So, I've been on this forum for years now and I've never posted anything but my recent experience has made me want to put it out there. Also, I'm not the best writer but I will try my best to tell my story.

So for some background...

I've had experiences with trans women for years now starting from my late teens when I first arrived in a South East Asian country to study. I'm originally from a country where people are extremely homophobic and transphobic due to religion. When I started watching porn, I used to skip Gay Male and Trans categories but watch the lesbian stuff because I was obviously straight (lol). After some years I became a bit curious and started going to the trans categories, I wanted to see "chicks with dicks banging other chicks and also each other" (lol). In the course of watching Shemale porn, I realised something, these women were quite beautiful and I wouldn't mind having sex with them. I also started doing some research on who trans people were because I actually thought they were just women born with dicks or men born with pussies. During this period of my researching, I became empathetic to people in the LGBTQ+ community and began rejecting the teachings in church and all that, so I guess, thanks to Shemale porn I didn't grow up to be a homophobe.

Anyways, back to South East Asia, on my first day there I laid eyes on my first Irl trans woman when my brother pointed her out to me and asked if she was a guy or girl. She was absolutely stunning I must say, and it dawned on me, I'm in a country that has trans women, this is my opportunity to make my dream come true. And during the few years I was there, I met and had sex with a few of them, with the experience ranging from bland to OMG I WILL NEVER HAVE BETTER SEX THAN THIS!!.

Anyways I later met and dated a Cis-girl until I left the country and because I was in a commited relationship I didn't have sex with a trans woman for a period of 10 years because I went back to my home country and later on moved to another country that was not LGBTQ-friendly. O should also add that all my experiences had to be in secret for obvious reasons and dating a trans woman was completely out of the question for me because I was not ready to deal with all the drama that would have come with it from my family, friends, the community and church.

Anyways, fast forward to last year and I'm now in Lisbon. It's now about ten years since my last time with a trans woman and one day it hit me, I'm single and I'm in Lisbon a city full of Brazilians, LGBTQ-friendly and with a large black population too, it's time to make some of my longtime fantasies come true lol.

Now in all my times with trans women, it has always been standard, they blow me, I blow them and then I bang them. I was looking for something different. I had never actually experienced a trans woman cum, they let me blow them but it was always standard, they lie on their backs and let me do my thing. I was looking for someone who would take charge and someone who was also open to showering me in cum. Now I'm always a top, I've always maintained that I'll only bottom if it's with someone I'm in a commited relationship with because that would be quite special for my girlfriend or wife to pound away at my ass. But moving on, since I've already given blowjobs before, I was pretty open to having someone cum on my face and in my mouth.

The first woman I met, a Brazilian, she actually took charge, and for the first time I gave a blowjob while on my knees and she came in my mouth, it was a good experience but it pales in comparison to what was to come next.

I had moved from the area I was staying at so, I was searching for a woman in the new area that would be a short walk or bus/metro ride from me. Browsing through the classified ads I saw one that piqued my interest, but when I tried to open the link I accepted clicked the link for TS Sandra Kelly (probably just her working name) from Brazil. She is quite stunning with I nice 18cm dick and nice looking ass. I messaged her, let her know I'm interested and wanted to meet up. I saw from the pics on her ad that she is quite active but in her description she said she can be passive too. My plan was basically going back to the standard stuff, I will suck her dick then she will suck my dick and I will fuck her ass only difference being that she will cum on me or in my mouth.

But I think my message got lost in translation because I told her I don't bottom, I top only but I like to suck dick. She said no problem that she loves being sucked. I made the appointment for later in the day. When the time came I pull up to her place, quite excited. She is looking so beautiful and she was in lingerie so I could see the bulge in her pants, I'm getting quite heated up.

We begin with kissing and she lays down and pulls down her panties, spreads her legs and asks me to start sucking. I begin sucking, standard stuff, then she gets on her knees on the bed while I'm lying prone and still sucking. And that's when it begins, she grabs my head and starts going deep, straight down my throat, pounding hard. Now I know I have a fight on my hands. She is pounding my throat, slapping me and giving me commands that I'm obeying eagerly. I'm struggling to breathe so I have to tap out for her to release me, but before she does she goes deeper and holds me for a few seconds before pulling out and letting me breathe. This goes on for some time but she didn't come. In the end she makes me jerk off while sucking on her toes.

When everything is done and I'm on my way home, all I can think of is "What the hell just happened?" I'm in shock but like a good kind because I never thought I would enjoy getting throatfucked so much. My throat is sore but I know that whatever that was I need more. Although I'm a bit disappointed that she didn't cum and I didn't get fuck her ass. I'm determined that the next time, I will fuck her ass cos it's just too beautiful.

Few days later I text her again that I want to meet up, and this time I let her know that I want to bang her too. But boy did she have plans for me. I got there, this time I was prepared, I wanted to do myself proud lol.

We started slowly, kissing, feeling up eachother, stroking each other and then it was time. She started on her knees, I took my position, started sucking away. Then the pounding began. This time though it was fiercer, I was fighting for my life. We were going through the previous routine of her sticking her dick down my throat, holding me down, I tap out, she goes some seconds then lets me go and allows me to catch my breath. Then she commands me to open up in Portuguese (abra sua boca - a phrase which will make me cream my pants whenever I hear it now lol). And whenever I use my hand to hold her dick to have some measure of control, she commands me with my second favourite Portuguese phrase (tire sua mão - take off your hands).

At this point I'm fighting for my life but the worst (or best) is yet to come. While she's pounding away at my throat she asks if I want her to cum down my throat (você quer meu leite na sua garganta? - do you want my milk(sperm) in your throat?) Off course I want it so, I'm eagerly saying yes while fighting for breath and tears streaming down my cheeks. I thought she was close but boy she was just getting started. She tells me to lie on my back, I'm wondering what she has planned next, I'm a bit confused. Then she comes to my head and then I realise what is about to happen, I've seen it in videos before, I know it can get messy but I really want it to happen, I need it.

She climbs on top of my face and slides her dick right down my throat and I'm gagging, can't breathe and tapping out and she's pounding harder, now I know I can't take it but I want her to continue until I physically push her off me. After some time she gives me water to drink, I'm so relieved but I didn't know it was another trick up her sleeves. When I'm done drinking she orders me back down and to open up, and the throat pounding continues. She gave me the water so that she can go deeper and make me puke. It's something I find so disgusting but I was all for it for some reason, I needed it. Before long water is coming out my nose and mouth and I'm crying but when she pulls out I'm begging her for more.

She goes in again harder and then finally cums down my throat and mouth, and as she is cumming I'm eagerly sucking. When she was done, I was covered in cum, puke and tears, she's looking at me from above, and I'm feeling humiliated, satisfied and proud all at the same time. Then while I'm lying down she gives me more water and I realise that we're going again.

She commands me to start stroking myself while she gets back on top and orders me to open my mouth and starts pounding a way in my throat. She's trying to get me to puke and cum at the same time. It finally happens. And when she's finally done with my, she's just there looking at me from above again, I'm a total mess, breathing heavily, been to hell and back but I feel so good, I've never felt this way before. Sure I've had lots of great sex in my life, but I've never been in this position before, so vulnerable, so broken, yet so satisfied, so proud of myself and so full of joy. My throat is sore, I'm struggling to breathe but I feel so proud. It's been about a week now and all I can think of is TS Sandra Kelly, I hear her voice in my head all the time and I even had to send her a thank you message some days later lol. I can't wait to see her again, it may not be for some time but surely.

Thank you for reading my story, I know it's a long read but I really need to get it out there.