first timer, worried experience will affect my attraction to genetic girls

[saifan]

I still havent made the plunge but Im not gonna lie, all I look at its shemale porn and want to make that leap of faith. I consider myself straight and would never hook up w a dude. I just think Tgirls are fucking hot. Can anyone give me advice as to where I can find one without paying.

Throw your ego out the window and just pay.

[rodinuk]

...I am new here. I am a young man, 23...

Sure about that...?

However I have some strict ideas about sexuality...

Which are what exactly?

My main worry is that if I try this......advice as to what to expect...Intend to see a TS escort next month.

Based on your anxiety about it you should expect to feel worried afterwards.

[CoolAwesomeBXDude]

jus go for it. itll only affect your attraction to ggs if u allow it too

[Random532]

You'll do it. Then you'll feel weird and worried and a bit sick. Then a bit later you'll want to do it again but better. Like pretty much anything sexually non-vanilla in my limited experience. Rodin is right - you should definitely expect to feel some regret / concern afterwards.

The other poster who said you won't get hooked on one encounter is also right - but paying for sex is addictive after a fashion if you are susceptible to addiction and you do it for a long time. It took me over a year to break the habit and I would say after a decade of it it was as hard to give up as any drug I've touched.

[yodajazz]

I say that your sexual attraction will change over time anyway. As I have aged, I find mature women to be more attractive. But I think that it's more about compatability. As far a t-girls some things you might like in fantasy will not be so great in reality. You won't know until you give a try.

[bigballing05]

The more good experiences you have the more you will become attracted to transexuals and less so to genetic females. On the flip, a bad experience will have the opposite effect. Your concern is valid. Though if you don't like having the desires you have then staying away from TS porn and sites like this may be a good starting point for you. I do believe we have control over what we lust after and desire if we want to. It's more of a choice than we think.

[tranylover]

I just finished my psychology human sexuality class a few semesters back.
I wrote a paper on sexual attraction. I posted excerpts here to a question very similar.
Sexual attraction is fluid, dynamic, and complex. Human sexuality is also biological, dependant on the different hormones in your body different times, and stages of your life.
Into the repressed and puritanical environment we live in; alternate sexual attraction is persecuted.
in reality repressing your sexuality is unhealthy.

[whathappenedtome]

The more good experiences you have the more you will become attracted to transexuals and less so to genetic females. On the flip, a bad experience will have the opposite effect. Your concern is valid. Though if you don't like having the desires you have then staying away from TS porn and sites like this may be a good starting point for you. I do believe we have control over what we lust after and desire if we want to. It's more of a choice than we think.

I've 'struggled' with this for two years, I have tried to give up TS porn/porn in general many times but I Always come back. I can still get good orgasms from more conventional porn, but I shouldn't lie, I tend to gravitate towards TS porn and they have often given me stonger orgasms/more of a thrill..

I have indeed Always been attracted to taboo stuff. I remember masturbating (before discovering porn) and having fantasies about transformation etc. so quite unusual.

I'm not a religous guy, but as I mentioned I do/did have quite strict ideas about sexuality. I have been with female escorts before but that's mainly because I have asperger/high functioning autism and sexual things became some kind of an obsession. I've also had two GFs but both weren't very good experiences. I didn't know how to ask girls out in high school due to my lack of understanding of social rules (it's got a lot better last few years) so I used a lot of porn to find sexual satisfaction. I'm sure my condition isone of the reasons my sexual ideas/desires are more deviant than average.

I'm sure I'll try it next month because I don't want to live in uncertainty any longer.

It'd be nice to have a poll here to know whether ppl only go for T girls, a mix of T girls and GG's or sth else..

[whathappenedtome]

something I forgot to mention: I'd like to have a GF and a family later, so if acting out would indeed change my sexual tastes, I don't know how this is compatible with my goals in life. I could of course and would not object to dating a T girl. I definitely respect them for all they've been through and their strength. Maybe I could adopt or use a surrogate if I really wanted to have a family with a T girl...

[whathappenedtome]

I just finished my psychology human sexuality class a few semesters back.
I wrote a paper on sexual attraction. I posted excerpts here to a question very similar.
Sexual attraction is fluid, dynamic, and complex. Human sexuality is also biological, dependant on the different hormones in your body different times, and stages of your life.
Into the repressed and puritanical environment we live in; alternate sexual attraction is persecuted.
in reality repressing your sexuality is unhealthy.

Thanks for this but how would an attraction to T girls be called? I'm not into men only girls and T girls but I'm more fascinated by cock than vagina...