Delia's Intro Thread

[Star Angel 86]

Hi Delia,it's great to have you here.

[Falrune]

Looking great Delia! I liked your cabin pix too (great model, great cabin!)

[Nicole Dupre]

Lol, a few more replies came in while I was typing out mine. Thanks for the 411 on phobun.

Hey Nicole! How's the move up north treating you?

Very well! Thank you.

But people are teasing me a bit. I suppose my blood has thinned over the past few years. It's not even November yet, and I'm wearing turtlenecks, scarves, and sweaters everyday. lol

[tsmandy]

You're gonna get ticks standing in that tall grass. Bloodsucking tranny chasers.

Good to see you around here friend.

[eclipsemint]

You're gonna get ticks standing in that tall grass. Bloodsucking tranny chasers.

Good to see you around here friend.

Hmmmm...bloodsucking trannies....aaarggh....

[DeliaTS]

But people are teasing me a bit. I suppose my blood has thinned over the past few years. It's not even November yet, and I'm wearing turtlenecks, scarves, and sweaters everyday. lol

Give it a winter - that shit will be like molasses again.

You're gonna get ticks standing in that tall grass. Bloodsucking tranny chasers.

Good to see you around here friend.

Lol, a tick on my dick and some grass in my ass

[rico87]

welcome gorgeous.

[eclipsemint]

You're gonna get ticks standing in that tall grass. Bloodsucking tranny chasers.

Good to see you around here friend.

Bloodsucking tranny. Run away!!!

[phobun]

Thanks again for the welcoming. Scubaman that avatar kills me

How did you decide that you're now a TS and no longer a CD? Do you desire to have SRS?

I woke up one morning and thought - you know, my life as a CD is just too darn easy, what can I do make do to shake things up? I know I become one of them transsexuals, that ought to turn my life completely upside down for awhile.

No, it's been a long road for me. I think when I figured out that I could no longer drown my misery in a bottle and that things would continue to get worse if I continued on the path that I was on that I decided that it was time to get honest with myself and those in my life who are important to me.

Here's a little more about me from a blog entry:

I started crossdressing at a very young age as is the case with many transgender people. I didn’t understand why I was so drawn to female clothing or why I would cry whenever my mom would cut my hair. I was a really “sensitive” child and believe I had a feminine mindset at a very early age. Unfortunately I also figured out that that sort of behavior was frowned upon so I learned how to suppress many of those feelings and kept my forays into my mothers closet to myself. I started stuffing myself into the box that society had constructed for me. That lead to all kinds of problems throughout my life, many of which I am still dealing with today. I considered transitioning in my late 20’s and probably would have if I had the kind of information at my disposal that I do today. My decision to finally transition was rooted in being true to who I am on the inside and giving myself permission to make the physical and biological changes I needed in order to feel finally feel comfortable in my own skin. Crossdressing ended up being something of a red herring. It was a superficial sign of something that was going on at a much deeper level. Crossdressing as well as copious amounts of drugs and alcohol became a distraction from getting to the crux of the matter.

For me though transitioning was less of a decision and more of a realization. I had been in denial about it for so long that it was consuming me mentally and physically. For a long time I was able to hold things together, at least on the surface but towards the end things were starting to fall apart. At some point though I had an epiphany and was able to cut through that cloud of denial and see exactly who I was and where I was heading. If I had continued down the path I was on I don’t think I would have lasted much longer. There was nothing I could have done that would have changed that. Sure, the path I’m on now is going to suck for awhile but if I work hard at it at least there’s a good possibility that things will get better. In fact they already are.

Right now I don't have any plans for SRS. I'll keep you posted on any changes though.

Welcome. It's good to see you have found happiness. I mean no harm by asking that, just curious. I'm not a "SRS cop", whatever that means.

[eclipsemint]

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