First Experience.... Guilt ?

[ronnyron23]

This always happens to new male "performers" in the industry. They think they can, they think they can, they think they can, and then...they can't.

I think you're just afraid of what people will think of you if they find out that you like TS. you don't become "addicted" from the age of 16 and then find out it's not for you after you had a cock in your mouth. It's not like you tripped and accidentally fell on it with your mouth.

Meltdown in 3,2,1....

Well I think "addiction" was probably the wrong word to use. I masturbate maybe twice a week, and I would jack of to TS porn bc there's no use for man on woman anymore cuz I got it all time.

[Kevin Dong]

Well I think "addiction" was probably the wrong word to use. I masturbate maybe twice a week, and I would jack of to TS porn bc there's no use for man on woman anymore cuz I got it all time.

You'll be back on TS porn in no time

[rdrecker]

Don't tell your girlfriend anything and deny it if she gets suspicious no matter how guilty you feel or even if you get caught red handed. lie, lie lie. Don't tell anyone unless you are ready to come out public with your infatuation/attraction/addiction or whatever you want to call it for ts women. you have no idea how a woman scorn will act if she finds out. you could end up having to explain to your family and friends why your now ex is twittering, facebooking, instagramming etc. that you are gay. This advice may not sound sensitive or compassionate but i'm right.

[Prospero]

I am beginning to suspect troll

[saifan]

Gender doesn't have to play into his confession at all. More than anything else he broke the trust that his gf has in him.

Unless of course this is an open relationship which doesn't seem to be the case.

[bte]

If I was you then I wouldn't say anything to your girlfriend. Although I do suspect that your love for TS has not diminished considering you are on a TS oriented porn forum, plus you have been liking TS since you were 16. After a bad experience with sucking dick, you just don't say "nah not for me." Its not like eating a bad plate of food and then not eating anymore.

You say you don't have those feelings anymore, but give it a few months and they will come back. You will say to yourself, "Well what if it was just a girl. Or what if sucking dick is not for me and I much whether just top a TS."

[BBaggins06]

I'm 21 years old and have been with the love of my life for 2 years now.

Everything after this is superfluous and thus deleted.

Dude, you're 21. The chances are practically zero that this relationship is going to last forever even before the experimentation.

[benbutton1]

I had similar "concerns" as the OP when I was with my ex. I didn't cheat or anything, but I realized I wasn't as attracted to her as tgirls. Now, my basis is tgirls in porn as I know none in real life and obviously chicks in porn are generally more attractive, have more sex appeal and and it is fantasy but still.

I like girls, fantasize about them and (discretely) eye a hot one up whenever I have the chance. But when it comes to porn it's almost entirely transsexual stuff. Has been for a long time. I often wonder myself, like the OP, if the reality of it is no where near the fantasy.

I've chatted with real transgender women (not in porn) and the real life thing is, not surprising to anyone but me I guess, a far cry from the fantasy. So maybe the OP does just like the fantasy?

[nysprod]

So maybe the OP does just like the fantasy?

Nah, he's been into TS porn from before he even met her, maybe even before he had any sex at all...it's the understandable situation of someone who's young and confused.

[benbutton1]

Nah, he's been into TS porn from before he even met her, maybe even before he had any sex at all...it's the understandable situation of someone who's young and confused.

No I get that he's been into TS porn... but that's exactly the point. He's been into TS porn not real life TS from what he's said anyway.

But I get your point. I'm just saying he might like the fantasy, not the reality.