Ladies - Are you Lonely???

[Nicole Dupre]

Danielle, I fucking love you for being yourself. Kudos to you for sharing your feelings with us, as poignantly as ever.

I'll comment more directly later. But since I actually summed up many of my thoughts and feelings on the topic of "love" and "soulmates" yesterday, I'm going to copy and paste that here first. A pretty young tranny, just starting out, wrote me a very flattering and flirtatious letter on MySpace yesterday, after I told her that I feel, for me, all indications point to a LTR with a man. Here was my reply.

Basic animal attraction, combined with all the psycho-sexual bells and whistles, indicates that my soulmate is a gorgeous man with money to burn.

I'm always up to for changing my mind if there's a genuine reason to. But... how can I put this? ... I feel safe and protected in a man's big strong arms at the end of the day. I don't know if that makes sense, but it's that feeling which I crave the most. The truly intoxicating feeling, which I crave the most is actually submission. I am 99% dominant with men, because most of them don't have the power to keep my interest. Therefore, money becomes huge part of the equation. Money literally turns me on, because it becomes an extension of the "big strong arm". And I'm not one bit ashamed of that. Because what it comes down to is power.

Power, for me, is the ultimate aphrodisiac.

I also feel that GGs are always subconsciously patronizing me, no matter how genuine their intentions are. Now, I will admit that mild insecurity probably plays a part in that. So only the intellectual side of me can deal with that feeling. The emotional side is a little less strong.

But here's what my nagging suspicion is; that ultimately, the only person who will truly love and appreciate me is another TS. Because ultimately a real man will never accept an infertile woman. To them I will always be "less than" as well. So maybe, just maybe, it will be a TS.

But TRUST is such a major issue for me,that a TS, or whomever, would have to be an exceptional person, with a high caliber of character. A very tall order indeed, but perhaps the only one worth placing. I dunno. Ultimately, I never say "never". lol


Oh, and yes, I do the Eros thang as well. You should tour down here some time, mama, and you can make some of that outta town coin. Maybe I'll even drive up there some time soon, to do the same thing.

Anyway, gotta run for now but ttyl.


xo

n~

[Danielle Foxx]

BTW Nicole, you are blossoming incredibly - I am very impressed with how you have kept your head high and continued on your path even in the dark eyes of criticism. I admire your strength and your are looking lovelier then ever!

You inspire me!

xoxo

Much love sis

[Distance]

Danielle. Do you not think it would be much easier to find your soulmate if you were not -currently, I am not talking about your past- so involved in the porn industry?


This industry seems to attract absolute greed, and, dare I say, not always the best characters...nor soul fulfilling lifetime realizations.

[Hara_Juku Tgirl]

The KEY to being Happy is to live your life the way you want to! Being single sure does have its lonely moments but that's perfectly ok too because there are tons of single people out there. Out there looking for the same things we all are searching for.

I've had troubles trusting men. Because at such an early age I saw/witness how my dad womanizes and cheat on my mom. I really didn't understand it. I've been in and out of relationships because sometimes it just feels like "Is this really going anywhere?", "Would my love for him make him quit drinking or taking drugs?" "Would rehab make him a better man?"..If the baggage out weight the pros then I let go. It's simply not worth it to pursue even a day!

I personally prefer to be alone than be with someone who irritates me and make me feel unhappy. At least, If I was unhappy, I wouldn't have anyone else to blame but myself. Like you, I don't and won't settle for anything less..much like everybody it seems these days.

Searching for that special someone is now taking me about 6 years..don't sweat it! Find Mr. Right now and who knows, maybe the 'now' part would drop eventually. And you'll have your Mr. Right!

~Kisses.

HTG

[jason-brown]

We've got a bitter hater here. I think that's pretty obvious.

Quit talking about yourself in the third person sweet cheeks.

[TsJANIRA]

Danielle,, It's funny that you mention this, a few days ago i posted a blog on my Myspace about something so similar....It is called LONELY IN A CROWDED ROOM[/b]..:As crazy as it seems, it does happen. You go out to mingle with friends, have a few drinks laugh remminess on old times, giggle at certain charcaters of the night and prance around. , making eye contact with certain indiviuals who happen to catch your eye and you know the rest. .....
But tonight I felt so , I dunno, outta place. I felt as I was in a place where I didn't belong, I
felt extremely lonely in a crowded place , sure I got the usual " your So pretty compliments, the infamous winks from across the room from certain guys trying to add me to his notch in his bedpost.....I was not about to surcome to their advances of sexual thrills....I want more MUCH MORE!..... But how
with all this attention do you feel like your invisable ? Like your just visable to the certain people you don't want to attract. While your friends are dancing to the booming music, and others welcoming Whatever or whomever comes their way, making their plans to conquest their sexual escapades . I was not about to, I found a little spot to myself for few moments, where I can escape , and be even more invisable than I already felt, where I can tune in and inspect this
fasade and desperation that I was seeing . Was I desperate aswell???....Of course not, otherwise I would of been swept up by one of these characters. who are waiting to sink their teeth into me..... Not me! I was on the verge to ditch my friends and go home, where everything felt familar, and where I can be alone ,,,,,, really!

[deee757]

lucky he didnt snap

[JohnnyWalkerBlackLabel]

1st off honest or not those types of replies wont be tolerated............wtf

2nd: look ladies..........................
there's alot of good guys out there, unfortunately alot of you happen to get hit on or HIT on some of the bad ones, and often the good guys get categorized in with "the fools"

keep looking......... it's a big fuckin planet and there's guys out there who are thr right one(s) for many of you.....

there's also the fact that sometimes you have to mold a boy into the man you expect to rest your head on. GG's have been doing this for centuries, you're no different.

[rockabilly]

For a man to beat up a tgirl to "reclaim his manhood" and show he's not gay, to me that makes him less than a man. But they get away w/ it all the time.

[Nicole Dupre]

BTW Nicole, you are blossoming incredibly - I am very impressed with how you have kept your head high and continued on your path even in the dark eyes of criticism. I admire your strength and your are looking lovelier then ever!

You inspire me!

xoxo

Much love sis

Thank you, girl. You know you've always been a big inspiration to me, so I'm very flattered to hear you say so.

Much love right back to you, mama!

XOXO

N