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02-11-2008 #1
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- Nov 2005
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No more cam shows, no more photo shoots, no more.
Hi Everyone,
I think it was about a year ago that I posted that I would no longer be escorting, but I would continue doing web cam shows and photo shoots. For those of you with encouraging things to say, I really appreciated it. I also received a lot of nasty messages from people for whatever egotistical reason thought I would never make it, and that I am somehow a bitch or an elitist for making that decision, and that I would soon be escorting again. I found it all very humorous, so if anyone has something like that to say to me again, then I highly encourage it for the sake of my own entertainment.
I have made the decision now to even further divorce myself from the world of sexual based entertainment and continue on my path of happiness with my fiance who I will soon be marrying...
I have found many things in life such as spirituality, love, self-love, and happiness with myself. I have no disrespect for the path of the entertainer, but I have found that I like my body how it is naturally, that I love and care for myself, and that I am much happier away from sexual entertainment of any kind. I also am not implying that people who are sexual entertainers do not love or respect themselves, I just associate it with a time that I personally did not have the greatest love and respect for my self. Furthermore I am not implicating anything negative about those who chose to modify their bodies with surgery, I just found that it's not what makes *me* happy, and that this life is much better suited for people who have those kinds of desires, and is well received by the patrons of it.
I have learned that this life is just one avenue (and not the only) that one could pursue, with many other open ones with better chances in life for mental, physical and spiritual survival. And while financially it was great, I found that my heart, mind and soul suffered.
Thanks for everyone who has been nice, and respectful, and those of you who have become friends, may you always be in the lap of the divine. For those of you on this path I have met who have been disrespectful, and ugly towards me, I also hope that life and whomever God/dess is to you, gives you it's best.
I don't think I will be checking this forum anymore, or answering e-mails on the addresses that were associated with my life as an entertainer. So I suppose if you have anything to say to me good, bad, or neutral you better do it now before it's too late!
Bye Bye! XoXoXoX
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02-11-2008 #4
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- Aug 2006
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Very nice that you found somebody. I wish you all the best in your life.
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02-11-2008 #5
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- Nov 2005
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Originally Posted by traumadoc
I am happy with my day job working in a boutique, and part-time fashion modeling for local designers thanks. It's simple and sweet, and if I need anything extra my fiance provides for me.
Bet away, silly chap.
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02-11-2008 #6
Re: No more cam shows, no more photo shoots, no more.
Originally Posted by PrincessaGianna
Congrats, Gianna. Best of luck in your future endeavours.
-Quinn
Life is essentially one long Benny Hill skit punctuated by the occasional Anne Frank moment.
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02-11-2008 #7
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- Dec 2007
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Wish you success. Plan to be succesful and follow through and you won't fall off. Never give up on yourself.
Good luck.
Doc let your bitterness go. Or do you just need a reason to complain or nay say someone?
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02-11-2008 #8
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- Oct 2006
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- nyc. dancing. living. smiling. laughing. again.
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this is beautiful! congratulations! i'm so very happy for you! yay!!!
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02-11-2008 #10
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- Nov 2006
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Congrats.
Hope you keep looking as stunning as ever