1. How did you get in to porn?

As with so many other models and performers in this niche, Grooby Productions gave me my first real shot in the business with an appearance on their flagship website, Shemaleyum.com. In the summer of 2006 I posted some crumby looking pictures on a webmasters forum that caters to the shemale niche and within a day of my post the CEO of Grooby invited me to model for his company. I drove 1400 miles to Sarasota Florida from Dallas, Texas in a car that ran on little more than wishes, with only a couple hundred dollars in my pocket. I was a nervous wreck because I hadn’t heard from the photographer until the 11th hour once I arrived. I was certain I was going to be stuck in Florida with no way to get home. I was wrong and the decision to make that trip completely altered the course of my life.

2. Does your family know what you do?

Indeed they do. My siblings knew from the outset but it wasn’t until mid-2008 that I finally let my mother know what I was up to. I wrote her a letter from Hollywood, CA. explaining everything. It wasn’t as hard as I thought it’d be to send that information along and I’m glad I did. My mother has explicit trust in her kid’s intellect, moral fiber and decision making skills.

3. Do you think someone who chooses to never to have the full surgery can lead a normal life outside the porn world?

I’ve never met anyone who has led a normal life, surgery or no. In my 32 years, I certainly haven’t. I think a more pertinent question would be; can someone live happily with the decisions they make, whatever they may be? They can and do. Every day. But let’s stick with your question… My answer is this: What’s the worst possible thing that can happen? Someone raises an eyebrow? A little kid snickers? Do those things hold enough weight to negate all the concessions your friends and family have made on your behalf to insure your happiness? Do they hold enough weight to cancel out the good deeds and sacrifices you’ve made on behalf of your loved ones? Unless you’re a completely useless tool who thrives on praise, strangers simply can’t touch you. (I’m pretty sure there are laws against it.)

4. What do you think is the biggest challenge of shemale porn vs. the mainstream porn.

I wasn’t aware that there was a challenge of any sort. I used to drive my ex-fiancé (Ex porn performer, Megan Murray) around to all of her shoots, blood tests and agency meetings. I went to her industry parties, shook hands with all her fellow performers, spoke with her directors, and watched her perform live on set. Now I do all of those very same things for myself in the shemale/tranny niche. Whether by proxy in the mainstream or by direct experience in the shemale niche, this job seems equally easy and challenging in both camps.

5. Do you think the gay rights movement has helped the acceptance of the TS community in any way? As in people being more accepting of who people are, not their sexual orientation or what gender they wish to be?

A couple things here. One: I have no more idea what a TS community looks like than I do a sandwich eaters community. There are no secret meetings. There is no club where we all hang out and discuss our collective social acceptability. I’ve only ever known individuals. Their level of acceptance was based squarely on how fully formed they were as human beings, not how fully their gender identity was formed. Two: I’m from Texas and our state government blocks out terms such as Gay, Rights, and Activist across all media platforms… so I don’t really understand the words you are using.

6. What do you think about shemale porn "often" being connected to gay porn?Also that a lot of people think guys interested in shemale porn are gay.

It’s a non-issue. People are mistaken about many things all over the world, all the time. This particular misunderstanding bares absolutely no real world or dire consequence to anyone involved at any time, in any place. Ever.

7. Do you think that TS girls or those that go for the full operation are more accepted in today’s society?

See the answer to question 3.

8. Do you think there should be condoms in porn?

Yeah, if you and your fellow performer choose to wear one for the scene, I think logic clearly dictates that one SHOULD be worn. The decision to wear a condom just wouldn’t work very well if you didn’t follow through with the actual wearing of the condom.
I’ve been working the sex trade for about 6 years now, in all its weird little incarnations and I can tell you with a straight face that I have buddies, friends, hell, a younger brother, that has had more sex than me… all unprotected with cute little unplanned nieces, nephews and godchildren to back it up – yet, no one gives two craps about legislating those yahoos! They haven’t the wherewithal to get tested once a year let alone every 28 days. For me, it’s an industry mandate, yet I’m the dangerous wreck loose riding some razors edge.


9. Is there a lot of discrimination against you in the mainstream world when people find out that you’re not a natural woman?

Nope.

10. There’s been controversy over the last few years about ‘crossover’ actors who do shemale porn then go and do mainstream porn.* What are your thoughts on this?

As older generations die off newer, better people take their place. One day, somewhere off in the future, this controversy will cease to be an issue.

11. Now that the “don’t ask don’t tell” has been abolished in the US military, can you see TS girls trying for positions in the military? Or do you think that’s still too much for the public to accept?

I have not polled enough transgendered people to make a definitive assessment of that particular situation… I can say this. Most young people wouldn’t join the military these days. The Army, Navy and Marines are having a hell of a time filling the barracks. Those kids don’t even have anything going on other than cheesewhiz, sody pop and videa’ games. I imagine a transgendered person has even better things to be concerned with that would keep them from joining the military. I’m pretty sure it’s not an issues of ‘can’ it’s an issue of ‘I don’t have enough time in my day to see the endocrinologist, go to the divorce lawyer and pick up my kids from school while trying to figure out why my tits are so sore this week…’

12. Do you want to go the whole way (sex reassignment surgery) sooner or later? Why, why not?

Nah. I like me. I’m just swell.

13. What's your biggest fetish?

Der Latex ein der feets.


14. What do you think about your partner having a smaller penis than you? (or must your partner have a bigger penis than you?)

That’s kind of a presumptuous question. A: Why does it have to be a boyfriend? B: Why would anyone immediately assume, (fantasize) a boyfriend would have a smaller penis rather than an equally matched or even a larger sized unit? I think that question was sent in by a third party… doesn’t quite sound right.

15. Most "kinky" place you've had sex and where would you like to have sex but haven’t yet?

Tame as hell really… bathroom stall. Where would I LIKE to have sex? In Chastity Lynn’s ass. She is so ridiculously, oddly gorgeous.

16. Favorite sex position?

Left.

17. Does "size" matter to you? Can it also be too big for you to fit it in and what’s the biggest you´ve ever had?

Yeah, it kind of does. Unwrapping a pants gift only to find a small penis is a little disheartening. All humans are attracted to virility… but it’s a little deeper than that, (derp) there’s a tactile sensation to the fullness of a well-endowed penis that’s very pleasing. The largest one I have ever had was some one time, forgotten faced, no name from my escorting days. In fact the only thing I remember is thinking… “wow this is the biggest one I’ve seen by far”. And then I never thought of it again till just now.

18. Do you rather like to be on top or on the bottom with a guy?

Bottom. I’m not a very interesting or interested top with a guy… with a girl or a trans? Look out! The Bitch Titted Cum Thruster is on the prowl! Don’t laugh, that’s a scientific term.

19. Do you have "anal orgasms"? Without jerking yourself.

Never heard of that. It just generally feels good is all.

20. Who is your favorite (also TS) pornstar besides yourself?

Dude, let me fuck ‘em all at least once before you go asking such questions.