First Experience.... Guilt ?

[Dino Velvet]

Should I feel terrible for cheating ?

If you are in a committed monogamous relationship then of course so. What excuse could you possibly have? It's between you and the girl who assumes you've been loyal. I don't think you deserve a Mulligan for being thirsty.

[nysprod]

No I get that he's been into TS porn... but that's exactly the point. He's been into TS porn not real life TS from what he's said anyway.

But I get your point. I'm just saying he might like the fantasy, not the reality.

It's always possible, but I suspect it's more more about the whole am I gay thing.

[giovanni_hotel]

Dude, you're 21. The chances are practically zero that this relationship is going to last forever even before the experimentation.

I was thinking the same thing. Dude is whining like he's got 3 kids and been married for 15 years.
It's your GIRLFRIEND. Not your wife, and unlikely to be.

If TS porn has been your 'thing' for 4 years and you jagoff to it exclusively, you'll be back. Not that it matters.

Maybe it happens, but guys who suddenly find out they're sexually attracted and turned on by transgendered women don't magically turn off.

If you were single, your attraction to TS would likely be even greater.

You have a natural societal buffer in that it's not the easiest thing in the world to meet TS women, but if you don't have a problem with seeing escorts depending where you live it's as easy as a phonecall.

21 and done with one of the primary erotic stimulants in your life.lol

GTFOH.

It's fine to say you won't cheat again, but that doesn't mean you'll stop getting that vibe from TS chicks.

[lucky_luckyx]

I don't know...

Got it out of your system? But still back on Hungangels to talk about it?

Sounds to me that you just shit yourself and I'd bet my last dollar that you'll be back in (on) the saddle in no time once you pluck up the courage again!

[Robert66]

I'm hoping this guy is for real and does have these issues and not a blog troll. But anyway, kind hearted as I am I will give my two cents worth. Let the whole guilt thing about being disloyal go. Very few people have been saints all their lives and there's truth in the saying what you don't know can't hurt you. To have found 'the love of your life' at 21 is quite amazing, and I believe in 10 years time you'll look back and laugh at your own naivety, as most of us have done who have fallen in love so young.
Your more pressing issue, is your sexuality. As has already been mentioned you could be wrestling with this whole 'am i gay?' thing. The short answer is no. Gays are attracted to members of their own sex only, and the representation of that is someone who looks like that sex, whether it be male or female. Having an interest in transgenders means, yes, you are bisexual, because you are attracted by features of both sexes. You like a feminine looking being, with breasts, soft skin, and nice butt. But equally what turns you on is the presence of a cock. And look, there's no harm at this stage in admitting that to yourself. You don't have to advertise it. I think most of us on here have been in the same position. first took interest in TS back when I was about 17. Now 30 years on, I have been married, had two kids, all the socially acceptable things to do. I still engaged in porn watching and I would say 75% of it was TS based. However, when my marriage broke up, daughters had left home, I thought why not? And I can tell you it has been fabulous. Now, at 48 (I have to say I am in good shape) I attract the attention of ladyboys of 25 years of age and less. I am proud to say I am now engaged to a beautiful Filipino ladyboy and as soon as we can sort out the best place that allows same-sex marriage and of course visa obstacles we will do the deed. My advice to you, go with the flow and don't fight it

[MHarrigan82]

The OP sounds like a troll I smell bullshit.

[maddygirl]

Well, you cheated on your girlfriend... so YES, you should feel bad. That's never okay.

[SammiValentine]

I would bet not a troll. Just a typical 21 yr old that when gets to a more mature age, when not so suspectable to peer pressure will be back having a dabble. Probably around the late 20's , 30 yr old stage.

The initial post is a classic example of why i do not see "young guys".

i hope you paid the girl :P in such instance where she has done no wrong it sould be entirely her discretion if you get money back.

[theone1982]

I was thinking the same thing. Dude is whining like he's got 3 kids and been married for 15 years.
It's your GIRLFRIEND. Not your wife, and unlikely to be.

If TS porn has been your 'thing' for 4 years and you jagoff to it exclusively, you'll be back. Not that it matters.

Maybe it happens, but guys who suddenly find out they're sexually attracted and turned on by transgendered women don't magically turn off.

If you were single, your attraction to TS would likely be even greater.

You have a natural societal buffer in that it's not the easiest thing in the world to meet TS women, but if you don't have a problem with seeing escorts depending where you live it's as easy as a phonecall.

21 and done with one of the primary erotic stimulants in your life.lol

GTFOH.

It's fine to say you won't cheat again, but that doesn't mean you'll stop getting that vibe from TS chicks.

Well said, totally agree with this

[ukcuriousboy]

You make a mistake, you deal with it, swallow the guilt and move on. Your cross to bear. Nearly been in the same position here many times.