A Happy Holiday video from Babe.

[Dahlia Babe Ailhad]

Poor You!!

Hi LI SEAN,

Why poor me? It's unclear what you mean.

Babe,
xoxo

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LI Sean approved!

[LI SEAN08]

Hi LI SEAN,

Why poor me? It's unclear what you mean.

Babe,
xoxo

Well hope u did not take it wrong..... I was wondering why u posted the video, because it seems u were not prepared for it. Seemed that u were caught off guard and really didn't have much to say. I assumed u were just a bit nervous.... but Im confident u will do a better job the next one!!
You seem like a nice gurl, so where r u from??

[Dahlia Babe Ailhad]

Good morning LI SEAN,

Thanks for clearing that up for me. You're a sweety.

"Poor you!" especially with an exclamation mark at the end can mean a few things to me.

I wasn't sure how it was meant because sometimes an insult can be made with as little as one sound, like, "Ugh!" or "Uhhh...."
So i was a little hurt that someone would actually take the time to post something and leave it as vague as that.
BUT YOU...i can see that you are not that kind of person. Thank goodness - your goodness.

Okay, now, to answer your question as to why i made the video if i didn't know what to say.
I was in another forum a while ago, and many of the t-girls would make videos of themselves to promote themselves. I noticed that none of them ever spoke in these videos, they would only bat their eyelashes and wink and blow kisses, meanwhile the sounds in their room, like their heels on the floor, their clothes rustling, and traffic outside their windows) could be plainly heard. I thought it was a little silly. What do they do when the man arrives at their door?...say nothing, use sign language, mime, or pen and paper?

So when i decided to make a holiday greeting for that particular forum, i thought to mention my slight confusion because of the mute girls.

Maybe some girls feel their voices aren't quite up to snuff for a video, but the men don't really care how a girl sounds if she's an escort and he likes her.

I am happy to say that ONLY after i did that video, some of the girls started recording videos and using their voices, and they sound quite nice.

It's nice to hear the voice attached to the face in the photos, isn't it?
I think it's nothing but a positive thing.

I didn't just want to say Happy Holidays and mention the girls and then simply shut off the camera as that would also be silly (in my mind). So i ad libbed and tried to say other things - when i really had nothing else planned to say.
Was i shy?...hell yea. Did i feel a little stupid?...hell yea. Is it a genuine representation of who i am ?...yes.

I am not one to flash my private parts on the internet for obvious reasons.
Like in any of the photos of myself, they are all done in a classy way.
I, personally, don't feel very feminine showing what i have down below to the world. So in that sense, i would rather look like a female than a shemale. Especially, as i am not a "physical" shemale. I am merely transgendered.
Oh i know my face is not perfect and it probably gives me away, but you know, i've seen some homely looking GGs who take after their dads more than their moms, so i think in that sense, i don't think my face is all that terrible to look at. There are many others on hormones that make me feel like a toad when i look at their pics. But even then, most of them are still in their 20s.
I, also, wanted to make a video because i don't like taking photos of myself every so many months to prove who i am or whatever.
And, a video can't be photoshopped, so, at least, i am being honest with myself with how i look at my age. I am not 20 anymore. I was spectacular at 20.

In real life, i stutter. I always did. I remember in grade 4 and 5, the teacher would ask a question and when i raised my hand, and she would pick me to speak, i would be like, "Mi,..mi...mm...mm...mi...mi...mmmmiisss" and then say my answer (as we had to say Miss to the lady teachers). It was terrible when i spoke back then. I finally learned to overcome stuttering when i began to sing, so whenever i speak, i sort of sing in my head to prevent stuttering. It works for me.
Certain letters of the alphabet and certain words still make me stutter, like whenever i try begin a sentence using "Remember" or "Do you remember?" My God, no way does that come out without a few "Re...re...rem..." so i try not to do that and i'll say "Do you recall..." instead.

I got a little ahead of myself in my ad-libbed video i know, but i really didn't want it all to sound like it was well-rehearsed, planned and too professionally directed. I kind of liked how silly it is. It's not intimidating to men, it's me, in my natural state of mind when put on the spot.
That is how i am in real life, it's how i sound and it's who men meet when they come to "meat" me.
Ya wanna "meat" me, boy? (giggles)

If i make another one, it's gonna be a botched-up job, as well.
I'll probably make a "How to make a cream pie" video and end up pieing myself in the face with the pie. You know?
And then i'd take a handful of the cream from my pie-ed face and start jerking off with it while sucking the cream off my other hand with my thick, red lips, and get all sticky and sweet - who wants to see that? Get real, eh! (laughing)

When i made that video, i went though, it must have been, like, ten takes. I was getting really fed up with myself. So i just used the one you see.
I like improve.
It's just too bad that i had to chop it up so badly, i tried to do the best i could with what limited editing tools i have.

Maybe next holiday season, i'll record a new one just for HU.
Right now, i am just curious to see how this all turns out before i go spending time on a video.
In any event, i haven't changed all that much since last holiday season when i made that video. I may have a new wrinkle or two. That happens. And if any 20 year olds think i'm wrong, lol JUST wait and see. Your time is coming.
And don't ask how i old i am, because as honest as i may be, i'll lie about my age, it's my prerogative. xo

Well, see what you get for clearing things up, LI SEAN, you get a whole page of blabbing from me lol.

Nice to meet me. You seem like such a nice guy.
My location, and a little more, is in my HU profile.
Have a look when you have time.

See you in these funny pages.
Oh, and thank you for wanting to add me to your friends list. I added you.

I hope i covered everything.

Babe,
xoxo

[LI SEAN08]

Damn Gurl..... see ....? you have plenty to say... and I enjoyed your response, way to go. Too bad u r not in my neck of the woods. Id love to feel those stuttering l ruby ips around my hard ding a ling!!

[Dahlia Babe Ailhad]

Hi LI SEAN,

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Ba...Ba...Ba...Babe,
xoxo

[Dahlia Babe Ailhad]

Oh by the way, LI SEAN,

Happy Hoildays, eh?
Forgot to say that.

Babe,
xoxo

[Dahlia Babe Ailhad]

Hi everybody,

Gee, i just wanna say thanks for all the holiday wishes. lol



Here's hoping Santa doesn't go crazy this year with all the pressure.
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"The Night Santa Went Crazy"

Down in the workshop all the elves were makin' toys
For the good Gentile girls and the good Gentile boys
When the boss busted in, nearly scared 'em half to death
Had a rifle in his hands and cheap whiskey on his breath
From his beard to his boots he was covered with ammo
Like a big fat drunk disgruntled Yuletide Rambo
And he smiled as he said with a twinkle in his eye,
"Merry Christmas to all - now you're all gonna die!"

The night Santa went crazy
The night St. Nick went insane
Realized he'd been gettin' a raw deal
Something finally must have snapped in his brain

Well, the workshop is gone now, he decided to bomb it
Everywhere you'll find pieces of Cupid and Comet
And he tied up his helpers and he held the elves hostage
And he ground up poor Rudolph into reindeer sausage
He got Dancer and Prancer with an old German Luger
And he slashed up Dasher just like Freddy Krueger
And he picked up a flamethrower and he barbequed Blitzen
And he took a big bite and said, "It tastes just like chicken!"

The night Santa went crazy
The night Kris Kringle went nuts
Now you can't hardly walk around the North Pole
Without steppin' in reindeer guts

There's the National Guard and the F.B.I.
There's a van from the Eyewitness News
And helicopters circlin' 'round in the sky
And the bullets are flyin', the body count's risin'
And everyone's dyin' to know, oh Santa, why?
My my my my my my
You used to be such a jolly guy

Yes, Virginia, now Santa's doin' time
In a federal prison for his infamous crime
Hey, little friend, now don't you cry no more tears
He'll be out with good behavior in 700 more years
But now Vixen's in therapy and Donner's still nervous
And the elves all got jobs working for the postal service
And they say Mrs. Clause, she's on the phone every night
With her lawyer negotiating the movie rights

They're talkin' bout - the night Santa went crazy
The night St. Nicholas flipped
Broke his back for some milk and cookies
Sounds to me like he was tired of gettin' gypped

Wo, the night Santa went crazy
The night St. Nick went insane
Realized he's gettin' a raw deal
Something finally must have snapped in his brain
Wo, something finally must have snapped in his brain
Tell ya, something finally must have snapped... in his brain


Babe,
xoxo

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[Dahlia Babe Ailhad]

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Mazel tov!

Babe,
xoxo

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[Dahlia Babe Ailhad]

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