Tara Emory 2.0 crowdfunding for new implants

[tsmirandameadows]

Youve got some nice natural hormone grown tits there! I had my first set of implants done before I was regularly doing hormones. I assumed I would get a cup size or two on top of that but it never really happened. Not sure if the implants got in the way of natural breast growth? So that's part of why I'm going bigger.

Thanks Tara! A lot of it has to do with the hormone delivery method, I suspect. When we knew each other I was on oral hormones, and I don't know if you recall but aside from some puffiness around the nipples I really didn't have much in the way of a bust. I went on implanted pellets last December, and this is the result.

[Tara Emory]

It also takes a fair amount of effort to get my boobs to touch, and they don't project much on the sides. All in all, I'm just not that happy about how big they are compared to where I want them to be.

Being small and under the muscle, they sometimes do strange things if I'm not careful. Like this pic. Like if I shot this pic for my website it would never pass inspection (well, that and its a shitty camera phone shot). But as you can see, they can sometimes sit funny and have a big space between them.

-Tara

[tsmirandameadows]

It also takes a fair amount of effort to get my boobs to touch, and they don't project much on the sides. All in all, I'm just not that happy about how big they are compared to where I want them to be.

Being small and under the muscle, they sometimes do strange things if I'm not careful. Like this pic. Like if I shot this pic for my website it would never pass inspection.

-Tara

Yeah I remember at one of your parties you were talking to me and Tiffany about how much you wanted true cleavage and how fleeting it often was. I'm kinda in the same spot at the moment but am hopeful, given my rate of grown, that I can reach magical cleavage land with just hormones in the near future. I mean I'm a 34B after 10 months, and boobs generally take at least 2 years to grow, so odds are looking good.

[Tara Emory]

Yeah I remember at one of your parties you were talking to me and Tiffany about how much you wanted true cleavage and how fleeting it often was. I'm kinda in the same spot at the moment but am hopeful, given my rate of grown, that I can reach magical cleavage land with just hormones in the near future. I mean I'm a 34B after 10 months, and boobs generally take at least 2 years to grow, so odds are looking good.

yeah I started hormones a bit later on in life, and that's also why they've only done so much to things like hairline etc. (FFS will be another fundraiser maybe?). If you start hormones at 20 it's a lot better than if you're 30

[tsmirandameadows]

yeah I started hormones a bit later on in life, and that's also why they've only done so much to things like hairline etc. (FFS will be another fundraiser maybe?). If you start hormones at 20 it's a lot better than if you're 30

Yeah I was lucky to start them when I did. Unlucky in other respects, but at least I got out of the closet and on hormones while still in college.

Given the great response I'm getting from pellet hormones, FFS is probably my first priority for surgical enhancement. I mean a boob job would be much cheaper, but I was getting fucked in a hotel room that had a wall size mirror positioned by the bed the other day, and when I saw my tits hanging and bouncing around as I was getting pounded, it occurred to me that a boob job needn't be my first priority at this point, and depending how things shape up over the next year, may not even be necessary at all. FFS though I definitely want: hormones can't really do anything about a brow ridge that is way too strong in profile, among other things. Plus, having the clean break from my male face, which I still keep seeing out of the corner of my eye, would be nice.

[Tara Emory]

Yeah I was lucky to start them when I did. Unlucky in other respects, but at least I got out of the closet and on hormones while still in college.

Given the great response I'm getting from pellet hormones, FFS is probably my first priority for surgical enhancement. I mean a boob job would be much cheaper, but I was getting fucked in a hotel room that had a wall size mirror positioned by the bed the other day, and when I saw my tits hanging and bouncing around as I was getting pounded, it occurred to me that a boob job needn't be my first priority at this point, and depending how things shape up over the next year, may not even be necessary at all. FFS though I definitely want: hormones can't really do anything about a brow ridge that is way too strong in profile, among other things. Plus, having the clean break from my male face, which I still keep seeing out of the corner of my eye, would be nice.

I have similar feelings about FFS. I have a little brow ridge going on, and its the sort of thing that isn't noticable if I have bangs, but doing any hairstyle without bangs is dodgy on me. Plus I can see places where the brow is making my eyes look a bit tired, so a facelift at the same time will do me wonders.

My hairline is ok, and hormones helped keep me from a horrible fate like losing my hair, but it's never as glamourous as I'd like it to be, hence a lot of wigs and extensions (which works for me since I play a lot of different "characters".

But waking up without all that, I'm pretty unhappy with my face and that I'm not where I should be. So for me FFS is genuinely a self-image/well-being thing for me. Plus I'm a little older so FFS can shave off a few years at the same time.

[tsmirandameadows]

But waking up without all that, I'm pretty unhappy with my face and that I'm not where I should be. So for me FFS is genuinely a self-image/well-being thing for me. Plus I'm a little older so FFS can shave off a few years at the same time.

Yup, I know that EXACT feeling. I definitely feel like I have to put myself together a bit before I feel like it's me staring back in the mirror and not some hideous male doppleganger, lol. Now admittedly, not THAT much assembly is required, but I feel like I'll only ever be truly comfortable in my body when there's no assembly required.

[Tara Emory]

Well I can say you've come quite a way since you were here in Boston! But if you do FFS it'll soften out those features in ways the hormones don't.

I myself can't really see exactly where the hormones have softened my features, but I guess they have. I'm getting so much better at makeup, lighting and presentation that that and hormones are sort of fighting a tug of war with simple aging, meaning in some ways I can't see at all where I've aged a day in 12 years. I know I have. And I know that everyone looks at themselves and says they don't look any different.

But back as a 20 year old boy people thought I looked like I was 14, so I had that going for me. Plus people in my family live into their 90's so I have this grand sceme of things where I'm going to see if it's possible to look the same age as I do now, like into my 60's. Not that I think I'm going to be doing porn in my 60's, but who knows?

But if I'm still doing pin-up in my 50s and 60's that will be amazing.

[tsmirandameadows]

Well I can say you've come quite a way since you were here in Boston! But if you do FFS it'll soften out those features in ways the hormones don't.

I myself can't really see exactly where the hormones have softened my features, but I guess they have. I'm getting so much better at makeup, lighting and presentation that that and hormones are sort of fighting a tug of war with simple aging, meaning in some ways I can't see at all where I've aged a day in 12 years. I know I have. And I know that everyone looks at themselves and says they don't look any different.

But back as a 20 year old boy people thought I looked like I was 14, so I had that going for me. Plus people in my family live into their 90's so I have this grand sceme of things where I'm going to see if it's possible to look the same age as I do now, like into my 60's. Not that I think I'm going to be doing porn in my 60's, but who knows?

But if I'm still doing pin-up in my 50s and 60's that will be amazing.

Yeah, time can be an unfortunate thing. I love male attention, sex work, and being overtly sexual so much that I would be happy doing this until the day I die, were it not for the fact that I won't always be young and pretty. It's not that I don't have other talents or interests; it's just that I love this stuff and wish it could be a life long thing rather than a decade, or maybe a decade and a half if I really push it.

I actually had the opposite problem when I was 20 though. I can remember being a 19 year old college freshmen standing in line for a cup of coffee, chatting with a biology professor who happened to also be in the line, and he asked me something to the effect of "So what are you here at the University for? Law degree? MBA?" In other words, I looked a solid 6-8 years older than I actually was. But once I transitioned, the opposite pattern went into effect. Just last year, when I started working at the group home for foster youth, on my first day of training, one of the kids asked if I was a new resident or a new staff, i.e. she couldn't tell if I was teenager or in my early twenties, when in fact I was in my late twenties. My current avatar makes me look more mature I think -- in a good way though -- but despite that, living as a girl seems to be doing good things for people's perception of my age.

Oh and thank you for complimenting my progress! This is really a magical time in my life now that transition finally seems to be coming together for me. Boston was a magical time as well, but for non "oh my god I am a woman living a woman's life" reasons.

[BellaBellucci]

Ive done some pretty serious blonde/pink stuff, that I feel falls within the bimbo aesthetic. Plus bimbofication is something of a turn on from getting body modifications, which is something that legit turns me on.

I want to push what I do further, further into mainstream (almost cis-gendered female) fetish modellng porn. I do feel that my body has several shortcomings (of which I am not particularly upfront with sharing, but those who know me, know exactly what work I need done, FFS wise).

I once described it like I was telling everyone that I was having surgery to remove a thumb. And expecting everyone to be in an uproar because "Why would Tara ever do something like that!!", when in fact maybe I actually had 2 thumbs on one hand and had been cleverly been concealing the extra one, or photoshopping it out.

I've been very careful with my image in the photos I self-produce. If you look at stuff I did for other sites, (and some are worse than others), I look like shit, and you can easily see where room for improvement is.

Like I said, "trust me". I'm not going off the plastic surgery deep end here, with duck lips etc. etc..

I trust you! I was just trying to compliment you. Of course, I'll support whatever you decide.

~BB~