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[AllanahStarrNYC]

Hertfordshire is NOT posh. "

lmfao 'n' rofl tellin' me!!!!! i live here~~~!

thx for giving me more of your vbiews peeps.. allthough Allanah... I hear what your saying and a lot is good... ty...... but Gia? um theres no jealousy IMHO cos your both there babe.... no need to be... your both at the top..

in UK i really think its diff... theres so few of us.... every freind I have... it isnt the same.....

i most DEFF. have never and WILL never b up myself.... just in a place with so few people..... pretty much alone.... not friendship wise... more similar people...

Mia i dont think about things in a way of 'you got it or u aint' (not implying b-cause of what you said you do) I Really think of myself... justifiably IMO as a VERY new person the it all.... perhaps thats why its suddenly so strange to me...

Allanah you said.. ''It is actually a very good experience. When you are used to being the center of attention, it's good to share that with someone''

i ALWAYS do im NO star.. jus a normal person... and WILL always think that no matter what others say.... oh i dunno...

i just wish every in tha world would jus be nice 2 each other.... u know?

That is definately a very nice wish and I wish it were true too But since most people can't be nice to each other. All you can do is your part and be nice to them. You seem like a nice person and I am sure whom ever is hating on you is because you are doing something positive with yourself and career.

[Tranny 411]

I have been feeling that way for a while now with my circle of friends. These are girls who became sisters to me and involved in every aspect of this business with me and even helped groom me and fill me with confidence. We would tour together always and even when they couldnt afford to go with me I would cover their costs just to have their company. After my website appearances and successfull tours and movie release I began to feel nothing but fierce amounts of jealousy and hatred from them towards me and I couldnt wrap my fingers around why. I think it is that for some people if you dont got it . . . it comes hard and if you got it it comes easy. In other words you either got it or you dont and because some people are not willing to take chances and put themselves out their when you do and they see you benifit from it they are upset because they think you didnt have to work for it.

i think in your case Mia, if you take a closer look you will find that its not your friends that have changed, its you. there are a couple of tell tale things i've noticed about your posts. The constant use of the term "I" is very telling. your dislike for other TS shines thru. you say things like "SRS" to get attention and then never rejoin the conversation. its always about Mia. you have deceived clients by making appointments and then not showing up because someone else offered you more money. this shows a complete disregard for your customers and people in general. you've done the same thing to websites and producers. you play one against the other to get more "money"! while you seem to want to be a "Business woman" you lack the key element in becoming any kind of business person, ETHICS. you have stabbed so many people in the back that you can't hide from it any longer. its called, Two-Faced.

The one thing that permeates almost every thought you write is "MONEY"! i have never seen such an obviously self centered, deceptive, greedy, paranoid, insecure, individual anywhere else in my lifetime. whatever you think you have or had has been completely destroyed by your dysfunctional personality and character. its an ugly thing to watch

[MiaIsabella1985]

Wow Ray AKA (Playfull John) AKA (The Guardian) AKA (Tranny 411) you had to create all these profiles to disguise yourself becuase no one would take you seriously due to your obsession with me and all your bashing. Yet you still have been calling me and emailing me all week trying to get back in with me. Not gonna happen by the way and secondly my business ethics remain in tack as you will see a few new projects involving me cumming out very soon. Grow up my love and get a life

[The Guardian]

Wow Ray AKA (Playfull John) AKA (The Guardian) AKA (Tranny 411) you had to create all these profiles to disguise yourself becuase no one would take you seriously due to your obsession with me and all your bashing. Yet you still have been calling me and emailing me all week trying to get back in with me. Not gonna happen by the way and secondly my business ethics remain in tack as you will see a few new projects involving me cumming out very soon. Grow up my love and get a life

dont know tranny 411 and HAPPY EASTER to you too! You sure can be nasty and no, thats not me calling nor have i emailed you sweety other than a Happy Easter message. why so evil and why did you contact my employer? did that make you feel better as you slid the knife in my back and turned it that really wasnt necessary, was it

[The Guardian]

And of course, your latest bout of psychosis. Now get this. Mia is 21 and i've know her for a little over a year. DO THE MATH This is really SICK! Who would do this kind of thing


Inbox :: Message
From: MiaIsabella1985
To: PlayfulJohn
Posted: Wed Mar 14, 2007 5:01 pm
Subject: Does Everyone Know?
Does everyone know yet that you were sleeping with me when I was only 17 years old? You 50 years old and me 17 would make you a child molester wouldnt it? What would everyone think about your status in society then? You know as much as the world isnt so excepting of TS they sure are a hell of a lot harder on pedifiles. Maybe I will start talking and telling everyone about that and make it very public. That you were the one coaxing me to transorm and have surgery even offering to assist and come with remember?

[SpoogeMonkey]

Errrm... back to topic...

My opinion would be that when 'selling' yourself on the web you are actually selling your sex, your sexuality. People will interpret that differently. For me I would look at your pictures and fantasise. However, my fantasies are just that. They arent usually grounded in reality. But you arent selling reality. You are a normal person projecting a small part of you into a certain section of society.

I think its part of the myspace generation. Using terms like friends sums this all up. Nobody really has 19,999 friends. You really have a handful. You may have a shedload of acquaintances but how many can you really trust/believe/rely upon.

As for the scene of t-girls in the UK, I'm sure there are many who would love to get involved, BUT i think you are finding the typical british reserve is at play here. We aren't exactly famed here for our porn stars. Take Big Brother the tv series. Only in Britain have we failed to have two people shag each other live on TV. There's been the rumour the under the sheets
shenanigans.

Interesting to see the way Miriam was portrayed in the press after the SKY programme. The typical response with puns to knock her down. However she is so stunningly good looking I think a lot of people got confused. Espcially when it was revealed she hadn't transitioned 'all the way' and she had a penis. THat hit a lot of nerves and in some ways she didnt do a great deal for the case for people to accept you. The tv programme was intended to confuse precious red blooded males and get you to ask .. "would ya? or wouldnt ya" (for the record, I'd be a VERY lucky man to be in Miriams company, she is gorgeous and I cursed those dickheads who turned her down and the scum who beat her up).

I honestly believe that the UK is very unnaccepting of t-girls. Im not talking of male to female transexuals who have transistioned with SRS, I am more referring to everyone else within that category. Us brits are a suspicious nation. But there are exceptions...




BTW, apologies to any generalisation listed above. Just trying to make a point.

[The Guardian]

Yes, the FANTASY of many but actually LOVED by very few. Can be very confusing for some of the girls. Everything becomes jaundiced and they lose reality. Some never come back to earth. Others are quite good at separating fact from fantasy and go on to become contributing members of society and develop strong inter-personal relationships with people of all walks of life. Some get lost within there own gender and never grow. In the short term, perception is reality. At the end of the day you are either a decent person or not. I have helped a lot of people in my lifetime. Most turned out good. If you don't take the risk because of fear of failure, you're doomed to stagnate and stop growing and learning. Sometimes you just gotta take the heat and


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