Apparently I'm a Meth Head Now...

[TsJizelle]

As some of you have noticed, I have been M.I.A the last few months. There have been numerous inquiries about my disappearance both publicly and privately and it's time to rest some of the rumours.

Have you retired from porn?

Simply, yes.

Why did you leave?

I left for personal and uncontrolled reasons. This will be addressed in my tell all book which is currently in negotiations with a publisher.


What happened with Grooby?

As Seanchai has disclosed, due to an unrealistic financial budget, the funds weren't there to continue on my position as Webmistress with Grooby.

Meth head?

The irony behind this claim is entertaining considering the source it came from. Anyone who knows me personally, is well aware that I did have a severe addiction issue as a teenager. I have been clean for nearly 6 years, in spite of the pressures by those who work professionally here in Canada. (if you're smart enough, you'll read between the lines). But as mentioned above, further details describing such events will be addressed in my book.

I do want to thank all those who showed concern over my well being. A few months ago I attempted suicide. I was in a very dark place and thankfully I have been able to come full circle.

any further questions, I'll happily address.

[TSMichelleAustin]

Take time to work on you! Dont let haters bring you down or put you on their level. As long as you are in a good place, and healthy thats all that matters. Sometimes guys have to see that porn isnt our whole lives and that some of us have to move on from porn! I wish u tons of success in your book and all you do! You will be missed in front of camera but I am sure working on your life right now is most important!!! Keep head up lady, we have all been in a very dark spot in our lives that we feel we need to take it! But most of us dont and crawl ourselves out! Looks like your doing just that!

[castor_troyuk]

Glad to see you are doing better now. I'll be sure to pick up the book. Keep smiling and hopefully in the light

[luger17]

I'm glad to hear you're doing better....Best wishes on on future endeavors.

[Wendy Summers]

How about the rumor you were secretly, madly & passionately in love with me?

In all seriousness - you time is good. I hope you find the life you want and its a happy one.

[WendyWilliams]

Tell all book? Curious is your popularity in Canada that big you could bring in a curious audience for such a task? Please don't take that as rude just curious as I know the Porn Industry in Canada as a whole is well very limited to the area. So curious as how any publisher would be able to justify unless self publishing which is realistic for your own therapy. Now I could see a book about your drug addiction, your moments in Porn etcc..

Sorry Just curious


And Congrats on your sobriety.

[TsJizelle]

Wendy Williams - my book isn't entirely based around my presence in the industry. it's been written in an autobiographical platform addressing issues of self discovery and to bring awareness to gender issues. so calling it a "tell all" book is misguiding the intentions of the book, however many unknown facts about my experiences in the industry both personally and professionally will be addressed.

and thank you to all the well wishes let the love be more influential than the hate

[youngblood61]

Glad to hear you are doing well Jizelle. You were and still are a favorite,and in my book 1st class all the way!

[WendyWilliams]

I sincerely hope you don't think I was "hating" per your reference as I was just curious since you used the word "tell all".

[TsJizelle]

I didn't take it that way at all Wendy!! that last line is for those who have concern over what will be addressed in the book and what was said about me being a meth head. as most of us know, we're not a somebody because we have fans, we're a somebody because we have haters!