Have you ever felt conflicted about your sexuality?

[Yasmin Lee Fan]

I live in a small town in South Carolina, and grew up in an even smaller town in S.C.. So I know what you are talking about. As long as I can remember ,I have liked cock. As a young teen, any time I had a chance to see any of my friends dicks, I love it. I remember spending the night with an older cousin of mine. That night he showed me his dick. He was proud of how big it was. It was big. We jerked off together and he shot on of the biggest loads I've ever seen. I have always liked cock, but I have never been attracted to men.

I started sucking cock about ten years ago, after my divorce. This has usually been in adult theaters . But I still have no attraction to men other than their dicks. I discovered the TS world after watching one of Joey Siveras vids. I think it was Road Trip 11 . The first one with Yasmin Lee. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Here was this beautiful creature who looked like a beautiful woman, but had this awesome cock. I had seen TS porn before in video arcades etc. , but the girls were usually unattractive with small dicks that never got hard. Watching this video got me hooked.

Since then I too have felt guilty and conflicted at times. A couple of times I went and traded in my she mail DVDs only to later replace them. Now I have a large collection. I am also a part time artist and I do a lot of TS art. The TS world for me is primarily one of fantasy. It's not an addiction. I watch a video once or twice a week and every couple of months I go to a larger city and get the real thing. It's just something that makes this life more interesting.

[jamesedwards]

Not in the least

Me either, I'm just a freaky motha fucka! I only hang around pure freaks and prudes I don't even talk to.

[giovanni_hotel]

Isn't this another Am-I-Gay thread??

[fred41]

Isn't this another Am-I-Gay thread??

I don't think so. A lot of the "am I gay?" threads seem to be created by guys who need affirmation by other individuals that they are still "straight". This thread seems to be more about the different journeys people took to get to their present state of mind.

[Rusty Eldora]

Every time I hear the Katy Perry song "I kissed a girl" I really think Tgirls and all the fun that they are.

I still like both, but my attractions are different. It is more difficult for me to get hard with a tgirl, but my total attraction is very high. There is a fem line that if the tgirl doesn't vibe fem, I don't partake.

[giovanni_hotel]

If a fem TS(to me) slips her tongue and grabs my dick, I'm ready to go!

[STARTUP999]

Early in my sexual exploration l I would only have sex with girls that had implants, even then I immediately after orgasasm I would feel a wave of guilt. Often I would have sex with a GG as soon as I possibly could just to "prove" to myself I was straight.

Later I tried TG girls who were only had hormone boobies then some flat ones. Once I was got picked up by an Asian TG who the dark strobing light of a Hollywood TG pick joint l thought a very pretty TS.

She took me back to her apt. without even asking for money and French kissed me! I thought I had fallen in love. As she was penetrating me doggie style I looked back and the wig had come off and I realized the photo of the guy on the table was not a family member but "her" I got a wave of panic/guilt.

But then realized this was the same person who a moment before i was so attracted to and how silly and superficial my attitude was (I was in my 20's) and enjoyed the moment. When she finished gave her a big wet kiss and never worried about "is X gay?" again.

[STARTUP999]

Sometimes I amuse myself by watching the reaction of a TG escort who after giving me a facial I ask as seriously as I can, "Does this cum on my face make me look...gay?" The various reactions are priceless.

[RallyCola]

Sometimes I amuse myself by watching the reaction of a TG escort who after giving me a facial I ask as seriously as I can, "Does this cum on my face make me look...gay?" The various reactions are priceless.

you might be a little queer for asking. cum on your face is normal..especially if you have good aim

[curious196203]

I enjoy watching TS porn and viewing pictures bit I have never taken the walk on the wild side. I do worry that if that time should ever occur then I'll be confused especially if what they say is true about bottoming. (Male g spot)