Goodbye

[Infern0]

there is always help if you need it, if you have depression or something then talk to someone, things will always get better in time.

[benbutton1]

I too have felt the logical conclusion to my life's trajectory thing. It's strange to feel that way. No one should ever have to. But there really is hope. Things really do get better, even if it doesn't seem like it. I hope you hang in there Miranda.

As others have mentioned, getting help would be a great idea. There's nothing wrong with it. We are all in this together and we all need help to get through life. Wish I could give you a hug!

I can't comment on whether or not you should stick around with this scene in particular. Porn that is. That's your own decision. You got to do what makes you happy; what is best for you. But just know that though things feel impossible right now, and maybe they seem like they always will be and there's no point... It's just not true. You have a lot to live for.

This might sound like odd advice, but when I hit rock bottom, I found slight comfort in knowing things could only get better. And sure enough they did. Things get a LOT better. I also feel like a better person for continuing to fight when I did. And for reaching out to people before I made a huge mistake.

If you need anyone to talk to, I'm here.

[Quiet Reflections]

I'm not capable of doing adult work -- or much of anything -- anymore. I've been taking down my online presence and just wanted to leave a final note to the effect of "don't expect to see or hear from me further." I've just hit the logical conclusion of my life's trajectory and am consequently done with everything. I'm glad some of you enjoyed my content and/or me, and I'm sorry I can't provide more of both. Goodbye.

that sucks. you will be missed.

[Merkurie]

Please reach out for help.
Your "life's trajectory" has certainly not reached any "logical conclusion".

[Jamie French]

[Ben]

Does anyone know Miranda??????????

[Rivz]

Listen I'm being serious. I've been where you're at.
http://theeriver.wordpress.com/2009/...-dark-secrets/

Suicide is not a joking matter. I'm a nobody, a nothing. Your life is your life. Your pain is your pain.

If you listen to me on one thing though...I beg you reach out and talk to someone. Hell feel free to contact me. This is an open invitation to anyone considering suicide, or knows anyone considering suicide. I'll talk to you. I don't have all the answers, nor the solutions. Feel free to talk to me.. cc0926(at)gmail(dot)com.

I hope I'm jumping the gun, I hope this is some stupid prank, and I'll gladly wear the egg on my face.

[pantybulge69]

Miranda,you're not alone,you are too important and mean too much.and you
have the strength to get through this..and then some.... whatever seems to be getting you down, you can deal with it, you're a fighter, so Keep on fighting, keep on pushing.

[rax123]

I'm not capable of doing adult work -- or much of anything -- anymore. I've been taking down my online presence and just wanted to leave a final note to the effect of "don't expect to see or hear from me further." I've just hit the logical conclusion of my life's trajectory and am consequently done with everything. I'm glad some of you enjoyed my content and/or me, and I'm sorry I can't provide more of both. Goodbye.

This is scary. Please choose life. please.

[robertlouis]

I hope this isn't goodbye, but if it is, take care. And it has been great to know you.