The human psyche is an incredible thing, able to create such incredible images of the mind, that can manifest into semi experiential physical manifestations of being. This for me is one such meandering thought and passionate indulgence of the mind, that one day turn from vision and fantasy to reality.

For many years I have developed a growing and ever increasing desire to experience the physical and psychoSexual passionate entwine embrace of a divine Transexual woman. I have as many of do certain mental images and projections of the perfect woman. Perhaps the closest in terms of real TS to the images of my minds eye is Erika Schnieder, slim velveteen smooth skin, killer curves, well hung , ample breasts gorgeous face and smile to die for. The scenario that often plays out in my mind, is soft rose tinted glasses type of image, seduction and exploration into mutually orgasmic bliss. I hope my humble efforts read well and convey my minds visualy images texture and feeling.

I stood in front of the smart apartment door, a few minutes early for the appointment I had made with Erika, this moment filled with a tremble of trepidation that I could feel permeate every fibre of my body had been a long time comming.

In fact it had been nearly 10 years of personal fascination and indulgance of the mind that had drawn me to this point of the precipice in life's permanent course of exploration. Since my early 20's when I first saw an image of a Transexual in an old adult pornographic magazine, it tilted my mind into a spin of interest and confusion...how can this be such a beautifle women large breasted, paroxide blonde hair, rose full lips ..and yet she held a huge cock in her hand and it was her own ...what to think ..confused , I put the magazine aside and continud my foray into girls and sexual adventure. Yet often I found myself drawn back to this image and it's effect on my own cock..one of throbbing desire. Time passed and the internet became a sea of visual orgasmic delight, eros, hung angel and a number of other sites have become fond favourite's. Dvd's and online videos allowed me to watch and see so many wonderfull things. I explored with anal toys, dildo's and inflatable butt plugs, my GG partner was happy to indulge with the occasional strap on for me to enjoy yet I still craved the feeling of warm flesh and the real thing.

So I scoured the ad's and escorts, looking to find the ever perfect woman ( I must say at this point, I dont like and pubic hair on women, silky smooth is divine, and the same is for TS girls) so many fabulously attractive ladies, so many fit the the perfect image, choices choices we are spolit for choices in the UK especially London. Now for me, my foray into the reality of sharing time and space with my divine image of a TS is one that maybe perhaps just the one and only time, it might take me to an life long addiction I have no idea, so it must be just right. The reviews on HungAngels are so beneficial and without them I may not have made up my mind.Phone calls were made, just to talk a little, discuss thoughts scenarios idea's get a feel for the person soon to be met.

The apartment door was no more than 10 inches in front of me, my breath was nervous and my heart felt as though it might explode out of my chest in a second, though the corrider I now stood in was empty and long, I could hear my heart beat pounding inside my head like a huge drum the sound was almost deafening in the silence, though only having showered some 2 hours ago, my palms were clammy with trepidation. I raised my hand nervously knuckles ready to knock softly on the door, yet I was frozen and could not bring myself to knock, what a waste of a journey time and effort, all those nights easing ever larger plugs inside me to ensre I was able receive Erika glorrious length should I get paste this moments fear and hesitation.

Without warning the door opened, I nearly jumped back in fright were in not for the sight that overwhelmed my eyes, transfixed I stood mouth open in awae, Erika stood before me and spoke in a soft honey voice "hello darling I had spied you though the looking glass in the door, you looked so nervous that I thought it easier to help you on your way" Her perfume worked it's way to my sense and my head was filled with the scent of Jasmine, light and delicate. She was quite simply stunning, 5'9 in bare feet, dressed in black stockings suspenders, silk french knickers, a semi translucent bra and a light white long silken gown. Unable to utter a word in reply, she reached out her hand took mine in her's and said "wont you at least come in?"

I stepped through the door way into an immaculate modern apartment, she led me though to the lounge and said "would you like some tea or something a little stronger" I replied "Earl Grey tea black if you have it" I watched her walk towards the kitchen, she seemed to simply glide across the floor, the shape of her buttocks shimmering against the silken robes that looked to cascade off her like a waterfall. I sat nervously while I heard the tea being made, and she returned with tea in hand, this time I was able to watch her walk towards me..as if I was the only person sitting at the front of a model's catwalk runway. Her ample breasts encased in translucent blak silk bra over which the white silk gown shimmered. She looked me in the eye as she passed me the tea, leaned forward and lightly kissed me on the lips before whispering "dont be nervous honey, relax a little no need to stress"...we sat down on a white leather sofa, she had some wonderfull modern art and certainly good taste in decor and design.

The tea allowed me to relax a little, we talked and chatted for a while, till she moved a little closer and kissed me on my neck, whispering in my ear and she nuzzled closer, "so do you find what you see appealing?" I replied " I never thought that such beauty could be so true, you are from just this vantage everything I hoped and dreamed for" Erika said in a soft husky voice "but my darling you have seen so very little of what is really here, there is so much more I have to show and share with you" " Here follow me to the bedroom I want you to see and experience that which your heart and mind truly desires"

She took my hand stood up and gently drew me to the bedroom where in all my wildest orgasmic dreams I had wanted to so much be taken to ....


Part 2 to follow soon ...