my t-girl diaries

[rikkie59]

Well, the reason I'm writing this is because I don't really have friends who I can openly talk about this part of my life but sometimes you just feel the need to share.

Let me start by saying my "interest" for t-girls was sparked probably about 3 years ago, although I didn't act upon it due to being in a serious relationship.

I'm from Antwerp and when I took a walk through the redlight district I always noticed that t-girls more so than genetic girls where always very interested in me, even offering me free sex etc. at that stage however I was not ready yet to admit to myself i was actually turned on by t-girls.
To give you an idea of how I look, I'm 26, I've been bodybuilding for nearly 10 years now and quite heavily tattooed, I guess t-girls more than genetic girls tend to like the "alpha look"... although on the inside I'm probably the most mellow dude you 'll ever meet lol

After a period of denial I finally got the courage together to try a t-girl....first experience was actually quite good but it left me feeling so confused it took 6 months before I 'd give it a go again, usually the experiences where just so so at the most.

The big problem with me is that when I'm horny I'm in a sort of high, but when that high comes to an end I start seeing all masculine features... hands, feet, knees and as a result of that I switch off completely leaving me with a bit of a sour aftertaste, In the period where I have been seeing t-girls I only had 3 girls that I found attractive too after sex, and even had me thinking about possibly more than sex.

At one day I saw an add on the net, of Gisele Brenda, I felt like giving it a last go after a bunch of dissapointments, she looked gorgeous on pictures so I thought to give it a go.
When I got there... wow, Gisele was the first TS that made my jaw drop, sex was fantastic, she got so caught up in it (and me too) that we were having sex without condom, not smart but....it says something about the built up tension... both us were versatile.
After sex I used my job to my advantage, I'm a pastry chef/chocolatier and I played that out to see her again without being a client (so she could experience my work) so a few days later I headed back to her with a big box of chocolates, we talked a little had a few drinks, some chocolates... she took me to her room after that "to talk" she said... but we didn't talk much... that night I remember we had sex 4 times (no money was involved), we tried to think about using condoms but again it didn't really work out as we were both just so turned on.
I started to really like Gisele, wich confused me a bit again, falling for a t-girl wasn't something I expected to happen... but so I asked her out... when I was waiting at the door she looked stunning when she showed up with her make up op on and classy dressed, we got in my car and at some redlights we started kissing and she started fumbling with my cock... we then parked right under the atomium and had sex in my car (wich was a van at the time so plenty of room), thinking back i'm lucky no police showed up, this was probably until today my ultimate t-girl experience, neither of us had condoms but we were so darn horny we didn't care (until after, luckily HIV test came out negative 3 months after) after that we drove back to her place were we started playing with each other again in the car, I eventually sucked & fingered her off while she was fingering me and jerked me off.
She invited me inside for a drink, we went to the bedroom to relax but we ended up having sex AGAIN (she really wore me out! lol).
After that we had some phonecalls, I was actually willing to try having a relationship with her but she was sure I'd leave her for a normal girl eventually... and a little later she went back to Brazil... until shortly we kept contact on facebook however she doesn't seem to come on there a lot anymore lately... this is a girl I still think about a lot and I genuinely hope to meet her again.

Not long after this experience I moved to London.
Again mostly so-so experiences, I tried going to way out club once to hook up in a more normal fashion but that's really not my kind of atmosphere so Went for the escorting route again.
I lived in London now for a year (and will be moving out again next month) and in that year I met 2 t-girls that I like, one is more friendship the other was simply a love at first sight thing, that normally nevers happens to me but she pulled it off to have me falling for her in the blink of an eye.

I will not use the real names of these girls as they obviously still work in UK and I don't want to get them in trouble with clients expecting the same treatment or whatever.
I will say though that both are quite known here and have a lot of admirerers on this website and have a porn background.

The first one, with who I think I now I have a friendship going on, was again looking gorgeous and had reasonable good reviews here.
I paid her 200 pounds for the hour, I would say that from a strictly "technical" perspective it was very good, however to my feeling it lacked passion, but she was a nice girl, and because so pretty I wanted to try to meet up in a different setting and make a "move" so I asked her fb, number etc. and a while later we went out clubbing together with another friend of hers...
Her friend seemed to be more into me then the girl herself so STUPID me decided to go for the easy route, Then i noticed the other girl got a bit jealous (although she said she was just joking) and then i realized what an idiot i was, and the icing on the cake the friend that came on to me then after the other girl had already left basically made clear that i wanted to stay with her that I would have to pay... choosing the easy way out left me empty handed that night! a lesson for the future...
Just recently we had a night out again, at a certain point she wanted to leave the club to change shoes and go to another club.
When we got to her place she felt too tired to continue clubbing but I could sleep at her place if I wanted, cause I was quite high on mandy and miauw miauw I thought that probably was the smartest thing to do, we took a few more lines of miauw miauw, we were in a chill mood got ready to go to bed.
Slightly unexpected, as I really thought/think she mainly sees me a friend rather than having sexual desires towards me, she grabbed my hand placed it on her boobs and massaged them hard, we were lying in spoon position and she started to push her ass in and out against me. we then massaged each other for a while, I rimmed her for a while and sucked her a bit but because of the drugs our cocks were asleep lol, that went on for several hours, although we didn't have "actual" sex... all in all it felt great.

Last girl I met and a close friend of the one mentioned above is probably the most beautiful t-girl I met EVER, tall, a smile that leaves you speechless, funny, sweet she had me by the balls from the first second.
Anyway again I paid 200 pounds for the hour, first she topped me and came inside me, i had a little issue reaching climax and she needed a rest (an hour and half had already passed) but she said she wouldn't let me leave without having an orgasm too we went for a drink in the living room and then went back to bedroom, first I gave her a massage... then she gave me one and at the end as she was massaging me she started pushing her cock inside me too gently riding me... then she realised she didn't put a condom so pulled back and put one on. she then was riding me quite hard for a while, but now wanted me to fuck her doggy and after she came on top of me, without condom I noticed too late unfortunately, looking back i think she might have "forgotten" on deliberately as she took a condom packet out.... and then less then 20sec later put my cock in her ass without touching it again.
Anyway, as she was on top of me she came again, however I still wasn't there yet, she then fingered me and jerked me off 'till I came aswell.

As she had no bookings anymore that night we went to watch some tv in each others arms, we got hungry so I got out to get us a snack, by the time I got back she didn't wear any make up anymore at all and she still looked attractive to me... because it was late and I had no chance on catching a tube anymore she offered me to stay for the night, when we woke up we had some amazing sex again (shame on me/us again no condom) Although she showed me a recent negative HIV test, I'll probably be safest to get one myself soon again.
T-girls tend to be more likely to neglect safe sex when horny compared to normal girl escorts ... I can't blame them though, when I'm horny it's probably the last thing I think about, although I should.

Not only did we hit it off great on sex level, we also seemed to connect on personal level quite well, we hoped on meeting up for a little party but due to unmatching agendas that didn't happen... However If I wasn't moving to the middle east next month, I would have tried all tricks I had up my sleeve to make her mine, she made me that crazy! lol

Felt good living through all these moments again, sorry for the long (first) post though guys

[rikkie59]

One thing I want to add to that is that those 3 great experiences far outweight the bad ones and I actually reached a point where a t-girl like the 3 mentioned have become more attractive to me than a "normal" girl. Apart from a child (wich I don't really want anyway) they can give you everything a Genetic girl can give and more... and sex is just that much more intense.
Other people who experienced the same?

[Louis_K]

interesting. that's why i have posted stories here too...can't talk to many about it.

[Jst426]

I agree - Tgirls are so sexy but unfortunately for me I havent found anyone that I find attractive and they find me attractive as well. Even though I keep myself in good shape I wouldnt even know where to go to find a Tgirl who would be looking to have a relationship

[rikkie59]

I agree - Tgirls are so sexy but unfortunately for me I havent found anyone that I find attractive and they find me attractive as well. Even though I keep myself in good shape I wouldnt even know where to go to find a Tgirl who would be looking to have a relationship

I met them through escorting aswell...
The one girl I liked so much had a pleasant surprise for me... she was travelling europe and she came a few days to my country (wich is a country she doesn't like lol) just to say goodbye as I'm leaving to the Middle East. Spent 2 nights together with her, only one of that we had sex the other we just talked... A relationship given the circumstances is near impossible but damn... the more I get to know the person behind the cute face the more I fall for her lol... life can take some odd turns.
We agreed on staying in touch... and whatever happens happens I guess...