I was raped by a ts woman: I think she broke me

[ballastodawall]

Ok let’s change the terms to coerced or influenced instead of rape. This is the last time I’LL say this,the story is true. If it was fictional I would have simply said that. Have a great day and show some compassion people. Don’t invalidate people’s experiences because you don’t understand their perspective. Take care folks.

[rhythmicdelivery]

I hate it when people don't believe my obvious lies too.

[davo757]

Well I hope youre not too butt hurt over this incident.

[giovanni_hotel]

Ok let’s change the terms to coerced or influenced instead of rape. This is the last time I’LL say this,the story is true. If it was fictional I would have simply said that. Have a great day and show some compassion people. Don’t invalidate people’s experiences because you don’t understand their perspective. Take care folks.

Part of my problem is, you've been a lurker on HA for at least 6 years with virtually no posting history.
One of your first big posts is this novelette about being violently fucked by a TS escort until you anally orgasmed.

The whole thing smells fishy.

If it IS true, you wanted to get fucked and she willfully fulfilled your deepest desires. I don't know why you were feeling 'violated' afterwards.

It seemed like she was reading your mind, which also adds to the implausibility of your story.

If your getting fucked without a condom is true, that's a stupid game, my friend.

Look at it from our point of view. You'd also question the veracity of this story.

And why did she give you a freebie?? Because you were 'handsome'??

I just smell fiction.

[dakota87]

Hot story.

[Lester316]

you let her do it. you had the power to walk away.

and why are you still seeing her?

she was inappropriate, for sure. but no rape. if she's so terrible and evil, then why are you still seeing her?

if you were being abused, then you accepted/accept it.

You're reading the ramblings of a moron and expecting rational choices within his story; the answer is simple it's clearly utter bollocks and made up despite the opening line (the whole this is a true story thing is such an over-played fiction trope anyhow but I digress).

People who have been raped don't talk about their attackers in positive ways; they don't frame a narrative of events by mentioning "amazing looks and flowing black hair" or by talking about how they met up later. If you've actually been raped and got to the stage where you understand that is what happened you don't look back on the situation and describe any aspect of it as a positive thing. The OP is just looking for attention and would have been better suited taking his story to post on Literotica or whatever.

He might come back and argue with me; try to say I don't know what I'm talking about and that he really truly was raped. Don't continue to believe if he does he is a liar. In all likelihood he hasn't ever actually had a real sexual interaction with another human being and is getting his jollies by imaging everyone reading his story as a "truth".

[BrassVillanueva]

I'm not the type to doubt someone's claim of rape, but...

A: This is posted on a porn fan message board. Who the hell would come HERE, of all places, to divulge such a thing if it were true? There's no "survivors of sexual trauma" type of Facebook group out there where you could seek out people with similar experiences? You thought a porn forum was the place to look first? Not likely.

B: It reads like a Literotica one-off written by someone who's only ever fantasized about being with a trans woman, right down to the oversexed details of her appearance, not to mention the powerbottom's-dream "she was nine inches and she wasn't even fully hard yet!" description of her anatomy.

C: If you felt pressured or coerced to the point of calling it rape, it was rape, so you would have every justification to go to the police about this and leave her ass in the dust, which you didn't do, and instead decided to see her multiple times after the fact.

D: Even if we unpack the whole "I'm averse to trans women now, but I feel the need to serve them" situation, there are other trans women out there who would happily indulge you in your submissive role, and they would do so without crossing the line into abuse or even stepping outside your comfort zone... because that's what a good dom does; they respect YOUR restrictions, and if they won't agree to that, then they're not a good dom. So there's absolutely no excuse to have gone back to this woman, and in reality, pretty much anyone out there meeting up with people they've met online (trans or cis) would have done enough research to know that before even considering the possibility of getting together.

But for the sake of argument, let's assume that you're telling the truth. If that's the case, then your entire relationship with this woman has been tainted by an assault before there was even the OPPORTUNITY for anything else to happen, so you would have to have lost all sense of reality and logic to feel that you had any obligation to stay with her. One night and you suddenly have Stockholm syndrome?

Yeah, this is fiction.

[eric_x99]

I'm not the type to doubt someone's claim of rape, but...

..... not to mention the powerbottom's-dream "she was nine inches and she wasn't even fully hard yet!" description of her anatomy.

LOOOOOOL, I'm cracking up here! I don't want to be hurtful if this story is true but that comment (re: "powerbottom's dream") had me laughing so hard I couldn't breathe !

[BrassVillanueva]

LOOOOOOL, I'm cracking up here! I don't want to be hurtful if this story is true but that comment (re: "powerbottom's dream") had me laughing so hard I couldn't breathe !

They're rare, but I do have my moments

[BrassVillanueva]

I should also add the following under point D:

1: Let's unpack. You're not averse to trans women, you're struggling with your socially-programmed transphobia and trying to justify the fact that you love the ladycock, except you're coming at it from the opposite direction than normal. You're trying to use the tale you've spun as an excuse to get back into the closet, even though you know you won't be able to. Oh, sure, you can deny it all you want, but the fact is plain: you've already acknowledged your attraction. One bad experience with a cis woman wouldn't set you against being with cis women for the rest of your life. That's absurd. It's no less absurd with trans women. And sure, we can get into the discussion of people swearing off the opposite sex because of bad experiences and the psychological harm that can come from such situations, but that's an emotional and intellectual response, it's not a change in who someone is physiologically attracted to. That's why what you're saying here is obviously bullshit.

2: If you're old enough to be meeting up with women you've met online, no matter who they are, then you're old enough to know of the risks involved, and you take specific steps to ensure your own safety. You even mentioned that you knew FULL WELL you were blowing right past several red flags, so you clearly had some sense that things were not as they should have been. If you can't be trusted to listen to your own warnings, maybe you shouldn't be cruisin' the 'net for some hook-ups, huh?

And the last thing I'll say here: you tell others to have compassion and consider the perspective of others. How compassionate and considerate is it of you to come here leveling false accusations of rape against a fictional transgender woman -- who we know is fictional because anyone who suffered this assault would proudly name her by name -- slandering transgender women as a whole group by claiming that this fantasized experience has caused you to fear them as inherently violent, and desensitizing people to the very REAL experiences of rape and assault that people face at the hands of real assailants in sexual situations? Especially on a forum that caters to fans of transgender pornography, the stars of which are members of a minority that is disproportionately targeted for rape, violence, and murder moreso than any other portion of the LGBT community. THAT is sick and twisted, truly perverse, and disgusting beyond all measure, and frankly, you'd better count yourself damned lucky that I'm not with you in person right now, because I'd be kicking your ass up and down the block for drill just to knock some respect into you.

In closing, fuck you. Die mad, burn in hell, and rest in agony, knowing with every fiber of your eternal soul that you are a true piece of shit.