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03-10-2016 #21
Re: Best way to meet Eva Cassini?
Because that would seem the case I will go into some detail. She's not one for total openness but to hell with people having the above thought. I met Jamie on the very edge of me quitting porn. She did foot stuff and nobody really got into it as much as she did so I was like okay I have to shoot with this weirdo before I quit. And as I got to know her I fell in love with her and despite what I kept telling myself about what she did for living etc I couldn't argue with my heart and god knows I tried to keep away BUT my heart is a bitch and it won. I remember how horribly conflicted my emotions were. Anyways I entered her world head first, dove right in. I was never okay with it always felt wrong but I did it because I love Jamie and was determined to try my hardest to make things work. I knew had I went and got a different job I would come to resent her when she didn't so I followed her steps. It isn't healthy for me, causes much stress, and turns me into a very bad person. A solo scene even a site full of them, a cam show here and there, and a fun hardcore with my lover is great. Bring it. But nothing more. My heart and mind cannot take other things. A friend took me out of escorting and away from it. A lifestyle that I can be happy with and flourish in it. It has helped my mind heal up and my heart. I'm saving up for schooling and plan to attend soon so that I can greatly financially help Jamie and if she wants help her pay for schooling. Currently I do not live with Jamie. But we see each other regularly, go on dates, and no feelings have changed. I love her and from our talks she loves me. I simply can't be in that type of environment where I will watch someone I love be used like shes a hobby piece esp when she can do things that are truly great, Attention one should only hope to gain. Nobody does this forever and I'll be there when she is ready to walk, I don't care if it's in an hour from now or when I am her current age, she's the one that was made for me. I simply can't be in the thick of her current lifestyle it's like a jungle of stress for example every time her phone rings I have a panic attack. So I am on the sidelines and staying with a friend, he will never replace my Jamie. I'll wait.
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03-10-2016 #22
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Really sweet Ada, how i wish i was at the Award shows to meet with all my fantasy ladies. Maybe next year
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03-10-2016 #23
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Ada is my only, forever and always.
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03-10-2016 #24
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03-10-2016 #25
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03-10-2016 #27
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Hypergamy, it's a thing.
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03-10-2016 #28
Re: Best way to meet Eva Cassini?
I was a little curious, but I wanted to respect to your and Jamie's privacy. Sounds like your are doing well, and I'm glad of that. Best wishes.
Last edited by crystalsopen; 03-10-2016 at 08:43 PM. Reason: grammar and clarity
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