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    Quote Originally Posted by blackrob
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    is it weird that that made me cry?
    I've been thinking about it ever since she posted it.

    With NO DISRESPECT to Danielle...
    It mostly made me want to work THAT MUCH harder in school,
    and get a career that has no link to my shemale past once i'm post-op.
    why even go through with it? most guys enjoy preops more.
    because i feel female. but by accident of birth, i was born with a penis.
    its a birth defect. it can and will be corrected.

    and more guys do not prefer preops.
    very rarely does a man continue to have interest in me after he finds out i dont have a vagina.



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    Quote Originally Posted by SexChangeTranny.com
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    Danielle, do you mind me asking a question, i hope this doesn't sound completely crazy to you, but i really need to know, firstly, when you had the operation what feelings did you have and secondly, what kind of mixed reviews did you have since.

    I love your new look, and your new pussy looks really beautiful, compared to some "hatchet" jobs i have seen done to some girls.
    The feelings of fulfillment are indescribable however I do get a once a month hormone level serge. This causes me to be very emotional, not that I start out like that but if someone does something to piss me off I don't hold back - compared to when my hormones are leveled. So, after surgery girls seem to get a once a month "period".

    Adjusting to that has been very tough. It is expensive and I am not doing very well financially, so yeah... it's a tough battle but I am a strong girl. But being emotional is the least bit of my concerns right now.

    The backlash of fans was tough, I lost 90% of my clientele as far as escorting goes but I was ready to give all of that up to just be me. I gave up all of the money I was making escorting because I was ready to transition.

    I made some big changes but I honestly believe I acted with my heart and mind, to be who I was born to be and how I deserved to be. I am content and I feel very proud of myself for being so strong and devoted to my beliefs.

    I also changed emotionally as well. Before I was quick to jump on some drama or a cat fight, but now I try to stick to subjects that are close to my heart. Like getting rid of roommates that are not willing to work hard for what they have, tg issues and bettering my relationship with others.

    Life is good. I am a bit lonely however. I hear girls talk about getting SRS and wanting to be treated like women, as opposed to being a TG with a dick. That is trully not what happens. Women who get SRS expecting men to change - CRAZY!

    I find that I am more of a curiosity then I ever was. People seem to have this twisted idea about who I am, some crazy expectations and I am just a normal girl. I respect people ( till disrespected myself ), I contribute to good Karma, I better myself and reach out a hand where I can make a difference.

    I am busting my non-existent balls to make ends meat but I feel very accomplished and fulfilled.

    I have had 2 clients in the past 4 weeks LOL so that income is basically non-existent since eros asks for $140 for an add now... It's just not worth it to me, besides, I like to earn my money through hard work and not through being hard for a change.

    Physically, I am way more prone to weight gain, my muscles have turned into fat basically. My ass has grown, my tits are at least a cup size bigger then when I first had them done, my skin is softer, my body hair grows very slow, my voice went up, my heart is fragile... Not sure what else to add.

    With the new site I expect to just be me as always - horny and willing to do whatever to get someone off
    Very very honest.
    Thx for sharing this story to all of us Danielle.

    Yes you are a strong girl (not to mention that you are beautiful and smart too).
    your future will be fine, because you are honest and you know what you want!

    you go girl!


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    Thats their loss Aly , as you are such a nice girl.



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    Quote Originally Posted by blackrob
    why even go through with it? most guys enjoy preops more.
    Quote Originally Posted by CaptainGeech
    .....But I still recall vividly being disgusted by TS women even when they had SRS. I saw them as gross freaks. Its fucked up but I think that's the common attitude.

    Why would I want to have sex with a gay guy with a mutilated penis when I can have a genetic woman with a real pussy? I think that's how most "straight" guys feel. And in all honesty I think I still have some of those views ingrained in my brain.
    The time that I have spent on Hungangels, a fantasy world where
    transwomen are lusted after and fetishized for their cocks have driven
    home to me the fact that the transcommunity is not the place for me.

    The real world in which I live, I am loved, valued and respected for the
    woman that I am.

    I am a woman who has never identified as a HungAngels, Ts, Tranny,
    Tgirl, Shemale, Transsexual, Ladyboy, or gay nor has anyone ever
    designated me as such, even when I was pre op.

    I have stated it before, but it appears that it bears repeating, if a woman
    is contemplating GRS, plan accordinglly for her new life ahead of her, and
    run do not walk away from the transcommunity the minute you get up off
    the operating table.



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    I think some healing would need to take place before running. And i mean that in both senses ... Plan your new life but you also need to remember your past and gain a sense of perspective and closure. Thats just my opinion though.



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    Thanks Rockabilly!

    Quote Originally Posted by peggygee
    Quote Originally Posted by blackrob
    why even go through with it? most guys enjoy preops more.
    Quote Originally Posted by CaptainGeech
    .....But I still recall vividly being disgusted by TS women even when they had SRS. I saw them as gross freaks. Its fucked up but I think that's the common attitude.

    Why would I want to have sex with a gay guy with a mutilated penis when I can have a genetic woman with a real pussy? I think that's how most "straight" guys feel. And in all honesty I think I still have some of those views ingrained in my brain.
    The time that I have spent on Hungangels, a fantasy world where
    transwomen are lusted after and fetishized for their cocks have driven
    home to me the fact that the transcommunity is not the place for me.

    The real world in which I live, I am loved, valued and respected for the
    woman that I am.

    I am a woman who has never identified as a HungAngels, Ts, Tranny,
    Tgirl, Shemale, Transsexual, Ladyboy, or gay nor has anyone ever
    designated me as such, even when I was pre op.

    I have stated it before, but it appears that it bears repeating, if a woman
    is contemplating GRS, plan accordinglly for her new life ahead of her, and
    run do not walk away from the transcommunity the minute you get up off
    the operating table.
    Auntie Peg,
    I love how empowered you make me feel.
    Like no one else in the online world.



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    Don't mention it Aly , you'll find a guy who loves you for who you are ... a smart , funny and pretty girl. Later Aly



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    Quote Originally Posted by rockabilly
    I think some healing would need to take place before running. And i mean that in both senses ... Plan your new life but you also need to remember your past and gain a sense of perspective and closure. Thats just my opinion though.
    Quote Originally Posted by Alyssa87

    Auntie Peg,
    I love how empowered you make me feel.
    Like no one else in the online world.
    Gracias sobrina, I am honored that I can have a impact, even if it is in
    some small way.

    Danielle, I truly appreciate your sharing so many apects of your iife, your
    surgical results, and more importantly your hopes, wishes, dreams, and
    fears.

    Rockabilly, Thomas Wolfe, wrote that you "can never go home again."

    I would proffer that for the post op, perhaps she shouldn't.

    After surgery she will find that many things have changed, She no longer
    tends to have as much in common with her pre op Sisters. Transition
    issues are now for the most part behind her, so they don't have that in
    common.

    She most likely will no longer desire to frequent the gay and tranny clubs,
    if she ever did, as most men there will be seeking seeking cock, and she
    no longer has one.

    Alongst those lines a woman who as a pre op escorted may now find that
    revenue stream has dried up or at that she will continue to escort as a
    post op, or perhaps she has plans to work in a mainstream career.

    But it is almost a certainty that many of the men, the tricks, the trade, that
    were interested in her when she had a penis will no longer be interested.

    While the picture that I have painted may sound bleak, in actuality it is
    far from that.

    Because the true transsexual, the woman who truly suffered angst from
    gender dysphoria is now free of the people and the organ that produced it.

    She no longer has to deal with the cock-hound, the tranny-chaser, the
    men who want her to fuck them, to committ an act that crushess her soul
    each time she does it.

    She is now free to leave the tranny ghetto, with all of it's negativity and
    misery, and to assimilate into main-stream society.

    Free to walk out of the darkness, and into the sunlight.




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    "But it is almost a certainty that many of the men, the tricks, the trade, that
    were interested in her when she had a penis will no longer be interested.

    While the picture that I have painted may sound bleak, in actuality it is
    far from that.

    Because the true transsexual, the woman who truly suffered angst from
    gender dysphoria is now free of the people and the organ that produced it.

    She no longer has to deal with the cock-hound, the tranny-chaser, the
    men who want her to fuck them, to committ an act that crushess her soul
    each time she does it.

    She is now free to leave the tranny ghetto, with all of it's negativity and
    misery, and to assimilate into main-stream society.

    Free to walk out of the darkness, and into the sunlight. "




    that gave me the chills.

    like u sent spies to my soul.

    i feel that way, but as articulate as i can be, couldnt word it that well.

    thanks again. i'm saving this among my favorite poetry and prose.



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    Quote Originally Posted by Alyssa87
    Quote Originally Posted by blackrob
    Quote Originally Posted by Alyssa87
    Quote Originally Posted by Nicole Dupre
    Quote Originally Posted by Alyssa87

    is it weird that that made me cry?
    I've been thinking about it ever since she posted it.

    With NO DISRESPECT to Danielle...
    It mostly made me want to work THAT MUCH harder in school,
    and get a career that has no link to my shemale past once i'm post-op.
    why even go through with it? most guys enjoy preops more.
    because i feel female. but by accident of birth, i was born with a penis.
    its a birth defect. it can and will be corrected.

    and more guys do not prefer preops.
    very rarely does a man continue to have interest in me after he finds out i dont have a vagina.
    Wow... He said that as if your existence depends on what other people, particularly men, think. Alyssa, you have a great attitude, and as that one rapper guy says, and i'm paraphrasing, 'do you'. You are intelligent, sassy and beautiful to boot. Keep it up. As a relatively young guy, I will jokingly say, 'if i were a few years younger'...



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