Im sick of this shit!

[BenDundat]

Kind of interesting....but not very. Nonetheless, your word choice makes me wonder. Are you complaining about too much partying or your repeated sexual liaisons with this person? If she was your friend, I don't understand why you wake up feeling as you say you do. Or, is it that all the partying empowers you to act on your desires?
Too vague to say but I'm betting this is bullshit, anyway.

You hit the nail on the head!If it wernt for me getting drunk at work and leaving with a bunch of money I wouldn't be so inclined to act the way I do. Im tired of the partying and the sex with this person. I guess Im missing something in my life and I ain't gonna find it in that damn club or between the legs of my TS friend. Drugs, Loneliness and boredom.