Goodbye

[Ben in LA]

Sorry about Briget - I still haven't deleted her from my Twitter follows - but killing yourself because a man doesn't love you is just...?

Prolly gonna get flak for this...

[MrsKellyPierce]

Sorry about Briget - I still haven't deleted her from my Twitter follows - but killing yourself because a man doesn't love you is just...?

Prolly gonna get flak for this...

People do a lot of crazy things when their drunk..hormones - drinking - and if you already suffer from depression is a nasty mix. Plus she was messing around in the adult world which can be very daunting for girls.

Gender dysphoria can mess with you. I'm a very stable person, but I remember when my hubby said to my stomach looks weird from the side from certain angles like I almost have a tiny beer belly even though I'm toned/skinny. It made me so nervous to walk around in a bikini after I would cover my stomach so noone could see me from the side at the beach when I'm walking.

It's a very powerful thing dysphoria.

[EvaCassini]

has anyone heard from her other than her making this thread?

From the looks of things, any and all communication has ceased. Only places, as far as I've seen and know that she had any comms was here and twitter. Her twitter is down and again, no response here yet.

Suicide is a possibility, but perhaps she didn't want any connections to the porn world anymore via here and her now old twitter.


---Also...dude, who replied to my first post in this thread...i understand what you said and that's dandy, whether real or jest...but this thread is not the proper place to say that. Time and place, buddy.

[robertlouis]

has anyone heard from her other than her making this thread?

From the looks of things, any and all communication has ceased. Only places, as far as I've seen and know that she had any comms was here and twitter. Her twitter is down and again, no response here yet.

Suicide is a possibility, but perhaps she didn't want any connections to the porn world anymore via here and her now old twitter.


---Also...dude, who replied to my first post in this thread...i understand what you said and that's dandy, whether real or jest...but this thread is not the proper place to say that. Time and place, buddy.

Miranda and I talked a lot via pm on twitter and she shared some of her troubles with me. The fact that she's closed that down and isn't responding to anything at all is really scaring me. Anyone in the Bay area able to help?

[robertlouis]

---Also...dude, who replied to my first post in this thread...i understand what you said and that's dandy, whether real or jest...but this thread is not the proper place to say that. Time and place, buddy.

I replied to him, hastily and angrily, but in these sad circumstances, appropriately. Let's hope he's learned a lesson. All too typical of some of the idiots in this place.

[robertlouis]

Miranda and I talked a lot via pm on twitter and she shared some of her troubles with me. The fact that she's closed that down and isn't responding to anything at all is really scaring me. Anyone in the Bay area able to help?

I'm a bit uncomfortable with sharing this but if it means that someone comes forward who can somehow help it will be worth it.

[Ananke]

Miranda, we love you for your personality especially and I believe there is always something out there for everyone, whatever happens. I hope you will find a way.....

[Prospero]

Oh jeez.... Miranda... come on if you are reading this. PMs on the way too. But you are wonderful and bright and beautiful. Take a trip over here. You are valued. We'll make this online friendship real - and just hang out, have some fun, laugh, chill. You are a great human being. Please recognise the genuine affection that a lot of people here feel for you and do not give way to despair.

[BellaBellucci]

I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about taking my life every day. Having a son is the only thing that keeps me breathing. And I certainly am constantly mulling retirement. This industry used to be easy money to do a very difficult thing: transition. Now, many of us are barely scraping by. I don't even want to discuss how bad it is.

The idea that the world doesn't value anything you have to offer enough to even allow for even a modest living really does a number on one's self esteem and causes one to necessarily take on a 'me against the world' mentality to survive... until they tire of fighting the constant subjugation, financial struggle, and betrayal that comes with it, regardless of how accomplished one is.

Some of us are just too good for this world. That's the honest truth. Nobody wants to see a person kill themselves, but I'd like to know where all the well-wishers were when they could have made a difference. Probably stealing a struggling girl's videos from tube sites.

One can't live without a living. It's the ultimate rejection.

~BB~

[robertlouis]

I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about taking my life every day. Having a son is the only thing that keeps me breathing. And I certainly am constantly mulling retirement. This industry used to be easy money to do a very difficult thing: transition. Now, many of us are barely scraping by. I don't even want to discuss how bad it is.

The idea that the world doesn't value anything you have to offer enough to even allow for even a modest living really does a number on one's self esteem and causes one to necessarily take on a 'me against the world' mentality to survive... until they tire of fighting the constant subjugation, financial struggle, and betrayal that comes with it, regardless of how accomplished one is.

Some of us are just too good for this world. That's the honest truth. Nobody wants to see a person kill themselves, but I'd like to know where all the well-wishers were when they could have made a difference. Probably stealing a struggling girl's videos from tube sites.

One can't live without a living. It's the ultimate rejection.

~BB~

That's sadly all too true and it certainly applies in this case. Thanks for your candid and compassionate insight, Bella.

Right now I'm trying something I stopped doing years ago because it's all that's left. Praying.