that the t-blockers stop the masculinising process, so if you stop them, your body will continue tomasculinise. I don't know how old you are, but you look around 20 and so your body and face have not fully masculinised. Be aware that they will continue to do so without the blockers; the delestrogen will affect where your body deposits fat and will help with hair and so on, but bone development is primarily affected by testosterone. Basically, giving up t-blockers now means you're probably not going to be as feminine-looking as you might want, at least without more surgery and expense. I guess you know that and it must be a horrible call to make.

Ineeda is right about the breasts too. Personally I don't like a fake look at all, and silicon bolt-ons...meh.

[LibertyHarkness]

You want to make money you say to get boobs... simply just sit on webcam 5 days a week for a few hours each time , make 100-200 bucks as your daily target and you will get your boobs within a couple of months from the comfort of your own bedroom ..

On webcam your alone and under no pressure to perform in the same light so its easier to get aroused etc ... If you just want to make money to pay for surgeries then do a job in the outside world i would fuck off porn all together and just focus on Escorting and Webcamming . much much more money .

xx

[MacShreach]

i could care less...these men arent living their life with me.at the end of the day we are a woman alone and im going to be as "cunty" and passable as possible.
my thing is if you want an experience with a real ts who looks,acts and sounds like a chick than im the girl for you..for everything else go see the girl with the muscles and stubbly chest...jk lol