In Betweener

[theicemancameth]

So, I'm not what you would consider an 'active' member of the board here. i am silent, like so many others. i'm on the site a few times a week, so i happen to catch a bit. there are many on here who have never been with a shemale and sites like this are the closest thing to obtaining their fantasy. i, however, have been with girls on more than one occasion and get my thrills. it's great. i haven't done it in years because getting off is expensive and finding/having a relationship is far too taboo...i consider myself one of many in betweeners. i've even grown as a connoisseur of shemales, where when i was younger i was All about the biggest cock i could find and how it felt, etc. you all know what i mean: having such a feminine face and features with this enormous, powerful...weapon between her legs - it's almost like a mythological creature - THE ULTIMATE SEXUAL BEING! And each one of you ladies are. women like nicole neuman and jennifer paris (only so you know the caliber of which i speak) : were i to run into them on the street, beguiled by their beauty, and knowing they both had cocks irregardless of the size, i might melt. and i don't melt. to be able to see the woman first - that took time. and i'm better for it.

However, that all brings me to last night. i left work with a couple of friends: three gay male friends and one straight female friend. they had no intention of 'turning' me, i had just never been to a gay bar. we sat there, watching my friend's friend Britney Houston, perform at suite(i think) in columbiauniversitytown. guys were dancing and loving it and it was all stale to me. it was. until a waitress walked over and took our orders. i was turned on so much because i hadn't been that close to shemale in a very long time. she was pretty, but let's just say this. if meow's a 10, this girl was a 6. circumstances being as they were, she felt like an 8 to me. one of my friends knew her and danced with her a bit, but i did a great job of hiding my desires as she kept walking past our table. i could have easily had him introduce me, but alas...this is not a perfect world. try as i might, i can't have that dynamic have a place in my public personal life - also considering the business that i am in.

...my point...ah yes! my point. perhaps in the year 2100, when we're all gone, this won't be a big deal. guys like producer greg berlanti are doing what they can, but it takes time. i'd like to be honest with my friends, but i'm not ready for any reactions. i'm always going to be attracted to women, i'm not attracted to men, i'm not attracted to a man dressed as a woman - but a man who decides to become a woman, i'm game.

{NOTE: to all those individuals who would label me a fag, or homo, or what have you - I am not, and you're probably on the wrong site. i contend that if a naked man with a 10" cock were to be placed in front of me, i would be repulsed. truly. i would cringe. throw a 10" cock on adriana lima and we're in business. i'm not a bisexual, homosexual, latent homosexual, transsexual, metrosexual or heterosexual. i suppose i'm more evolved than that and anyone reading this who knows EXACTLY of what i speak is more evolved than that. we are who we are and we can't help what we want. we're complicated, but not confused. we're not walking contradictions - that's just a lazy observation...and you're better than that. we didn't start this, but we are cultivating it. there isn't a name for what we are. but if you must...we're Neosexuals.}

and i also want to have nicole neuman's baby.

[phobun]

So, I'm not what you would consider an 'active' member of the board here. i am silent, like so many others. i'm on the site a few times a week, so i happen to catch a bit. there are many on here who have never been with a shemale and sites like this are the closest thing to obtaining their fantasy. i, however, have been with girls on more than one occasion and get my thrills. it's great. i haven't done it in years because getting off is expensive and finding/having a relationship is far too taboo...i consider myself one of many in betweeners. i've even grown as a connoisseur of shemales, where when i was younger i was All about the biggest cock i could find and how it felt, etc. you all know what i mean: having such a feminine face and features with this enormous, powerful...weapon between her legs - it's almost like a mythological creature - THE ULTIMATE SEXUAL BEING! And each one of you ladies are. women like nicole neuman and jennifer paris (only so you know the caliber of which i speak) : were i to run into them on the street, beguiled by their beauty, and knowing they both had cocks irregardless of the size, i might melt. and i don't melt. to be able to see the woman first - that took time. and i'm better for it.

However, that all brings me to last night. i left work with a couple of friends: three gay male friends and one straight female friend. they had no intention of 'turning' me, i had just never been to a gay bar. we sat there, watching my friend's friend Britney Houston, perform at suite(i think) in columbiauniversitytown. guys were dancing and loving it and it was all stale to me. it was. until a waitress walked over and took our orders. i was turned on so much because i hadn't been that close to shemale in a very long time. she was pretty, but let's just say this. if meow's a 10, this girl was a 6. circumstances being as they were, she felt like an 8 to me. one of my friends knew her and danced with her a bit, but i did a great job of hiding my desires as she kept walking past our table. i could have easily had him introduce me, but alas...this is not a perfect world. try as i might, i can't have that dynamic have a place in my public personal life - also considering the business that i am in.

...my point...ah yes! my point. perhaps in the year 2100, when we're all gone, this won't be a big deal. guys like producer greg berlanti are doing what they can, but it takes time. i'd like to be honest with my friends, but i'm not ready for any reactions. i'm always going to be attracted to women, i'm not attracted to men, i'm not attracted to a man dressed as a woman - but a man who decides to become a woman, i'm game.

{NOTE: to all those individuals who would label me a fag, or homo, or what have you - I am not, and you're probably on the wrong site. i contend that if a naked man with a 10" cock were to be placed in front of me, i would be repulsed. truly. i would cringe. throw a 10" cock on adriana lima and we're in business. i'm not a bisexual, homosexual, latent homosexual, transsexual, metrosexual or heterosexual. i suppose i'm more evolved than that and anyone reading this who knows EXACTLY of what i speak is more evolved than that. we are who we are and we can't help what we want. we're complicated, but not confused. we're not walking contradictions - that's just a lazy observation...and you're better than that. we didn't start this, but we are cultivating it. there isn't a name for what we are. but if you must...we're Neosexuals.}

and i also want to have nicole neuman's baby.

[phobun]

and i also want to have nicole neuman's baby.

[yodajazz]

I don’t think that you are being true to yourself. You say that you are not ready for your friend’s reactions. But let me tell you what longevity has taught me. If you wait until you think you are ready it will probably be too late. In five years, those friends you were with, will have moved to other cities, or work schedules will take them out of your life, and you will still be with yourself and your desires. And you are probably projecting your own negativity on other people. And talking to the waitress would give you a gauge on their reactions. The truth would have been that you were talking to a person that you were curious about. It’s not like you were going to do her in the middle of the restaurant.

All kinds of people hide sexual relationships, by saying that the other person is just a friend. And another side, is if you talked to the waitress as a friend, you might decide that you are not that attracted. Then you would be over it.

I know what I say is easier said than done, but think about what I have said. I do understand where you are coming from. I lived my life a lot like you, but now have regrets about missed opportunities. Being true to yourself will attract some critics, but it will also open you up to unimagined positive possibilities.

[ManOfSteel]

uhh..... words.....words.....

[sdtgfan]

It's really interesting how guys make posts like these that don't really say anything but "I like teh shemales". Maybe they feel a declaration will make them more comfortable with their sexuality. I'm not picking on the poster, it's just an interesting byproduct of a forum dedicated for the most part to transsexual porn. You don't see guys making declarations about enjoying the hell out of lesbian porn.

[theicemancameth]

classy folks.

[Jim Brown]

i left work with a couple of friends: three gay male friends and one straight female friend. they had no intention of 'turning' me, i had just never been to a gay bar. .......blah, blah, blah..........blah, blah, blah.......
i'd like to be honest with my friends, but i'm not ready for any reactions.