Goodbye

[Rivz]

Glad to hear your ok.

[BellaBellucci]

Hey, I just got home from a stay in a mental hospital. I was there since Sunday night -- well strictly speaking since early Monday morning: was in a psychiatric emergency room Sunday night. I'll talk to you later.

I'm relieved that you're getting well. Take care of yourself, and reach out to me if you need anything. I'm pretty easy to get a hold of.

~BB~

[dderek123]

Good to hear you're alright Miranda!

[Merkurie]

Glad to hear you are OK.

[tsmirandameadows]

I'm relieved that you're getting well. Take care of yourself, and reach out to me if you need anything. I'm pretty easy to get a hold of.

~BB~

It's not particularly accurate to say that I'm getting well. The 48 hours I spent in the hospital has honestly been about the worst experience of my life. All I can say for it is that I had no opportunity there to do myself physical harm. Unfortunately, the place itself was pretty emotionally/psychologically harmful to me. The other patients were frankly very scary, and without wishing to be judgmental it was deeply troubling to realize I was "one of them". The blunt transphobia that was integral to the experience was likewise not particularly helpful. Took me all of about 10 seconds to realize that this was a place I desperately needed to leave, immediately. In this case, the primitive nature of psychiatry actually worked to my benefit -- they can't run a test to see how fucked up I am -- as I was able to say what needed to be said to convince them that I was relatively stable and more properly treated in an outpatient setting. If this is what "help" looks like, I honestly don't know where to go from here. The upshot I guess is that I have a new medication to try and will be able to get limited insurance through Medi-Cal starting Feb 1st.

[Ben in LA]

Glad to see you responding. Hope all gets better for you.

[johnb]

Keep talking Miranda. Lay your head on our shoulders. We'll listen

[BellaBellucci]

Miranda, don't you think this information is private? If you're back on FB, please PM me.

~BB~

[Prospero]

I agree with BB that the deep details should not be for public consumption. But I am hugely relieved to see that you are still around. There's a lot of people here who care about you.

[tsmirandameadows]

Miranda, don't you think this information is private? If you're back on FB, please PM me.

~BB~

I'm not but I don't particularly care about the privacy angle, tbh. Like I said in my initial post, I can't do adult work anymore -- after 8 years of estrogen my balls have finally given out and I no longer produce even a drop of cum upon climax -- so it's not like it matters one way or another what infamy or stigma becomes attached to the persona of Miranda Meadows at this point.