Quote Originally Posted by chromeheart44m
my holidays were messed up man. I gave my fiance access to my computer so I deleted all my collections I am into white girls, preggers, celebs and foot fetish along with tgirl admirations. The mistake I made was to print a few pics I could not part with. My fiance found them on a day when i was drunk and forgot to put them away in my safe. anyway she cried called me a fag and many other derogatory names. I apologized and such but i believe it is over. I am just writing this to help me come to terms with my mistake. I am attracted to all the things I have written in his post. Maybe she is right but I am devoted tto her since wwe got engaged I have not been with any girls or tgirls. If anyone has any advice or hate feel free to respond it seems I have heard it all this past month.
Dude, that sucks. I gotta tell you though, never be ashamed. NEVER. You should be relaxed about what you like.

Growing up all my friends, family, even my teachers in highschool knew I liked this kind of porn and even other weirder stuff and guess what? To them it makes me more of a badass. My street-cred has not changed because of it. If ever I were to settle down with a nice girl I would tell her that I like that stuff as soon as I realised she was the one I wanted to spend my life with. I base my relationships on respect and mutual trust. I try not to lie at all if possible, I don't rub this kind of stuff in people's faces and don't make it known to them until I know they can handle it, but I never lie. If my chick blew up at me I would try to comfort her and explain that liking trannies does not qualify you as a homosexual, in fact its been proven that most guys who like them are straight, and I would also take into consideration that she probably has some major self-esteem and self-worth issues to work out.

The kind of friends I make, all good people, well respected and responsible; they all have their quirks. Everyone has their quirks. I encourage my friends to flaunt their quirks, and they encourage me to do so as well, its what makes us really cool unique human beings. Whats wrong with being human? Eh?

PS. Oh yeah, I forgot to say: I have many female friends who are really into certain things which most people would consider strange, yet they completely love it and I make them feel comfortable to share that kind of stuff with me. For example one of the girls was really into nipple play with her boyfriend and we talked about it one afternoon in casual conversation, another of my friends liked rape porn (she was a rape victim herself...) and always liked showing off her favourite vids, one of my college classmates was pretty promiscuous and always shared her stories of dressing up and role playing with other classmates during sex, another two were lesbians and always told me and my buddies everything they were into... the list goes on and on. Point is its normal to be weird. Don't be afraid of it.