claire: life is good.

[eclipsemint]

bump

Still concerned for Claire. I PM-ed her last week but received no reply. She disappeared from HA since May. She was close to down and out in her previous posts. Hope she's OK.

Nobody here know her?

[4star4]

Hoping Claire is still roaming around here.

[youcancallmeclaire]

Still roaming, just not here.

Here's an update for any who subscribed to this thread back then, or people who feel like reading something boring. I feel obligated to respond, since some of you have asked.

Moved away from the whole porn thing over the last year or two, I guess that much is obvious. Just been trying to survive in this rough economy, trying not to become too depressed about it. Fuck depression! I'm not saying I don't feel a bit beaten down by it, because I certainly do. But I'm dealing. Filling my time with my art and music projects and studying as much science as I can in my free time to distract myself from the nagging urge to Fuck It All Up with drugs.

I guess the thing about porn is; while some girls are cut out for it, for others it's just because they don't have anything better to do and need the money. I really didn't have anything better to do, so I expressed my boredom and utter lack of cognitive activity through exhibitionism. Part of me misses this place and the feelings I got when people responded to my postings and pictures, but I feel like there are important things that I really need to do, things that I need to discover and create.

So, I guess I'm sort of officially throwing in the towel on the amateur pornographer era of my life. I've deleted a lot of the images I had up here, to the potential dismay of like... 2 people. The good news is- if you really desire those images, you can always PM me and ask nicely, and I'll gladly send them.

So, yeah. I'm off- to live my life, be happy in my long-term relationship, make art and music, and invent stuff. Thanks to everyone for all your kind words while I was an active poster here, it really helped me feel better about the way I looked and felt about myself. Thanks, and goodbye.

Also, don't forget to use the Force to live long and prosper so you can fight the future. I built a time machine out of a delorean and found out that catchphrase-spouting robots are coming to eradicate us all. THEY LOOK JUST LIKE US, except they have a THIRD, cantaloupe-like sexual organ known as a "JIZZSPHERE". DON'T BE FOOLED. It's actually an egg-sack, waiting to burst and infest your lungs. You've been warned!