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[john69]

is very sweet and both!!!! i like very much vicki!!!!!

[TeeLover]

this is supposed to be a "fantasy" thing you guys....lol....we mess around a bit but it's not that serious...LOL

You little thief!!! You stole my favorite (and longest running) fantasy - word for word - right out of my imagination!

You are very naughty...

Of course, you did leave out the part where you two are arguing:

"I want him him first!"
"NO! I do"
"NO - ME!


... sigh ...

[ItsJustBill]

Vicki is the one girl that has always instilled a longing deep inside of me. The one that I would just absolutely love to help me gain my first experience. I wish I was in Danielle's position. To cuddle with Vicki . And there is no doubt that I'd never stop Vicki. There's that ache inside me again!

[drock]

VERY INTRESTING THREAD THIS IS ESPECIALLY AFTER I JUST SAW HER SUCKING YOUR DICK UNTIL SHE HAD TO PUKE. LOL.

YOU GUYS PROBABLY REALLY ARE LOVERS IN REAL LIFE.

[drock]

Yes, finally pictures with 2 TSs doing more than something sexual and also the fact more than 1 can get togethor and seperate the bullshit! Sigh, if only others followed suit!

Well you see....There are a few of us who can carry on a conversation besides how many cocks we sucked, or how many guys we used, etc...
There are a few of us who love life and are happy, so we obviously get along well, Joanna and I have been getting to know each other quite a bit, Vicki and I bonded since day one, Gia is a sweet heart and such a classy lady, Allanah is crazy - Everyone Stay Away ! LOLOL and the list goes on, so many girls go coo-coo - I can understand why though...

ALLANAH IS NUTS? LOL.

[south ov da border]

you like who you like for whatever reasons. It doesn't make you anything but human..

[GiaCallMe]

I think it was a very lovely post. It is interesteing since in her vids, Danielle is usually so dominering. Nice to see another side.

[joannajet]

this is supposed to be a "fantasy" thing you guys....lol....we mess around a bit but it's not that serious...LOL

For me, it was something serious to me and which I will always regret for it's chemistry always failing disastrously apart without eye contact.

As is well known by all, I am "bisexual" in all directions and even for me, with such broad tastes, it is tough to find someone meaningful that you want to hook up with.

Labels mean jack shit and the one who plays on them is usually the sad bloke or bird that isn't going to get any.

If you are lucky enough to find someone that "does" it for you then great for you and don't let the inadequacies of anyone else stand in your way.

Because of bigotry, the fear of accepting a label, the fear of being labelled, the inability to see me as something more than just a pornstar and from the inevitable consequence of building barriers to avoid emtional hurt, people sacrifice what may have been the best thing in their lives.

Always respect those that mean something to you more than those who offer only jest, jibes and affirmations of their own securities.


This matters to me and I speak from the heart.
The last year 3 years have changed me deeply and hope that my experience will make you heed my words.

3 years ago, I believed that I could achieve anything but then find myself left by the person I loved and ripped out of the life of the person I treasured.
2 year ago, I lost my knight in shining armour, was hounded by the press, ran away from life and became an upscale vagabond, moving from city to city and country every week.
1 year ago, I tried to pull my life together and had to battle at every step and was attacked by all and everyone, from crooked producers to the US government.
Now, I am a bitter person that rarely goes out and is to all but the very few, a recluse and is unable to find in herself the trust for anyone but her tedddy bear. A teddy bear that I call Max and is the 4th most important person in the world and for whom, I barely avoided assault charges on a LAX->LHR business class flight.


I live on the fringe of the fringe and I am rejected by all except those that mistrust me.
Absolute loneliness is equivalent to a penance in solitary confinement in a cell that has no need for walls.


I feel as much pain as I did on 29th September 2003 but since then I have made a promise to someone that denies me from making the same choice.


Joanna
xxx

[lurker]

Now that this old thread has been revived an interesting bit of information has come to light... and I for one, amd wondering what happend on Sep. 29 2003.

But in regrads to the other situations....
Life is a helluva rollercoaster. The same rides takes us through ups, downs, loops and frightening falls. What we hope for is to stay in the vehicle and make it peacefully to the end.

I can't offer you anything but these words.... I hope someday you find a true friend who asks nothing of you but your friendship.

[Quinn]

this is supposed to be a "fantasy" thing you guys....lol....we mess around a bit but it's not that serious...LOL

For me, it was something serious to me and which I will always regret for it's chemistry always failing disastrously apart without eye contact.

As is well known by all, I am "bisexual" in all directions and even for me, with such broad tastes, it is tough to find someone meaningful that you want to hook up with.

Labels mean jack shit and the one who plays on them is usually the sad bloke or bird that isn't going to get any.

If you are lucky enough to find someone that "does" it for you then great for you and don't let the inadequacies of anyone else stand in your way.

Because of bigotry, the fear of accepting a label, the fear of being labelled, the inability to see me as something more than just a pornstar and from the inevitable consequence of building barriers to avoid emtional hurt, people sacrifice what may have been the best thing in their lives.

Always respect those that mean something to you more than those who offer only jest, jibes and affirmations of their own securities.


This matters to me and I speak from the heart.
The last year 3 years have changed me deeply and hope that my experience will make you heed my words.

3 years ago, I believed that I could achieve anything but then find myself left by the person I loved and ripped out of the life of the person I treasured.
2 year ago, I lost my knight in shining armour, was hounded by the press, ran away from life and became an upscale vagabond, moving from city to city and country every week.
1 year ago, I tried to pull my life together and had to battle at every step and was attacked by all and everyone, from crooked producers to the US government.
Now, I am a bitter person that rarely goes out and is to all but the very few, a recluse and is unable to find in herself the trust for anyone but her tedddy bear. A teddy bear that I call Max and is the 4th most important person in the world and for whom, I barely avoided assault charges on a LAX->LHR business class flight.


I live on the fringe of the fringe and I am rejected by all except those that mistrust me.
Absolute loneliness is equivalent to a penance in solitary confinement in a cell that has no need for walls.


I feel as much pain as I did on 29th September 2003 but since then I have made a promise to someone that denies me from making the same choice.


Joanna
xxx

A very honest and heartfelt post. It sounds like you are experiencing deep emotional pain. As someone who has dealt with intense pain of his own, all I can do is offer you the same advice that once saved me: own your pain, or it will own you. Best of luck.

-Quinn