When did you finally realize you were a sissy bitch?

[Chaos]

This is obviously a "forced feminization" fantasy.it's actually a kinda popular fetish.google it.
I can tell you as someone who is ts and has allot of ts friends (from all different types of walks if life) i never heard a "coming out" story like this.i also don't know any ts woman who identify as a "sissy bitch".that's like calling oneself a "he-she", it's super insulting and and counter productive to being accepted as a woman like all ts woman desire.

Not to be the thorn here but do all ts transition exactly the same? I've seen gay men that turn to crossdressing,call themselves sissies and whatnot,and eventually transition....After they did they didn't call themselves sissies anymore. The OP even stated there hasn't been a transition YET. It isn't always easy to change the vernacular you're used to...
My point being there are all kinds of people in the world and infinite stories about them...Who can honestly say they've seen everything that can possibly happen anywhere and therefore this story is nothing but a lie? No one even tried to believe it,it was attack from the get go.....And lets be clear...I read this as a story where someone that was feminized,and used to being called a sissy,was dumped by the dominant person and decided that being a girl might be better than the name calling and humiliation....But lets just go for face value and attack them right?

[ditadior]

i've read mein kampf...it doesn't mean i'm associated with crazy nazis. reading is fundamental and it keeps you abreast of funny shit. don't pull a dita and leave...that's one less person for me to argue with.

I get a e-mail from a private message from a good customer of mine that is close to my heart and then I see another private message I recently didn't open and ignored about this.

So I searched my name.

I think its funny. Yes I am a attention whore it's been proven many times. I made a thread to post my goodbyes yes big deal. It was my choice and I knew that I was going to get torn apart. But I have some close friends in the community/industry and people I have met and kept close to. I didn't want to just disappear and have people wonder what happened. Yes, it shouldn't bother me and I should have just left but the thing is I care and I didn't want to leave a unknown or have possible things said about me so I posted it.

Message boards are open topics and we all have points to prove and opinons to express but going and stating the obvious or sulking isn't cool.

Rally I don't like you nor care what you have to say. This thread wasn't even about me and you wanted to post my name just to start some shit.

Are you a man of colour? Because you act like a fucking nigger.
Yes I said it. I have my feelings towards types of people of colour don't get me wrong I have my racist tendancies we all do and if you don't well then good for you.

But from my understanding and experiences I just don't get along or agree with black men. Negative, always want to cuss you out, have the last word, and try to read you when it's not needed.

Maybe it's because I got raped at 15 in Montreal in a alley way by a group of thugs after a drag show I did. I don't know maybe that's why I'm negative towards black men or race in general. But what you do is wrong regardless of what colour you are.

What i'm just trying to say if I didn't word it right (since I don't want to revise this nor re-read this I want it over and done with) your acting like a stereotypical black man even if your not.


As I told the faggot who texted my cell phone today to leave me alone you should just drop it and move along with life same as I have , but I have to step back a couple minutes and school your ignorant ass because of your loud queeny mouth.

I'm finally speaking my mind because I don't give a fuck anymore. I am not in this industry I WAS had some great memories, met and interacted with many and made great friends that I will keep for life through this trade. But I met alot of idiots and assholes through this trade.

Many I shut my mouth and walked away and made myself look proper so I could look better then others and compete and make myself get that dollar or get that title. I don't care anymore.

You could think I'm satin I don't care I have my boyfriend who loves me. I have a family that has me close and both are leading me down the right path with helping me on guiding me in the right direction since I lead myself down the wrong path in the past MANY times.

It helped me and learned things but still..


Anyway yet again the attention whore has rambled on along more then needed but what I am trying to say is

Rally your a fucking faggot and need to shut your mouth. And thanks for putting this big smile on my face today.

I said I wasn't going to say anything and just ignore everything but you pissed me off enough that I had to.

Who hates me now I don't give a fuck. Go print a picture of me out and piss on it go enjoy your day. Forget about me like you forgot about many in the past. Don't continue to reopen topics to make yourself the attention source or to just be a shit disturber.


I maybe a attention whore Rally but are you any better?
I'm done I'm finished.

Enjoy tearing me apart, but I just wanted to say whats on my mind. All I know is if Rally was walking down the street and walked past me he wouldn't say anything because he would know I would end up in a jail cell at the end of the day and he would be in a different condition.

Fuck you and get a life. Others have and maybe you should follow in their pathes instead of using a hobby of lurking fetishes and porn on the internet to pass your time away.

[Chaos]

And with Dita's post I rest my case on sane transitions....

[Chaos]

Rally I don't like you nor care what you have to say. This thread wasn't even about me and you wanted to post my name just to start some shit.

Are you a man of colour? Because you act like a fucking nigger.
Yes I said it. I have my feelings towards types of people of colour don't get me wrong I have my racist tendancies we all do and if you don't well then good for you.

But from my understanding and experiences I just don't get along or agree with black men. Negative, always want to cuss you out, have the last word, and try to read you when it's not needed.

Maybe it's because I got raped at 15 in Montreal in a alley way by a group of thugs after a drag show I did. I don't know maybe that's why I'm negative towards black men or race in general. But what you do is wrong regardless of what colour you are.

What i'm just trying to say if I didn't word it right (since I don't want to revise this nor re-read this I want it over and done with) your acting like a stereotypical black man even if your not.


As I told the faggot who texted my cell phone today to leave me alone you should just drop it and move along with life same as I have , but I have to step back a couple minutes and school your ignorant ass because of your loud queeny mouth.

I'm finally speaking my mind because I don't give a fuck anymore. I am not in this industry I WAS had some great memories, met and interacted with many and made great friends that I will keep for life through this trade. But I met alot of idiots and assholes through this trade.

Many I shut my mouth and walked away and made myself look proper so I could look better then others and compete and make myself get that dollar or get that title. I don't care anymore.

You could think I'm satin I don't care I have my boyfriend who loves me. I have a family that has me close and both are leading me down the right path with helping me on guiding me in the right direction since I lead myself down the wrong path in the past MANY times.

It helped me and learned things but still..


Anyway yet again the attention whore has rambled on along more then needed but what I am trying to say is

Rally your a fucking faggot and need to shut your mouth. And thanks for putting this big smile on my face today.

I said I wasn't going to say anything and just ignore everything but you pissed me off enough that I had to.

Who hates me now I don't give a fuck. Go print a picture of me out and piss on it go enjoy your day. Forget about me like you forgot about many in the past. Don't continue to reopen topics to make yourself the attention source or to just be a shit disturber.


I maybe a attention whore Rally but are you any better?
I'm done I'm finished.

Enjoy tearing me apart, but I just wanted to say whats on my mind. All I know is if Rally was walking down the street and walked past me he wouldn't say anything because he would know I would end up in a jail cell at the end of the day and he would be in a different condition.

Fuck you and get a life. Others have and maybe you should follow in their pathes instead of using a hobby of lurking fetishes and porn on the internet to pass your time away.

First, he used your name to describe an action...
Second, You're the one with diarrhea of the mouth, being so bold when you're leaving....
I will give you partial credit...You are right...Rally wouldn't say anything to you.....screen names can't talk on their own. And are threats REALLY the way to go? I suppose if you knew what he actually looked like it MIGHT be a fair fight.....but you don't...So explain how you hurt someone you can't see?
Honestly I was an admirer of yours until you proved how immature and irresponsible you really are as of late... and you're REALLY stupid if you think calling anyone out for being here isn't the pot calling the kettle black....

This is also like the third time you said you were finished....
And Satin??? it is S-A-T-A-N......no one thinks you're a fabric.
And don't lie...you're speaking your "mind" because you're running away....

[ditadior]

First, he used your name to describe an action...
Second, You're the one with diarrhea of the mouth, being so bold when you're leaving....
I will give you partial credit...You are right...Rally wouldn't say anything to you.....screen names can't talk on their own. And are threats REALLY the way to go? I suppose if you knew what he actually looked like it MIGHT be a fair fight.....but you don't...So explain how you hurt someone you can't see?
Honestly I was an admirer of yours until you proved how immature and irresponsible you really are as of late... and you're REALLY stupid if you think calling anyone out for being here isn't the pot calling the kettle black....

This is also like the third time you said you were finished....
And Satin??? it is S-A-T-A-N......no one thinks you're a fabric.
And don't lie...you're speaking your "mind" because you're running away....

First two times I was not ready and didnt completely delete and erase it all from my life and came back this time I won't.

Honestly I don't care if you were an admirer or not. You liked my body that's it as for anything else you didn't so I don't care if you were or not I didn't show anyone who I was on here I acted and was fake because no one needs or desirves to see who I really am nor will you ever.


Running away from what? That I don't want to be apart of the adult industry and living my life for other people. I'm not running away I'm leaving since this chapter of mine is completeled and I felt nothing more from it.

There is more to life then sex, porn and such. It deffinatly is a big part of how we live and survive but as for depending on it and relying on it is pathetic

[scroller]

Wow, I was enjoying this thread and then it went totally oblong!

[Chaos]

Honestly I don't care if you were an admirer or not. You liked my body that's it as for anything else you didn't so I don't care if you were or not I didn't show anyone who I was on here I acted and was fake because no one needs or desirves to see who I really am nor will you ever.

Shows how little you really know...
I originally liked your attitude....as for your body? Seen and fucked better. Get over yourself.
You didn't ACT fake you ARE fake and so many people know it I would not be surprised if leaving the industry is the result. You showed PLENTY of people you're a backbiting psycho who can't even keep her head on with even the mention of her name...regardless of whether it's directly linked to you or not.
I couldn't even spend a penny on you....I'd want change back.
And being a bit crazy myself I HAVE seen the real you....Crazy knows crazy.
And you didn't have a problem relying on porn before....and you didn't think it was pathetic then,and don't lie and say you did....because that makes you pathetic too. But I'm sure there are tons of people grateful you just called them pathetic... Pot and Kettle again....

[RallyCola]

And with Dita's post I rest my case on sane transitions....

i feel torn....do i respond in kind with a diatribe to end all diatribes or just leave it alone. i really don't think anyone wants to hear what i would have to say about dita, especially since this thread isn't about her.

oh well...so i'm a nigger faggot. i guess it could be worse, i could be dita dior.

[ditadior]

Shows how little you really know...
I originally liked your attitude....as for your body? Seen and fucked better. Get over yourself.
You didn't ACT fake you ARE fake and so many people know it I would not be surprised if leaving the industry is the result. You showed PLENTY of people you're a backbiting psycho who can't even keep her head on with even the mention of her name...regardless of whether it's directly linked to you or not.
I couldn't even spend a penny on you....I'd want change back.
And being a bit crazy myself I HAVE seen the real you....Crazy knows crazy.
And you didn't have a problem relying on porn before....and you didn't think it was pathetic then,and don't lie and say you did....because that makes you pathetic too. But I'm sure there are tons of people grateful you just called them pathetic... Pot and Kettle again....

Probably so.
As for the comment to my body I was referring to you seeing my body and that's it I wasn't comparing myself to anyone else so don't be rude in that form.

I'm done. Go call Lucy bisset or Shyla wild lol go share your money with those faggots.

I said my piece and that's all Rally fuck you and ya ciao bitches.

[RallyCola]

Probably so.
As for the comment to my body I was referring to you seeing my body and that's it I wasn't comparing myself to anyone else so don't be rude in that form.

I'm done. Go call Lucy bisset or Shyla wild lol go share your money with those faggots.

I said my piece and that's all Rally fuck you and ya ciao bitches.

the difference is that i don't want to fuck you. but i'm sure if i waived a nice crisp $50 bill in front of you, you'd fuck me on camera and post it here as a sexual conquest.