A straight male models fantasy comes true

[Theplace]

My first modeling offer came to me when I was 19 years old.

Two years later I had traveled across the United States and Europe doing magazine shoots, runway shows and campaigns for clothing companies.

At 6ft tall, with a fit physique, I was able to do fitness and fashion work. After a couple years of modeling, I quit. I never enjoyed it, photo shoots were boring and I never felt challenged. I knew I needed to quit when Abercrombie & Fitch wanted me I their catalog 3 times, but I turned them down 3 times. It wasn't for me, the money was never enough.

So I settled into a real job. I started a business, and haven't regretted it.

Since I was a child, I always remember being attracted to certain type of women. Women with hard bodes, muscle tone, and sharp features.

I'll never forget the first time I saw a TS. I didn't know she was a TS. I was just attracted to her. Her face, body, the way she moved, everything.

When I found out she was not GG, I was surprised, and began thinking.

I began exploring my mind, questioning what I am attracted to. Testing myself.

The testing would go like this: I'd look at gay porn, naked men with large erections, fit bodies of all types... It never excited me. Then I'd look at women, attractive thin women, they rarely excited me. Then I'd look at fitness women, women with a little muscle and tone, sharp facial features, they would excite me.

Then it got deeper. I began looking at female bodybuilders. I developed a fetish for very muscular women. For several years I only looked at female bodybuilders, & would only masterbate toor sleep with them.

Then something happened. I began exploring TS porn. Once I started looking at TS porn, I couldn't stop. It became my only source of porn. I was amazed at how excited TS girls got me. I began looking at webcam models, this excited me the most. Showing them my body, watching them move, doing what they asked, asking them to do things, I enjoyed it all.

I was afraid to pursue a relationship in real life though. So I continued dating GG's that I was attracted to. When I wasn't getting enough sex, the only source of porn I would look at remained TS porn.

To this day, it is the only source of porn I look at.

One day, I decided to meet a TS girl in real life. I made contact, we chatted a bit, we both felt comfortable, exchanged pictures, set a time, and we met.

The instant our eyes met, I became fully aroused, She was very pleased with what she saw as well. We talked, enjoyed conversation, then we couldn't resist each other.

It was the most amazing sexual experience I have ever had. The way her body felt, the way she moved, the things we did, it was all a dream like experience. We both finished at the same time, it played out like a perfect dream, no GG had ever satisfied me like that. I have never been physically satisfied like that since. I never knew it would feel so good to let her be in me, I never knew she would feel so good to be inside of. I had done anal with GG's before plenty of times, but she was so much better than any GG. She was tighter in every way. Being inside her was better than any GG, the way she kissed was better, her mouth on me was so much better.

Was I nervous? Yes. But The nerves I felt on my way to meet her were extinguished the moment we met, I can't explain why. After it was over, we cleaned up, I tucked her into bed, and I kissed her good bye, and it felt so natural to just leave. It was part of the satisfaction. We were both so physically satisfied, yet no awkward emotions lingered.

On my way home, all I could think about was how badly I wished I had done this sooner in my life, how satisfying she was, how much I wanted to satisfy her again, how beautiful everything about her was.

The confusion I felt didn't upset me, rather it was exhilarating. I realized the conflict within me, based on the choices I made, were a part of my life that I will have to accept. I realized that there are no boundaries to love, beauty, sex, and how to respect the beautiful choices we all make.

That one experience was so powerful. i am amazed at how that single experience changed me. I love TS women more than any other.

Thankful to have this forum to share this experience.

[Bobdutch59]

Thank you for sharing your story, I have always been attracted to GG's but one evening, out of curiosity I watched a 32 minute filmclip on the net, Transsexual Road Trip 5 with Alondra and I was smitten. I never thought I could have been at 54, but there you have it. Alondra with her body and her movements, looked so much more feminine than a GG, it felt very natural watching it. After seeing that filmclip and this beautiful creature I am fascinated with tgirls. Meeting one irl being married, might prove harder than in your case. But who knows what the future has in store.......

[Theplace]

Thanks for the comment! Tgirls are pure fantasy for me, like you said, so much more feminine.

Ya, marriage makes it difficult, hopefully you'll be able to figure it out!