Your old life - for the girls

[TsVanessa69]

I was never in the closet or on the dl about who I was. One of my highschool friends is my photographer, I still hang out with him and other people we went to school with, they love coming to see my shows. Since I joined facebook, my sister, my neices and cousins have me on their page, so now other people I went to school with or grew up with reach out to me. I never lived a double life, I never pretended to like females or be a boy. I was born a tranny. When living at home and being a tranny didnt work out, I left. Thats why when faggotts talk shit about me its a joke. I didn't need to be passable. I am ME!

[Mayrah]

I visit a gender clinic every now and then and there is a big variety of girls to be seen there, the girls in tporn are obviously usually the pretty ones, but thats just a small number of the tgirls out there.

Ive heard many tragic stories and of a lot suicides among tgirls...amongst gay guys also...just two weeks ago a good gay friend of mine commited suicide...

i dont think many admirers really have a clue what its like to be a tgirl,
A few days ago a few guys said that from my posts its obvious that i hate myself, but thats because they think i am a tgirl for fun, while for me being pre op is just a clever psychological survival strategy

So true

[Yvonne183]

Heh, i cant talk about my "old" life since im still living in it! I live next to the most hateful neigbours ever, if i come home they stare at me and when im inside i hear them laughing. >.<

And the annoying part is how they always hang around our appartment, so when i come home or go out, there is always 3-7 wanksters i need to walk past too at times.

Funny thing,, I said something similar to what you said Mayrah in another thread about the trouble I have in my hood and the people on this forum told me was that I was stupid and should move away. Maybe it was the way I worded my post, eh?

I have no old life, I am a drop out cause if I went to school where I lived in the Bronx I would surely have been killed. So, I have no old school friends, have no graduation date, no teachers to remember, cause I ran away from home, life was too unbearable. Hey,, look at that,, I did move away when I was younger, I did run away from the bad people who wanted to do harm to me and look at where it got me,, ha ha ha.

[TsVanessa69]

Funny thing,, I said something similar to what you said Mayrah in another thread about the trouble I have in my hood and the people on this forum told me was that I was stupid and should move away. Maybe it was the way I worded my post, eh?

I have no old life, I am a drop out cause if I went to school where I lived in the Bronx I would surely have been killed. So, I have no old school friends, have no graduation date, no teachers to remember, cause I ran away from home, life was too unbearable. Hey,, look at that,, I did move away when I was younger, I did run away from the bad people who wanted to do harm to me and look at where it got me,, ha ha ha.

I was a runaway as well. But the funny thing ws my family had more issues with me being different than school. I had fun in school, it wsnt a bad expierence at all. I dropped out because of administration sending me home for wearing girls clothes, but I was never dumb, I passed classes sometimes because my teachers knew I had what it takes. I went 2 years later and got my GED. Something in my brain has never let me settle for less than what I wanted for me.

I never had an old life, my life has been a constant fight and evolution.

I am a fighter, and I am a winner!
Alot of people on HA talk shit about me here and in other places
It doesn't bother me.
At the end of the day I reached my goal in life.
Living my life for me the way I want to.
I don't care to pass as a female.
I am a transexual, I love to do shows, I enjoy public speaking and educating.
God blessed me, and I am living my dream.
There are good days and bad days.
But Reina is Reina, and no matter how many people talk shit or laugh, I'm doin me!

[Yvonne183]

Hi Vanessa, I agree, nice post you wrote. I too am not stupid,, I just don't have an old life that was described by the original poster. I have no old friends who knew me as a boy. I had no real friends back then and the only friends I did have were not from school days and they all knew I was transgender. I have no one to go back to and say,, hey,, look at me, I'm a girl now,,

there is no one.

[TsVanessa69]

Hi Vanessa, I agree, nice post you wrote. I too am not stupid,, I just don't have an old life that was described by the original poster. I have no old friends who knew me as a boy. I had no real friends back then and the only friends I did have were not from school days and they all knew I was transgender. I have no one to go back to and say,, hey,, look at me, I'm a girl now,,

there is no one.

I feel you. There is a huge gap between me and my family more so than my friends.
Now my family is a part of my life, and have met my boyfriends, which I NEVER thought would happen.

You gonna be ok momma.
The main thing is, your a girl now!

[Mayrah]

Funny thing,, I said something similar to what you said Mayrah in another thread about the trouble I have in my hood and the people on this forum told me was that I was stupid and should move away. Maybe it was the way I worded my post, eh?

Yeah well.. what if the new place is even worse? it might seem nice at first but that can change quickly.

[Yvonne183]

I feel you. There is a huge gap between me and my family more so than my friends.
Now my family is a part of my life, and have met my boyfriends, which I NEVER thought would happen.

You gonna be ok momma.
The main thing is, your a girl now!

Thanks for your lovely words, I needed them right now

see ya

[TsVanessa69]

Thanks for your lovely words, I needed them right now

see ya

Anytime fish!

[Hannibal Lecter]

Hi phobun,

Theo is a vey good example, he was a great intelligent guy who foresaw the problems with immigrants and dared to adress them...

The influence of islam in europe to date has not been a possitive one...because of the crisis and increased criminality in those minority groups, and the large amount of them living of wellfare has made people angry across the land...

Not so much coz they beat up gay and transgendered people and bully them out of their houses, it had been going on for a long time and it seemed no one really cared...

When the economic situation of europe worsens, tolerance will decrease also...by both muslims, christians etc, coz people dont understand us and we are a minority we are easely hated

You are totaly right except in one thing, and that is that Theo was nothing more than a simple local provocator who enjoyed that. In my opinion, a fat loser seeking the trouble. he finally found it and there is nothing more to say about it.

And regarding the Europe, well, that "continent" is well known for it's christian intolerance against different people. The inquisition, Holocaust, and in modern time - serbian genocide, geert wilders etc all sings for themselves..