my ts experience

[davedavidson]

I would consider myself a straight guy. I have had many girlfriends and whenver I see a hot woman I always look at her and think about what it would be like to sleep with her. However since I was about 16-17, I came accross a video while looking at normal female porn, it was of a ts. I was instantly aroused by this and could'nt understand why. Its now been some years since then and I still look at this porn regularly and have come close to visiting a ts escort but just havn't quite done it. I suppose the main reason is that as soon as I have finished jacking off, I suddenly feel disgusted with myself for doing it and often tell myself that this is the last time I will ever look at that and I need to just get on with a normal life. I hang around with a very masculine group of friends and have done for nearly all my life and if I slept with a ts it could lead to some massive complications that would make the whole experience not worth while.

I'm sure that if sleeping with a ts was accepted in society then a lot more guys would be doing it. I guess there are a lot of people in the same position as me, I mean I have absolutely no attraction to men whatsoever and would never even consider getting intimate with a man because the idea repulses me. How did others go ahead with their first ts experience?

[Jack2383]

Dave, your post is EXACTLY how I am and feel in every way about the whole ts scene, even to your points about feeling disgusted after jacking off and having a masculine group of mates that whouldnt accept!!! Its a pleasent surprise reading someone elses feeling that match my own 100%! The only difference is, I went one step further and have been with a ts...

Thanks for your post!!!

[amberskyi]

how nice to hear.people feeling disgusted for being attracted to us.just what i needed to get my morning started.

[Jack2383]

Apologies for using/taking the word "disgusted". The more appropriate word I should have used was "wrong", as I feel it is wrong for me to be attracted to ts's as i class myself as a very straight man.

Didnt mean to offend anyone...

[amberskyi]

Apologies for using/taking the word "disgusted". The more appropriate word I should have used was "wrong", as I feel it is wrong for me to be attracted to ts's as i class myself as a very straight man.

Didnt mean to offend anyone...

hmmmm...im going to leave this alone.these self hating/am i gay/how do i deal threads get very tiresome.yall should really keep this shit to yourself.

[robertlouis]

Apologies for using/taking the word "disgusted". The more appropriate word I should have used was "wrong", as I feel it is wrong for me to be attracted to ts's as i class myself as a very straight man.

Didnt mean to offend anyone...

Although the definition doesn't really bother me, I guess by most definitions I'm straight. I like gg's and tg's, but always for so-called "straight" sex - have never bottomed and have no wish to do so. And my taste for post-op girls is I guess all much of the same thing. I like girls who are feminine in looks, manner and outlook. Guys in wigs and big cocks turn me off.

Being with a tgirl who wants to be treated like a woman is my ideal. It might be for you too.

[davedavidson]

its not so much a feeling of being disgusted with the type of porn. but disgusted with doing something that could potentially damage my life as it is and change a lot of people's views about me. Although I think one of my friends once saw some of the stuff on my computer and it was probably the most awkward moment of my life. I managed to blag it, but I reckon he still has suspicions and probably told all my other friends.

Amber I'm sorry if i offended you by saying that because I really didn't mean it in the way that you thought.

[scotlandlover]

Fuck man accept it you like shemales and transsexuals there is nothing 'wrong' about it you are attracted to women some have pussys some have cocks its all fun I have a laddish group of mates who all know i like shemales the call me a tranny chaser but they certainly dont think i like guys.If most guys were 100% honest I say 60% would admit being attracted to shemales. So chill go fuck a tranny and get on with your fuckin life

[BigDF]

its not so much a feeling of being disgusted with the type of porn. but disgusted with doing something that could potentially damage my life as it is and change a lot of people's views about me. Although I think one of my friends once saw some of the stuff on my computer and it was probably the most awkward moment of my life. I managed to blag it, but I reckon he still has suspicions and probably told all my other friends.

Amber I'm sorry if i offended you by saying that because I really didn't mean it in the way that you thought.

Not sure how what to make of all this. If you're disgusted with yourself for doing whatever it is you're doing, why are you still here and posting about it? Most of us are here because we like t-girls and enjoy watching the porn. You should decide whether you like t-girls or not, and then act accordingly, rather than whine about how disgusted you feel. Come back when you've grown up a little.

[SirCumsAlot]

Not sure how what to make of all this. If you're disgusted with yourself for doing whatever it is you're doing, why are you still here and posting about it? Most of us are here because we like t-girls and enjoy watching the porn. You should decide whether you like t-girls or not, and then act accordingly, rather than whine about how disgusted you feel. Come back when you've grown up a little.

excactly. I was going to post something similar but you beat me to it. I mean, he did went far enough to make a HA account, plus find this site. I've been into tgirls since my early teens, I'm 24 now, and I'm JUST finding out about HA late last year