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Thread: I'm not dead
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05-31-2011 #11
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Re: I'm not dead
Who said Bella was a bottom?
I've neverdone good things
I've never done bad things
I've never done anything out of the blue
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05-31-2011 #12
Re: I'm not dead
Yo girl we all make sacrafices and not every girl has a bloodlust for you. Alot of what you write strikes me as sanctimonious and it irritates me, but I don't wish you any harm or sucky times.
Life is hard for most of us, and it would be nice if you could try and talk about your feelings without casting blanket criticisms of every other girl around. Not cool, not welcome. You want to have community look for a way to build not tear down.
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05-31-2011 #13
Re: I'm not dead
Told ya so!
I did.
We do not all make sacrifices, and you know it! And plenty of us sacrifice more than others. And most girls in porn do have a bloodlust for me. Stop downplaying it. It is what it is.
Seriously? You think I cause the negativity as opposed to reflect it? That strikes me as intellectual dishonesty. Part of my introspection was determining where that line is and right now I'm convinced I'm a product of my environment as it pertains to HA. In fact I've always wondered how nobody has ever seemed to consider the possibility that I do what I do because I feel it's necessary. My break from this board has been quite, QUITE relaxing.
I don't want to go through this all over again; it's been played to death. It just bugs me that people still don't see the big picture. Show me kindness, respect, and respect for the community, and I'll reciprocate in spades. I haven't seen that yet and I've been here almost 2 years.
~BB~
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05-31-2011 #14
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Re: I'm not dead
Oh yeah, that's right you are a bottom!
I've neverdone good things
I've never done bad things
I've never done anything out of the blue
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05-31-2011 #15
Re: I'm not dead
Most girls in porn have no idea who you are and are mostly concerned with paying the bills. HA (like many regions of the net) is a pretty negative environment by and large and I think you are right to step back.
You can stomp around all you want, complain about the big picture...whatever. You've been around for 2 years and you haven't done shit but stir the pot and try to make a name for yourself with dissonance and strife.
You come from a place of anger, self loathing and venemous hatred and it shows. When you learn some humility and compassion, trust me your sisters will embrace you. I know this as a lifelong freak and outsider, I have all the tendencies and I try really hard to keep them in check.
You are not a prophet, you are not pushing any radical agenda. Anyways...I wish you could find a way to be at peace with shit and have a good life.
see ya in another stupid argument with no substance in 6 months.
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05-31-2011 #16
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05-31-2011 #17
Re: I'm not dead
Hi Bella,, I have a bloodlust for you cause I'm a vampire.
Nice to see you again.
I'm the girl nobody knows until she commits suicide.
Then suddenly everyone knew me.
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05-31-2011 #18
Last edited by BellaBellucci; 06-01-2011 at 12:12 AM.
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05-31-2011 #19
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05-31-2011 #20
Re: I'm not dead
Well, damn girl!!! I'm glad you're still here and OK! Shit, I thought maybe Al Qaida had talked you into being a suicide bomber!!
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