Have you ever felt conflicted about your sexuality?

[francisfkudrow]

Have you ever been conflicted in your own sexual feelings and desires? Yes.

Are you conflicted right now? Yes, aesthetically when I see someone I think is attractive, 92% of the time they are female. When I think about the kinds of sex that most interest me, they all involve dicks other than my own. (lol) I guess an interest in t-girls was probably inevitable.

How long were you conflicted for? Since the early 90's

How did you deal with it? Being someone with no moral or religious hangups about sex, I accepted the dichotomy as part of who I am, only really considering it a "conflict" in a detached "isn't that interesting?" sort of way.

Has your sexuality changed? Yes, every few years, I have a period where I think "well, men aren't THAT bad looking" (lol)

Can you identify the moment when your sexuality changed? Not really, but I can identify a moment that brought it to my attention that I liked dick. In my early 20's I saw an ad in Hustler magazine about how to enlarge your dick. The guy in the ad had a gorgeous cock, and I thought "my God, I would totally suck his dick!"

Did you go through a transitional period of adjustment or was it as easy as flicking a switch? I wouldn't necessarily call it a transitional period, because I don't know if it will ever really be resolved one way or the other.

[mosnv4567]

no.i always liked female&dicks.in my youth i had sex with women only.

[CoolAwesomeBXDude]

yes after my first ts experience in may i said to myself (does this mean im gay)

but as for now ive acknowledged the fact that im bi i cant deny it i love pounding these ts women

[RallyCola]

I really have tried to figure out why i immediately accepted transwomen as a normal part of my sexuality...and why even at a very young age, i never questioned whatever was between her legs or her birth gender. I've come up with nothing but because i have never really questioned it...i've always been secure with my preferences.

As I've stated, I can remember back to when I was 8 and I first found a "transwoman" attractive and I can definitely trace one or two of my preferences back to that time.

the only thing that i have really questioned over the years is my tranny porn obsession. there have been times that i feel that i have an addiction because i go through periods of mass hoarding (in the TBs) followed by culling to a few pivotal scenes, only to repeat the cycle. it is a bit OCD and i'm sometimes overwhelmed by the size of the collection, but then i miss the scenes after i delete them.

[RallyCola]

as far as the first time i was with a transwoman...as i have said before...it sucked.

i was so anxious and was a bit ashamed to be paying for it, so i was consumed with trying everything i had fantasized about that it was rushed on my part and it could have been much better. my only question is why the hell did i waste my money and act like an overzealous fool.

[canihavu]

• Have you ever been conflicted in your own sexual feelings and desires?

Yes when I first starting having sex with transsexual women. I was young (early 20s and wasn't sure if it meant I was gay.

• Are you conflicted right now?

Not even a little bit.

• How long were you conflicted for?

7 years until I tried to give a BJ to man and could not go through with it because I was not attracted to him in the least.

• How did you deal with it?

I would almost always go have sex with a GG after I had been with a trans woman.

• Has your sexuality changed?

Not sure what you mean by this.

[dabaldone]

Let me add this! Around the fall of 1999, I stopped living a duality. I used to date cis women for "show". I had a rep as a womanizer and up to that year, I was afraid that someone would discover my secret desire for trans women.

I just got tired of faking the funk. I had an 8 year ltr with a TW and working on year two now. I have no regrets.

[transfan8591]

I did mostly when I was in my late teens
when i would pop an erection for a TS watching an episode
of Maury and it be one of those "Is it a woman or a TS"
specials or that episode of Pornocopia with Vaniity in it
or those episodes of Sexo Urbano with those sexy Travestis,
I was afraid that it would make me gay if I got aroused
by the sight of an attractive TS. I realized that I was attracted
to TS mainly because of their feminine features (large breasts, shapely asses, full lips)
A La, Eva Lin, Sarina Valentina, Foxxy, etc.
I was never attracted to their penises. So worrying about was I gay went out the window.
I eventually came to terms with my attraction to Transwomen and I haven't looked back.

[bimale69]

Let me add this! Around the fall of 1999, I stopped living a duality. I used to date cis women for "show". I had a rep as a womanizer and up to that year, I was afraid that someone would discover my secret desire for trans women.

I just got tired of faking the funk. I had an 8 year ltr with a TW and working on year two now. I have no regrets.

Man, that's awesome, my own relationship has been going on for 5 years and has only gotten better,, her family has been good with me and mine has been welcome to her. you wont see me going back to GG women again.

[dunkiex]

I am who I am and I like what I like. For most of my life I was attracted to GGs. When I saw my first TS in a magazine, I thought she was so incredibly beautiful. Having moved and lived all over the world, I have been exposed to, excuse the pun, many types of beautiful women. For some reason, I always preferred the more exotic to the standard, white, female. I think, for me, that when you have a beautiful, feminine TS with a cock, it is just so unique. I loved eating pussy. There is something about going down on a TS and having her cock grow hard and then cum. I pleased her. That is a turn on for me. I can hear her, feel her, and see that I satisfied her. I am not attracted to guys. I always look at the girls' butts, faces, and chests. They do not have to be special, but I always look. So, I do not care if there is a label for me. I am who I am and I like what I like. What you identify me as has no bearing on my self image.